To those of you who have read the first chapter, I thank you for you comments and your votes. I am sorry that it has taken me so long to continue the story of Erika and Brian, but here it is the third chapter. My opportunities for writing are rare, so I ask for patience on the continuation of Erika's tale. If any of you have ideas for these two, I am always open to suggestions.
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When we arrived, I was surprised, yet again, that we were going first class all the way. Brian had somehow been able to charter a private jet for the trip. Once we settled into our seats, the captain announced that our travel time would be about four hours. Thanks to Brian, my mind stayed occupied the whole time.
About an hour into the flight, Brian's playful antics and jokes had dwindled as he became serious. Never knowing him to be nervous, or if he ever was he never appeared to be. It was almost comical to watch his nervousness build as he frantically searched one pocket after another, trying to find something that he must have misplaced.
Out of concern I asked, "What's wrong? What did you lose?" Gazing at him with love and amusement fore I was usually the one to lose something.
Whatever it was, he found it soon enough, letting out a sigh of relief. He turned in his seat to face me, with whatever he had been looking for hidden in the palm of his hand. Taking another deep breath, I was guessing, to gather his courage and maybe to rein in his nerves. Brian's actions were making my own nerves go haywire. Suddenly, I did not quite know what to do with my hands. Giving up on trying to think of something to do with them, I just decided to lace my fingers together; placing them in my lap and squeezing tight to keep them from shaking. I could tell that Brian was worried; he had a tendency to scratch his chin whenever this was so, but for the life of me, I did not know why. That is until he stared to speak.
"Erika, there's no real easy way to say this, so I'll just come right out and say it. But, you have to promise me that you'll keep an open mind." This time he waited for my nod before he took a couple of deep breaths and continued. "We... are not... really brother and sister."
The jumble of emotions that swirled around inside me because of those words was too hard to name as just simple confusion. If given the time to look back on that moment, I still do not think that I could even come close to naming a single one. Having the need to give voice to even a small measure of my feelings, I had to ask, "What do you mean that we are not really brother and sister? We do have the same parents, Lame Brain."
He apparently knew me better that I thought for he reached over the arm of his seat, pulling onto his lap a black leather briefcase that Brian must have stashed there, out of sight. He must have known that I would need proof, because he opened the briefcase and started pulling out various papers. Like newspaper clippings about a plane crash from years before. Legal documents that I could not have made heads or tails of at the time even if I tried. In addition, there was correspondence from Children and Family Services to Mr. Brian Lander Sr. and Mrs. Jessica Lander, and back again. Finally, he placed in my hands a birth certificate with my name on it and the names of a Mike Jennings and a Sarah Carter.
I looked at all those papers, those documents, and was stunned. I did not know what to say. All I could do was look at Brian, pleading, no begging, with my eyes for an explanation. I knew then that I did not want to hear it, but at the same time, knowing that whatever it was, good or bad, I had to know. I wanted and needed the truth.
He started slow, "The people that you know as your mother and father were actually the best friends and business partners of your birth parents." He said this while pointing to the birth certificate. "You can see their names were Mike and Sarah Jennings, and before you ask. Yes, they were married. Mom told me that I was even at their wedding, as the ring barer, I think.
"Anyway, when you were about five months old your parents brought you over to our house. From what I discovered, they had to go to New York because of a family emergency. Mom and Dad offered to care for you; I think it was because of your age that Mike and Sarah had decided not to take you along.
"From what Mom and Dad have told me, and the time I took to read through all of this," indicating the pile papers in my lap, "your parents got to JFK Airport just fine. Mom said that they were suppose to be there for two week, but had finished early. She told them to take the extra time to enjoy the sites, but they would not listen, telling her that they wanted to get home to you. Mom kept urging them to stay until the end of the two week, telling your mother that you were doing just fine. However, Sarah would not even listen, saying that their flight was boarding and she had to go, and that they would call again when their plane landed. "
Brian reached over, pulled news clippings from the bottom, and after quickly scanning them, he handed me one that contained a public copy of the crash report. "The F.A.A. said the 46 minutes into the flight there was a short in the electrical system of the starboard wing, caused by faulty wiring. The sparks from the short ignited the plane's fuel that caused an explosion large enough to break the wing from the body of the plane. The cockpit crew did everything they could to bring the rest of the plane down safely, even though they were fighting a losing battle. When the plane when down, it tumbled end over end, leaving no survivors."
Tears were rolling, unchecked, down my cheeks while I went through the jumble of papers on my lap. The various news clippings about the initial crash, the investigation, and the memorial services for the victims all confirmed what Brian had told me. Setting those aside, I attempted to read the legal documents and correspondence, but was unable to read any of it through my tears.
Brian gathered me in his arms, not caring that everything fell to the floor or crushed between us. Rocking me back and fourth like his mother always did for me whenever I got overly emotional. "I am sorry that you had to find out like this. But, when looking at you future, there was no other choice." He held me closer when I tried to pull away. "Dad told me that it wasn't until a week or two later, when him and Mom were going through your parents' things, that they found you father's will.
"I personally have not seen it, but according to Dad, and also Mom, it states that everything, their house, cars, property, their half of the business, all assets were to be left to you in trust till your twenty-first birthday. My father and your parent's own attorney, Uncle Frank, were named as your trustees. Moreover, neither one would ever want to see anything that is rightfully yours to be taken from you. There was some brief involvement by Children and Family Services, who wanted to put you into a foster home until everything was sorted out. Personally, I think they wanted to get their hands on your inheritance.
"Thanks to Uncle Frank's fast talking, along with Mom and Dad, the whole issue of foster care was avoided. Thanks also to your father's will, which also named my parent's as your legal guardians. Dad said that he was not happy with just being your guardian, so he looked into adopting you. I think your father must have thought of that, because Mom and Dad both wanted a little girl, fore in his will he stated that, in so many words, it was not possible. Your last name was allowed to be changed, but under the terms of your father's will, you were not to be adopted or you would lose everything. So, Mom and Dad had your last name legally changed to Lander and raised you as their own."
Staring at the scattered papers without really seeing them, refusing to look at Brian for fear the thin hold I had on my emotions would snap. In a strained voice, I asked, "But why... Why I was not told about this is the question? Why is it that Mama and Papa did not tell me this themselves? Why did they keep this from me?"
"I pose the very same questions to them myself, more or less. The only answers I could get from either of them were that they thought it best not to tell you at the time. Dad said that he wanted you to feel as though you were truly part of a family and not just an outsider. Apparently, Mom tried telling you several times over the years, but when it came right down to it, she just could not make herself do it. Maybe, in her mind, she thought that if she had told you, she might have lost you as a daughter." He slipped a finger under my chin and gently forced me to look him in the eyes. "Please believe me when I tell you that everything Mom, Dad and Uncle Frank did for you back then it was because of the love they had for Mike and Sarah Jennings."
Suddenly, memories from my childhood rushed in on me. Memories of this woman, whom I only knew as my mother, always treating me a little better than the way my friends were treated by their own mothers. Memories of the man, whom I loved as a father, when he gave me cookies behind Mom's back or took me to buy my first pair of high-heeled shoes. More memories rushed in from all different directions so fast that I had to sit back, but Brian would not let go. Trying to put everything he had just told me in order with my memories, I could see the subtle signs and hints that made me see the truth of what he was saying.