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All characters are 18 years or older.
This story is the continuation of my Technically We're Estranged series and I suggest reading the previous chapters before continuing. TWE is intentionally shorter, and hopefully you enjoy the tease. It includes incest, exhibitionism and voyeurism through the internet, masturbation and oral.
Stephan tries to fix things with Mel, and Bella gets frustrated before they all get off.
Thanks to Antematter for checking it over, and making sure I was still alive.
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"Stephan," Bella called after me as I walked into my office, "You're being an idiot."
I turned around and poked my head back out. "I know I am."
Despite the fact that Mel was a world away, the fact that she was a camgirl, that she hadn't actually done anything, and most of all that she was my cousin, I still felt betrayed.
Totally, utterly irrational.
My emotions were all over the place - we hadn't talked since I had told her to wait until today and that was throwing me into a tailspin as well. For the past three weeks of getting to know my cousin again it was like I had her here with me, and now I had cut myself off.
My lonely night out, eating alone at a restaurant, going home to an empty apartment, had only served to frustrate me further. The closest friend I had on the continent was also apparently my secretary and wanted to sleep with me - Bella was the only person I could talk to about this. Sure, I had other friends from College days but we were distant at best. My clientele worried people, my successes kept criminals on the street. Who wanted to be friends with the scumbag who did that?
But Mel, she didn't know that, and if she did she wouldn't care. Blind faith, blind compassion - she would love me all the same. But would she?
Bella could tell I was out of sorts when I stepped out of the elevator and into our little lobby. She'd stood, as always, with a file in one hand and a coffee in the other, today in a black dress that was high collared in the front but backless, the skirt riding high on her shapely, athletic thighs. "Good morning, Mr. Tanner," was all she had said as we performed the morning ritual we had perfected over our years together. File in one hand, coffee in the other, I nodded my thanks quietly and went to my office.
And then she broke the ritual, and so did I. We'd been doing that a lot recently. Sitting in my office, I had to close my eyes to think.
Every morning for the past three weeks I had woken up to a picture, or a message, and once even a video from Mel sent to my anonymous account. She didn't know my name, she only knew my pseudonym.
OverCsSteve
. But then I wasn't supposed to really know her name, she was just
DellaLightful
and not my Mel.
I stared down at my phone, playing the most recent video she had sent me quietly. She was lying in bed, the covers up around her shoulders and her eyes still sleepy. No makeup, still pretty but not perfect. She whispered to me about how she was going to do the girl-girl show that had happened yesterday, whispered about how she dreamt about me and how she was doing this because she was curious and I thought it was hot. She smiled dreamily, her voice breathy. Morning light was peeking through a window off screen, bathing her in an angelic light. And then the video was over.
I'd watched it plenty of times before. I watched it again, leaning my head against the edge of my desk as I tried to block out the world.
'I'm sorry,' I typed out. Yesterday I hadn't needed to say that. Yesterday, Mel was the one who had broken a trust, however tenuously and minutely, when her friend talked about what Bella and I had been doing.
Today I was the idiot.
OverCsSteve
: I'm sorry. I shouldn't be frustrated but I am. I shouldn't feel hurt, but for some reason I do. I'm being an idiot. I feel like I'm some raving teen. This is totally my fault and I wouldn't blame you if you wanted to stop talking or whatever, I'd just be happy we did for at least a little while. Tell Pixie I apologize, she didn't do anything wrong and was great in the show.
I hit the send button before I could rethink the message, before I could wordsmith it or try and build in some nuances. I set my phone down and turned on my computer, but before it could even boot up my phone let out the little bingle that I had a notification from Kik. I grabbed it and fumbled the password twice before I got it unlocked.
DellaLightful
: omg steve I'm like crying I'm so happy you messaged
DellaLightful
: I felt lonely when we weren't talking and I thought you were so pissed at me I wouldn't see you again.
DellaLightful
: and STOP saying ur sorry right now. I know you don't like stuff getting out about you. Pixie feels super bad she didn't realize how srs I was when I told her not to say anything about the cam-to-cam.
I had to take a deep breath to steady my nerves. She wasn't pissed at me, didn't think I was crazy or being a child.
OverCsSteve
: Della, I AM sorry. I'm sorry I made you worry and I'm sorry I kept you waiting and I'm sorry I'm an idiot. Believe me, I think the only way you'll get rid of me is if you tell me to leave you alone.
OverCsSteve
: You are the complete package of beauty and brains, but most of all you are the kindest, most beautiful person I know on the inside.
DellaLightful
: Oh great, now I'm crying again.
DellaLightful
: And I'm still at work so people are gonna look at me like I'm crazy
OverCsSteve
: I bet you're even pretty when you cry, breaking hearts all over the hospital.
DellaLightful
: :) Stop complimenting me! I'm supposed to be the one who's sorry
DellaLightful