PART ONE
My sister is a drop-dead gorgeous head-turning honey, and a lesbian. When guys find out, they often weep, not only for their imagined personal loss, but for the loss to all men. If I've heard 'What a waste' once, I've heard it a thousand times.
Joie, sweet pants to me, is 23. I'm 30. Our relationship as kids was not particularly close, but we liked and respected each other, and I always thought there was a close, underlying bond between us. Things changed drastically for us on her 18th birthday.
We had a special family lunch for her that day and right after the dishes were cleared from the table she asked for everybody's attention. When all was quiet, and in a very matter-of-fact tone, she announced she was gay, a lesbian.
Now, let me tell you, in our just-right-of-the-Kaiser conservative family that announcement was not greeted with either acceptance or support.
After a very long, tense, silence, our father blurted, "You're a queer?"
"No, Daddy, not a queer, a lesbian."
Neither he, nor Mom, nor any of the aunts and uncles, nor any of the cousins knew anything from lesbian or queer. But they all knew from Pat Robertson's type of Bible-belt prejudice, and that told them she was a sinner, an abomination in the eyes of God, and therefore in the eyes of the family.
What a ruckus she created. I won't even tell you about fifteen-year-old Amy asking no one in particular, "What's a lesbian?"
After trying to convince her to 'change back' through pleading, prayer, anger, threats, and the ever present 'What will we tell our friends and neighbors?' Dad kicked her out.
"No queer is going to sleep under my roof!"
Joie was devastated. As much as she tried to explain how she felt, or begged for understanding, her pleas fell on deaf ears, except for mine that is. I tried to lend support but was told repeatedly 'You stay out of this.'
Finally I said, "Pack enough for a couple of days and let's get out of here. You can stay at my place till this storm blows over."
She did and we left, but the storm never blew over. That was five years ago and to this day our parents have refused to acknowledge our existence. Joie is an outcast because she is a 'queer' and I am out because I took her side.
She stayed with me for almost a year. I had a one-bedroom apartment at the time and she took up residence in the living room and slept on the sofa bed. With only one bathroom there were sometimes scheduling difficulties, but some times she walked around wearing only her panties and bra and she always hand washed her 'dainties' and hung them around the apartment and that made it easier for me to adjust to sharing the facilities. All and all, we got along splendidly.
During that year we became very close. Not sexually, but in every other way we became intimate, sharing our thoughts and fleeing about everything. Of course we talked a lot about sex and she told me her life's history regarding growing up gay in a straight world. It wasn't easy for her.
But, some of her stories were actually hilarious to me. The one about the slow dancing at the prom was the best. Her date must have been possessed of a monster cock, or at least her perception of a monster cock, and her trying to describe him pushing it into her and everything she tried to do to evade it brought tears to my eyes.
I in turn would share some of my adventures with the women I dated and she would listen with full attention, even asking for some graphic details about the more intimate moments. As her social life started to improve she would come home and tell me about her experiences and regale me with stories of conquest and seduction. Unusual, I thought, in a culture devoid of men.
After a year she was employed and found a place of her own. I really missed her. For a long while I felt terribly alone without her around and did a lot of dating, I guess trying to compensate for her not being there. We still got together about once a week, dinner at my place on Wednesdays, and we continued to share our stories.
Two years after she moved to her own place, I bought a nice two-bedroom, two-bath condo about three miles from her apartment and we were able to see each other more often. She was now 21, vastly more experienced, and very world-wise. Being 'different' always heightens the survival instinct.
One evening after dinner, she was telling me a very detailed story about a date with another very attractive babe when she suddenly stopped talking and gave me a very strange look.
"You're hard, arenโt you? This is turning you on. I just realized. Wow, how stupid can I be?" In a softer voice, "Sorry, I never realized."
"Don't be sorry, I love your stories. They have been giving me woodies for years. I guess I just did a poor job of hiding my emotions this time."
She laughed and said, "Imagine that. Here we are, telling each other stories about our love lives and we're both turned on by it."
"You, too?"
"You bet, me to. I can't tell you how often I've run to my bedroom as soon as I get home and almost dive on my vibrator, or my fingers. I've had some intense orgasms while masturbating with the details of your conquests fresh in my mind. I just substitute me for you. I've even gotten started in my car on the way home. What do you do?"
I held up my hand and smiled, "Same thing, but no vibrator."
Then with a vary gentle expression on her face she said, "If you want to masturbate now, while I tell my story, I wouldn't mind, I mean it wouldn't bother me. I mean, I meanโฆ"
She was really blushing now and I said, "You mean what? Tell me exactly what you mean."
"What I mean is, I may be a lesbian, and I have absolutely no desire to ever have a cock stuck inside of me, but I'm curious the see a guy do it, to get himself off."
"You want me to jack off while you tell your story, is that it?"
"No, I don't want you to, like it was a requirement or anything, but if my stories turn you on, and if you want to, I want you to. That way when one of your stories turns me on, I could let some of the pressure off here and not have to wait till I got home. Fair is fair, after all."
I had lost my hard-on when she mentioned it, but it was back. I stood with my shorts well tented and said, "Give me a moment."
I was back in a flash with some K-Y Jelly and a towel. I stripped off my shorts and said, "Take it slow and tell me everything, all the juicy details, if I'm going to do this, I want it to be good."
We were in the living room and I sat on the couch, lubed up generously in an attempt to last as long as I could, and said, "Talk."
"Well, where was I?"