Book I: Country Strong
You never really hear of incest in the black community. I'm not saying it doesn't exist. In fact, I will assert that it is just as prevalent in our community as in other cultures; you just don't hear of it very often, especially the kind I encountered:
ESPECIALLY
the kind I encountered.
Let me go on record as saying that I didn't hate my grandmother. Really, I didn't. Did I resent her? Yes, but that same resentment stemmed from my parents, both of whom would force me to spend one month per summer on my grandparents' farm in an effort to "build character." In and of itself I liked the farm, especially when I was with Granddaddy, because his mentality was not to do chores, but to have fun while communing with nature. Gram, though ... She was born on a farm, raised on a farm, and lived her whole life working on a farm. I used to watch her heft fifty-pound bales of hay above her head and toss them six-or-seven feet across the barn. Granddaddy said she was "country strong." I didn't know what that meant, but I did know that she was five-foot-eight and weighed three hundred pounds and there wasn't an inch of fat to be found on her anywhere.
As opposed to Granddaddy, her motto was "Up before dawn, don't stop till the work is done," which usually meant a twenty-minute break for a light lunch and then on until six o'clock. At times I thought she was a tyrant, but I still loved her because she was my gram. She never understood my studious nature (I would bring books to the farm with me those summers long ago), saying that everything one could ever need to know was on the farm. I wanted better for myself, though, and Granddaddy encouraged me to seek my intellectual pursuits, just as he had Ma, who had attended college and married a fine middle-class man, neither of whom were interested in farm life.
Granddaddy passed away my junior year of high school. Gram was devastated, but she had decided to stay on the farm and continue running it herself despite the protestations of my parents, who encouraged her to sell the place for something smaller and more manageable. She finally gave in when a corporate agricultural firm offered her five bucks on the dollar for her land. She came out of this deal with over two million dollars, a small part of which she used to purchase a two-acre farm so she would have something with which to busy herself. Ma and Dad were happy for her, but already they had begun to make plans for the place upon her death. There was no malicious undertone there; they were simply planning for their future, and their future, at least as the new farmhouse was concerned, included a country-style bed & breakfast.
This new farm being smaller, Gram didn't really need my help for an entire month in the summer. In fact, I would spend about a week there as my extra-curricular activities had me taking trips to Kennedy Space Center, The Museum of Natural History, and the like, which my parents were ecstatic over as they understood these pursuits—coupled with my 4.0 GPA (and certainly my ethnicity)—would almost certainly guarantee a scholarship to the ivy league school of my choice, and they were right; upon graduating from high school I proudly entered Brown University.
The beginning of Fall break—Thanksgiving week—I jumped into my car and made it halfway through Massachusetts to our home in New Hampshire when my phone rang. It was Ma telling me that Aunt Linda, Dad's sister, had fallen and broken her ankle. They were on their way to Pennsylvania to pick her up and bring her back to our place to convalesce. Because they had made such a hasty departure, Ma told me that her mama, Gram, had agreed to put me up until they returned due to the fact that they recently replaced all the locks and had yet to give me a key; I could expect one when they returned. I was a little less than excited about this as Gram and I had become a bit estranged since Granddaddy's death. Even still, I tried to look at it through a positive lens and decided that this would be a wonderful opportunity to reconnect.
I arrived at Gram's on that Sunday at three p.m. She was every bit as big as I remembered her, and she still seemed to be a solid mass of muscle. "Country strong," as Granddaddy called it, flashed through my mind, and a small smile came to my lips, not so much for the sentiment for Gram but the memory of him. She greeted me with indifference and asked for the sake of substantiation if I was going to be there for just three days. "Yeah," I told her. "Ma said she, Dad, and Aunt Linda should be back by Wednesday, so no worries about missing Thanksgiving this year." She grunted and went into the living room.
As was the case at the old farmhouse, Gram didn't own a television. I knew she likely wouldn't have internet either, thus rendering my cell phone useless. Good thing I brought my laptop and some DVDs. I went to my designated room and made myself comfortable. A few hours later the smell of fried chicken filled the air. I went downstairs and said, "Something sure smells good down here, Gram."
"Bet you use to cold pizza and those five-dollar coffees," she said without looking over her shoulder. "Bet ain't had a decent meal since you left." She was right. I hadn't, but I was sure planning on making up for that this week. Between Gram's cooking over the next three days and leftover turkey, I would be in culinary heaven. "Go on and have a seat. It's about ready." I sat, and a few minutes later she set in front of me a glass of sweet, iced tea and a plate that had a breast and a thigh fried to golden crispiness, and on the side was—she remembered how I liked them. She put the mashed potatoes on my plate, then made a huge crater in the middle, then dumped green beans in that, then liberally doused the whole thing with gravy.
I took one bite and said, "Damn, Gram, can't nobody cook the way you can." She looked up at me from her plate, grunted, then resumed eating her own meal. I finished mine in record time and praised her cooking skills again before placing my plate and glass in the sink. "I think I'm going to head upstairs and digest a little before heading out. I'm supposed to be meeting up with some friends later on." I hugged her then—a kiss on the cheek just didn't feel right—before thanking her again and disappearing up the stairs, her grunt of acknowledgement barely audible but still prevalent.
I started down the stairs a little before eight and noticed Gram standing at the midway point. "What you doing tonight?" she asked.
"I told you earlier, Gram, I'm meeting up with—" Before I could finish my sentence, she slapped the ever-loving dog shit out of me. I lost my footing and tumbled down the stairs. The back of my head hit the wall and I immediately felt a goose egg rise on it. I dazedly looked up to see Gram jump like some crazed professional wrestler mere seconds before she brought her forearm crashing against my skull. For a few seconds there I was knocked out cold. I barely remember her hefting me over her shoulder, and while I was somehow able to manage the thought of "country strong" through the haze of my delirium, no smile came to my lips this time.
Gram had carried me into the living room and threw me onto the couch. She then lifted her dress, dropped her hairy pussy onto my mouth, and began to grind until she came, at which point she lifted herself up and looked down at me between her big bosoms and said, "I asked you what you doing tonight."
I looked up to see a clit about three inches long and as big around as my thumb staring at me. Any other time this would have been a major turn-on, but at this moment, under these circumstances? "G-Get off me, ya fat—"
She dropped on me again and ground her pussy even harder. Her clit found its way into my mouth and she pushed it as far down my gullet as it would go. She tensed, shuddered, and my mouth filled with her cum. She looked down at me again and said, "I ain't going to ask you but one more time, and the
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