I woke up with a nice, big yawn. I looked over and saw my dad sound asleep. I couldn't keep the smile off my face. All we did yesterday for his fortieth birthday was do lots of fucking. I was really starting to enjoy my life.
I looked at the clock on his nightstand. It was ten o'clock in the morning. I was meeting Rachel, my girlfriend of four years, at noon for lunch. Guess I had to get up.
I got off the bed, feeling sore in all the right places. My asshole and throat in particular. They really took a beating last night.
I didn't bother getting dressed. Wouldn't make sense to get dressed if you are just going across the hall to take a shower, now would it?
I took a twenty minute hot shower. It felt good to have the hot water take away all the aches and pains.
I got out of the shower and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my waist and went to my bedroom to get dressed. I looked at the mirror and saw the hickey my father gave me yesterday morning. I wasn't sure how I was going to hide that from Rachel.
As I was deciding whether to hide the hickey or explain why I had it, the phone rang. Guess that decision had to wait. I looked at the caller ID. Speak of the devil, it was Rachel.
"Hi Rachel," I said, not able to keep the warmth out of my voice. I really did love her. I was planning on proposing to her after graduation. I wanted a long engagement though, like three years, just to make sure we get settled into college and had a perfect wedding. She deserves the best.
"Hi Nick."
"What's up? Do you need more time to get ready?"
"No. I have to talk to you about something."
"Okay."
"I don't know how to say this."
"Just go ahead and say it. You can tell me anything."
"I'm breaking up with you."
"What?"
"Look, Nick. You are a very nice guy and all, but I don't feel like you are the one, you know? With graduation coming up, I thought now would be a good time to break up."
I stared at the phone. "Can't we talk about this?"
"I wanted to tell you in person today at lunch, but I couldn't. I don't want to hurt you, Nick. It's just over." She hung up.
I stared at the phone. I don't know how long I have been staring at it. Time doesn't matter anymore. Nothing does.
"Nick?"
I slowly turned around to look at my father. He was still naked, a sight that usually makes me want to get on my knees and give him a blowjob, but it had no effect on me now. He could have been fully dressed for all I cared.
"What's wrong?"
I felt a tear slide down my face. "Rachel broke up with me."
"I'm so sorry. I guess you told her about us."
"No."
"You didn't? Why did she break up with you then?"
"She said I wasn't the one." Another tear fell down my face.
He came up to me and gave me a hug. He kissed me on the forehead. I couldn't make Rachel happy. I could make my dad happy though.
I broke the hug and got on my knees before him. I saw his cock twitch. "Nick, what are you doing?"
I stuck my tongue out and licked his engorged head. He was almost fully erect now. "What does it look like I am doing? I'm gonna make you happy."
I stuck his cockhead into my mouth. To my surprise, he pulled out. "No Nick, not now. You are grieving. Blowjobs are gonna have to wait."
"But I need to make you happy. I can make you happy." I reached out to grab his dick.
He backed up so I couldn't reach his cock. "No. I am going to get dressed so we can talk about this." He turned around and started walking to his bedroom to get dressed.
That did it. Just that small symbol of rejection broke the dam that was keeping the water from coming out of my eyes. Tears rapidly started pouring and I let a scream that didn't seem quite human.
My dad turned around and watched me fall the rest of the way to the floor. I was bawling, and I just couldn't stop. Tears were pouring out of my eyes and soaking up the carpet I was laying on.
My dad rushed up to me and picked me up from the floor and held me against his hard, furry chest. His hairy chest became wet with my tears.
"Why is everyone rejecting me?" I asked him. "Did I do something wrong? Am I a horrible person? What's wrong with me? Am I wrong?"
"No, honey, nothing's wrong with you. You didn't do anything wrong. Everything's gonna be okay. You are fine."
"No, something's wrong with me. There has to be something wrong with me. Am I ugly or stupid? Do I have BO? Am I evil? Am I stuck up or uptight? What's wrong with me? I'm so sorry!"
"You aren't any of those things, Nick. Don't apologize. You have nothing to apologize for."
"But I do. Why is she leaving me then? I loved her. I even wanted to marry her. I'm wrong! Please tell me there's something wrong with me. Tell me that I'm a horrible person. Please don't forgive me, I don't deserve it! Please tell me I'm wrong!" I couldn't stop crying. I know I wasn't making much sense, but I couldn't think rationally.
I felt water dropping onto my head and if I were outside I would have thought it was starting to rain. But we were indoors. I realized my dad was crying with me. It was probably killing him to see me in this much pain. I almost never cried. He cared so much about me and it destroyed him to see me fall apart like this. I was loved, and it soothed the pain just knowing someone cared about me that much.
I sighed after a moment. "I love you, Dad."