I was in my mid-thirties when my step sister moved into my apartment. She was a couple of years older than me - closer to fourty than her mid-thirties - and was now going through a separation on her way to divorce. I had an extra room which I offered to her when she told me she had no where to live. And so here we are. Kirsty living in my apartment...
The Friday night after she'd moved in, we went out to a bar. The Irish pub was a little crowded and we'd ended up sitting outside. It was a little cold but they had a patio heater. While I'd gone inside to grab us our drinks, my step sister had flirted her way onto a table with a seat for me too.
5 or 6 pints later and I feel like going home. Kirsty was flirting with one of the guys and I'd been left to my own devices. Basically, to all concerned, I wasn't really there. I tapped Kirsty on the shoulder.
"I'm going to head home. Will you be okay?"
She pulls herself away from the guy for a second. "Yup. I'll see you tomorrow?"
"Sure thing".
I woke up in a drunken haze to the sound of fucking in the next room. It doesn't sound like a full on fuckfest. It sounds tender. Soft moans. A slowness to it all. In a single moment I feel a change in the way I think about her. Through drunken ears I'm picturing my step sister biting her lower lip while being fucked. The occasional moan escaping. Suddenly Kirsty's someone sexual to me. An object of desire. I took the situation in hand so to speak - keeping pace with her moans.
The next morning I woke up early, put on some boxers and stumbled out into the kitchen to put on some coffee. The guy Kirsty had fucked last night came out and I couldn't, for the life of me, remember his name. I'd met him the night before. I settled for understated hospitality.
"Coffee?"
"Uh huh". Barely a grunt. He took a seat at the kitchen island and I pour him one.
Kirsty comes out. She's looking disheveled. Her long shirt barely covering, what yesterday was nothing more than a relative but this morning is an object of sexual desire. Shapely calves disappear under the loosely hanging hem of the shirt. The V at the top showing a welcoming curve leading to her breasts. I have a semi hidden by the island. The outline of my cock is perfectly visible to me. My boxers hide nothing. The kitchen island fortunately does.
She shoots me a pointed look. A "what the fuck are you doing?" look. I realise my gaze has lingered. My face heats up as I imagine it's now glow in the dark hot red.
She pecks ... still not knowing his name, I suppose "the guy" will have to do... on the lips. "I had fun last night".
"Yeah".
I think they've both got the message. Fun "last night" - probably not something to be repeated. No exchange of numbers. Hell, they don't even call each other by name. There's a pretty good chance that neither of them want to risk getting the other's name wrong. And with that, he downs his coffee and is gone.
"What the fuck was that?" Kirsty turns on me accusingly.
"What?"
"The coffee. The idea is to get rid of the one night stand. Not make them a fucking coffee".
"Oh right. Well... if only you'd left instructions". Not my gaze then...
Weirdly, given the change in how I was seeing my step sister, I wasn't feeling ashamed. I'd have thought that eye contact would have been out of the question. I'd masturbated to her moaning while imagining myself fucking her and now I had a bit of a chubby and yet...
That Saturday night she went out again. I'd decided against going out. Being in my mid thirties and not accustomed to drinking a lot I chose a night in on the couch watching TV. In reality I was trying to get over the hangover. It was only 5 or 6 pints...
It's only 10pm when I hear keys in the lock. Kirsty stumbles in with some guy. They pass me in the lounge on the way to her room. They're ... occupied. She's leaving a trail of clothing.
I hesitate. It's one thing to overhear her fucking. It's another entirely to go out of my way to hear it. It's not hurting anyone to go to my own room right? I'm just feeling tired and want to go to sleep. It's lame, but I manage to talk myself into going to my room.
I've only been in here a minute when the moaning starts. It's faster this time. Louder. More urgent. WAY louder. The rhythm changes. It's slow. The volume hasn't changed though. It's like listening to an especially erotic show. I have a hard time not cumming. I imagine myself going down between her legs and giving her a tongue lashing whenever I feel like I can't stop it. Sucking on her clit while using my fingers to probe her - purposely searching out her g-spot. While this does nothing to stop my excitement, it's at these moments that I let go of myself and give myself time to recover. She cries out and it's like permission to finally cum. When I do cum, it's a gusher. Best Wank Ever.
The following morning, smelling musky and feeling a sense of... release, I once again head to the kitchen. About 10 minutes later "the guy" (a different guy from the last "the guy") awkwardly heads straight for the door. "No high five for fucking my step sister?" I muse to myself (smiling but not going so far as to laugh).
This time, when Kirsty comes out, her satin shirt hides next to nothing. The buttons look hastily done. Mismatched to their holes. I can see her nipples through the cloth and the curve of her breasts are more exposed. But more importantly, she seems to have a light sheen of sweat. Her hair is disheveled and she's flushed. Have I missed out on listening to quick morning sex? I can make out white panties from her side due to the cut of the shirt.
I pass her a coffee while trying not to stare.
"Did we keep you up?" she asked.
"A little. It's nice to hear you happy", I say smirking.
I expect her to look embarrassed. Instead she just smiles.
Tuesday night she goes out again. I kind of want to stay up just to hear her fucking again but I've got work in the morning. I've been thinking about listening to her fuck. I know she's, to all intents and purposes, my sister, but I just can't stop thinking about her. I've masturbated a few times since but it all feels different. Less... in the moment.
At 1am I hear something. It's not in the next bedroom. I get up (quickly putting boxers on) to check it out. I see her at the end of the hallway in the lounge. She's facing toward me straddling someone in the armchair. Her tits are out and are bouncing. I stop. Stunned. A deer caught in headlights.
She sees me. I'm trying to will myself to bolt. To respect her privacy. My eyes locked... onto her eyes. I expect her to yell at the perve to go away. Instead her hands go off the shoulders of whatever "the guy" she's fucking tonight and into her hair. She pushes her chest out. The sheen of sweat on her tits catch the light. Her rhythm changes. She slows down. And all the while she's locked onto my eyes. She's putting on a show for me and all I can do is smile. There's no hiding this hard on.
In the morning I almost bump into her as I'm heading off to work.
We don't talk about it. I'm embarrassed to bring it up but secretly I'm hoping she broaches the subject. I have no fucking idea what this means. Should I "make a move"? What if it was a lost in the moment kind of a thing? Like... something that just kind of happened and was fun but, much like a one night stand, isn't supposed to happen again or reach new levels or anything?