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This story is pure fiction and made for adult readers only. It has mature themes, explicit content, and taboo topics that might upset some people. Characters, events, and places are all made up, not real life. We don't support or promote any bad behavior or illegal acts in the story. Readers should be careful. If you're not okay with such topics, please don't read.
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The tube light flickers a bit in the small one-room flat in Mukherjee Nagar, Delhi, throwing a weak glow on piles of UPSC books, messy notes, and a half-empty coffee mug. Mohit and Vikram, two friends who share the flat, sit bent over their desks, feeling the heavy pressure of their dreams like the sticky Delhi heat. The Civil Services Exam is coming up in a few months, a far but scary deadline that's already sucked out their hope, sleep, and peace. The fun talks from their college days are gone, replaced by long silences, broken only by the sound of turning pages or a tired sigh.
Mohit throws his pen on the table, leaning back in his chair with a groan. "I can't do this anymore, Vikram. Three years of this struggle, and I'm still nowhere. I'm losing it." His voice shakes, full of frustration and a deep loneliness that eats at him like a bad itch.
Vikram doesn't look up from his book, but his jaw tightens. "Same, bhai. I haven't slept well in weeks. My head's all messed up. Sometimes I wonder why we're even trying." He rubs his eyes, dark circles under them showing he hasn't slept and has secret worries.
The room goes quiet again, the silence heavy with their shared sadness. They're both 25, stuck in this tight trap of big dreams and being alone. Mukherjee Nagar, with its coaching centers everywhere and crowds of students, feels like a jail. No family, no girlfriends, no way out--just chasing a future that seems farther every day.
It starts simple that night. Mohit, wanting to break the boredom, makes a small joke. "You know, if I don't pass Prelims this time, I might just run and marry some hot Bhabhi from the street." He grins, thinking Vikram will roll his eyes.
But Vikram laughs, a dark kind of laugh. "Bhabhis, huh? Yeah, they've got that feel. Mature, curvy... better than these silly college girls." He pauses for a second, then says, "You ever watch those desi MILF videos? The ones with sarees and stuff?"
Mohit's eyes widen, a little spark of interest in his tired face. "Wait, you like that too? I thought I was the only weird one here." He leans in, forgetting his tiredness for a bit. "Bro, those are my favorite. Something about how they move, you know? Real women."
What starts as small talk turns big fast. They open up, sharing stories--favorite videos, actresses, fantasies. It's a way to forget the fear of failing and the loneliness that sits heavy in their chests. They laugh, argue about what they like, and for the first time in months, the flat feels alive.
But deep down, something darker grows. One night, after a few beers they sneak in, Vikram's voice changes. "You ever... think about someone special when you're watching that stuff?" His voice is low, careful, like he's testing something.
Mohit stops, beer bottle halfway to his mouth. "What do you mean?"
Vikram shrugs, not looking at him. "I don't know. Like... someone you shouldn't. Someone close." He swallows hard, then says quietly, "My sister's married now, right? She's got that Bhabhi vibe. Sometimes I catch myself looking when she comes home. It's wrong, but..."
He doesn't finish, but the words hang there. It started a year back, when Vikram was home for Diwali. His big sister, Priya, left her phone on the kitchen counter while she went to help their mom with rangoli. Vikram, bored and a bit nosy, picked it up to see the time. The screen lit up with a message that stopped his heart: "I'll do anything you want, just tell me..." The name was some guy she never talked about.
His finger hovered over the screen. He knew he shouldn't, but he swiped anyway. The chat opened, and his world turned upside down. Messages rolled by--dirty, wild, full of her giving in. "I'm yours to use," she wrote. "Punish me if I'm bad." And then, in the chat, pictures. Naked, clear, her face right there--smirking, biting her lip, her body posed in ways that broke the sweet, shy sister he knew. Priya, the one who yelled at him for skipping homework, who blushed at family parties, was someone else.
Vikram slammed the phone down, heart racing, feeling angry, ashamed, and turned on all at once. He was mad--at her for hiding this, at himself for looking, at the guy who got this side of her. But the shame didn't stop the heat he felt. Her body--curvy, soft, forbidden--stuck in his head. That night, alone in his room, he gave in, thinking of those pictures, hating himself but unable to stop. It started a bad cycle, a dark thought that grew every time he saw her after, her saree tight on her hips, her laugh mocking him with what he knew.
The air in the flat gets heavy as Vikram finishes talking. Mohit doesn't laugh or back away. Instead, he nods slowly, his own secret coming out. "My mom, bro. I don't know how it started. Back in school, I'd peek through the bathroom door when she was changing. It's like an itch I can't scratch. I hate myself, but I can't stop." He takes a shaky breath, then keeps going, voice low. "I grew up in a village in Bihar, you know? Rough place. Women there--my mom, aunts, bhabhis--they did work all day. Washing, sweeping, cooking. I'd see them bend over, their blouse showing too much. Bathing in the angan in just a petticoat, the cloth sticking to their skin. Big, real bodies--love handles, belly folds, saggy breasts, cellulite, stretch marks on their ass. It messed me up."
Vikram's eyes widen a bit, but he doesn't say anything, letting Mohit talk. "I'd watch them," Mohit says, looking far away. "Hide behind walls, see them bathe or change. My mom was the worst. She's in her late 50s now, but back then... she'd sweep the floor in a blouse and petticoat, and there was this slit at the waist--small, teasing. Every time she moved, I'd see her thigh, soft and thick. Washing clothes, the petticoat would ride up, showing more. I'd think about untying it, letting it fall, touching her big, cellulite ass--those stretch marks, that heavy sag. That petticoat--it's stuck with me. I can't see one without... you know." He rubs his face, ashamed but needing to say it. "Those bodies, man. Real, raw, desi. That's what I want."