This is simply the story of how my daughter and I came to have the relationship we have now. If you are looking for juicy sex details, I'm sorry. I like to keep some things in my life private. As usual, this is totally fictitious.
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At the time, my daughter Kaley was 22. She had just recently graduated from college, majoring in psychology and a double minor in business and sociology. My wife and I decided to let her move back in to the house she grew up in since she was trying to find a job in our city. It would basically make it easier on her to save money and at least let her have something comfortable in her life while she was out there trying to find work in the tough job market. Besides, I loved having her back in the house anyway.
Kaley was a complete daddy's girl from the day she was born. Not that she didn't get along with her mom, she did, but Kaley and I had a special bond right from the start. I tried not to spoil her and make her earn her rewards, but sometimes it was hard when she would tilt her head and shoot those big blue eyes and cute little smile at me. I would just melt.
She had been beautiful her entire life, to me at least. She felt like an ugly duckling during her maturing years, all gangly and awkward. She was my special little girl though, so she was still just as cute as ever to me then too. She developed later than most of the girls her age, so I think that was a little tough on her, but she managed. Compared to all her friends now though, she is the number one stunner, although I may be a little biased.
I had never intentionally looked at her in a sexual way, although I have to admit, thoughts did slip in and out of my mind when she would be sun-bathing in the yard, I am a guy. The thoughts were only fleeting though, and I never thought any more of them once she would leave my sight. Although, and I've been called slow to pick up signals, I think she'd purposely do things to get me to notice her in a sexual way (her mother had to practically jump on me when we first started dating because I didn't feel like she liked me enough to make a move). Kaley would do little things whenever Sara (my wife) was gone like wearing skimpier clothes, bending over in front of me, a little more and lengthened physical contact than usual. But like I said, I'm a little thick-headed sometimes and never really picked up on any of this while she was growing up.
So now that Kaley was back living with us, I was excited to catch up with her. My wife and I hadn't seen too much of her in the past four years except for holidays and a few weeks out of her summer breaks. It was a lazy Saturday and I saw her relaxing in a lounge chair with a lemonade on our patio and figured I'd join her. She had on some short light blue jogging shorts and a navy blue sports bra (I think she had just got back from a run) and as usual she looked beautiful in it. The bra flattened out her full B breasts and the tightness of it accentuated her nipples. Her flat tone tummy (not a six-pack or anything, but firm) melted right into her beautiful bubble butt and long, smooth, slightly tanned legs.
"Hey sweetheart," I said as I came out on the patio, "just taking it easy today?"
"Yea, I'm worn out from running all over the place this last week." She had been busy non-stop it seemed trying to find a job as fast as she could. I knew she was a little nervous about getting out into the "real world" for the first time. She smiled at me, took another sip from her glass and said, "Why don't you try mixing in a little color?" She was referring to my pale-as-can-be skin. I had used to be tanned when I was younger, but now I didn't get outside enough to keep it up.
"Well, I might as well try to get some color while I'm out here," as I pulled off my shirt, "You have to let me know when I start turning into a lobster though." I was in good shape for being 46, running most every day and getting a decent lift in every now and then, Sara always liked how I looked and that was what mattered the most. But I noticed how closely Kaley was staring at me as I took my shirt off. I swear she might have been checking me out. Kind of embarrassed I looked at her, "How's your old man looking now-a-days," trying to break the uneasiness I felt with sort of a jokingly, rhetorical question.
"You're the best looking man in my life," she said with a big playful smile and a hint of sarcasm. While I don't know how, but somehow Kaley didn't have a boyfriend right now. And oddly enough, she never really did. She'd date every now and then, but nothing seemed to last much longer than a few months. Then her look kind of changed to that of a more serious nature. "Dad, I can talk to you about anything, right?"
"Of coarse you can, anything on your mind?"
"Well, yea, and it's been on my mind for a while, but I don't even know where to start."
About a million things went through my mind when she said this. Was she trying to tell me that she was a lesbian? That wouldn't be a problem; we're an open-minded family and raised our daughter to explore anything she wanted. Maybe she was pregnant? Although a little disappointed that she didn't use protection like we taught her to, I know we could help out. Maybe she wanted to go back to school and she felt bad about asking us to help her pay for more education. Those and so many other things went through my head. "Well, whenever you are ready, you can always talk to me."
"I think I'm ready." She looked right into my eyes and told me, "Daddy, I'm a grown woman now. I'm not a little girl anymore."
"Awww, you'll always be my little girl, honey," I said trying to kind of break up the mood a little bit.
"Daddy, I'm serious, I want to tell you this, but I'm afraid you might be angry with me. Maybe not treat me the same anymore." That eliminated some of the things that went through my head earlier, but I was still clueless.
"Well honey, no matter what you have done, or have to say, or anything else, you must know that I love you no matter what. You are my little girl and will always be." Trying to ease her a bit, I could tell whatever she had to say had been easting her up for a while and I really wanted to be there for her.
"Well, there's no other way to say this than to just blurt it out I guess." She had sat up in the lounger next to me and was kind of fidgeting with the drawstrings on her shorts and not looking me in the eye anymore. "I'm attracted to you," she blurted out and looked up at me with her head still down.
That was the last thing I could have imagined that she would say at this point and time. I was incredibly taken aback. It felt as if my heart and stomach switched places and then went back again. I opened my mouth to reply, but nothing came out.
"Daddy, I'm sorry, but I've felt this way for so long. Ever since I can remember I thought you were the best looking and most caring man I have ever seen. And now after spending time away at school and not finding anything close to you, I felt like I couldn't keep this in anymore. You aren't upset are you?"
Upset? I don't know what I was. Shocked maybe. Like I said before, I had glanced at her a few times and thought wow, she is an incredibly sexy woman, but that was just the normal guy instinct whenever you see a beautiful girl. It would always be immediately trumped by my dad instinct telling me that she was my daughter. I was looking down at her legs now, but not so much looking as just blankly staring.
"Daddy? Are you okay," she said as she reached over and put her hand on my thigh trying to comfort me. I knew this wasn't sexual in any way, we were fairly touchy-feely anyway. I looked at her and nodded my head yes. I still couldn't speak, or at least find the words I wanted to speak.
Finally, "Wow, um, okay." Basically, I was stalling. I didn't know what to say. I knew this was hard for her. I also knew this was something that she felt like she had to really get off her chest. I didn't want to make her feel more awkward or embarrassed than she already did, but I also knew that this wasn't something that I could fulfill for her. "Um, so what should we do about this?"
I looked up at her and saw a glimmer of a smile shoot across her face. "Well, you could, I mean we could sleep together?" I don't know if she meant it as an actual remedy for this situation or more as a question to let me answer.
"But isn't that illegal?" was the first thing that came to my head. It definitely would be incest and highly illegal.