The moment Emily Bailey walked into their room, she knew something was wrong. She stopped mid-stride, a sinking feeling enveloping her stomach as she looked at her desk.
"Fuck," the older sister swore under her breath.
Stephanie looked up from where she was working on her bed, "What?"
Emily silently closed the door to their room, "Dad cleaned up."
The room was definitely cleaner than it was when they left for Sam's. Usually, Dad insisted on the girls keeping their bedroom tidy by themselves, but occasionally, he might vacuum the whole apartment when he had a free day, picking up pieces of discarded clothing and other items littering the floor of their room.
He rarely cleaned their desks and Emily's desk was still as messy as before.
Stephanie's eyes widened when she saw her portraits laying prominently on Emily's desk, the two erotic ones clearly visible.
"You left that there?!" she almost screamed.
"I had other stuff to worry about, OK?"
She shoved the artwork into a large folder behind her desk where she kept her older art. It was the borderline panic apparent in Stephanie's voice that scared her most.
"Do you think he saw it?" Stephanie asked.
Emily shrugged helplessly.
"He seemed normal. Maybe he didn't," Stephanie continued. They met dad in the living room moments ago.
"But what if he did?" Emily asked.
Stephanie's eyes turned hostile. "God, this is so you!"
"Don't try to pin this on me!" Emily spat out.
"If you just put it away, we wouldn't have to deal with this," Stephanie gestured at Emily's table.
"He was going to find out anyway. You were the one who started-" Emily argued, "All this stuff."
"Yeah, well, you were supposed to be straight, I thought you'd put a stop to it."
"I tried to-" Emily said quietly. Seconds later, she continued, "Do you regret it?"
Stephanie shrugged, "I don't think so. Do you?"
Emily shook her head.
"Maybe except for what happened at Sam's yesterday," Stephanie voiced her mind.
Emily groaned, "I thought we've been through this one."
"I know. I just feel like-"
"Wait," Emily stopped her, "It happened. Just accept it, OK?"
"Yeah, I still don't like it though," Stephanie shook her head.
"There's other stuff to worry about now," Emily said.
"Right," the younger girl spoke up, "So what are we going to do?"
"We'll figure something out."
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'Anything'. That's what Stephanie said she would do last night, right after Emily gave her a really good one.
Looking up into the darkness of their room, Emily recalled her sister's words, her naturally high voice still shaky from sexual euphoria. Her state made the girl willing to go beyond her usual limits, to explore with the person who made her feel so exceptional.
Like last night, Emily's thoughts went places, places where her mind didn't dare to wander outside of fantasy. She never imagined what she would be allowed to do with this girl. To this girl. And she was right there, tender and impressionable, giving Emily an opportunity she never expected to have in her life.
It was a shame their session ended the way it did. Moments after her limitless offer, Stephanie's eyes slowly closed and seconds later, the teen was sleeping peacefully. Being the good sister she was, Emily didn't have the heart to wake her. A decision that Stephanie still didn't live down. In a way, it was sweet how she insisted on returning the favor.
However, to her surprise, today's shock didn't temper Emily's sexual appetite. Thoughts about Stephanie's offer made her skin crawl with delicious depravity, aside from the incredible arousal they called forth within her body. Her hair stood up all over her body and her sex was making a mess between her legs in mistaken anticipation of intercourse.
A part of her still craved a man, but Emily was focused on the beautiful teenage girl, laying just feet from her. The closeness and compatibility the sisters shared made the prospect appealing alone. With just a twinge of guilt, Emily realized that what made Stephanie even more alluring was her innocent malleability. If properly encouraged, the young girl might even let Emily-
"Em? You asleep?" came a voice from the dark.
Emily was glad her sister interrupted her fantasies before they slipped into areas she might regret.
"Nah," she replied, "You want to come over?"
Emily's sense of duty was back, the overwhelming responsibility for this girl. That didn't seem to stop her from extending an invitation she wasn't sure was entirely for Stephanie's benefit.
"... I just want to talk if that's OK with you."
"Yeah, I-, of course, sorry."
"You don't have to apologize for that. It's sweet. I love cuddling."
"Yeah," Emily giggled, "Cuddling, that's all I wanted."
"You know how to push my buttons," Stephanie laughed too, then sobered, "but maybe we should slow down with this stuff for a while."
A twist in Emily's stomach. Someone wanting to slow down meant bad things for a relationship.
"We should? What's wrong? Is it about the pictures?"
"Yeah, kind of. I'm a bit freaked out. I need to tell you something."
"What?"
"Dad came over while you were in the shower. He wanted to talk."
A cold shiver came over Emily's spine.
"Uh-oh."
"Right."
"What did he say?" Emily inquired, "Was he angry?"
"I don't know, he didn't seem like it. But I think it really was about the paintings. Can you imagine dad being sensitive, or subtle?"
Emily had to smile, "Nope."
"Well, he tried. He was almost sweet in his dorky way. But he asked me how I was doing, and how I think you're doing."
"And? What did you say?"
"I tried to play it cool, like nothing was happening, but God was I nervous. I hope he couldn't tell, but he seemed really concerned. The worst was when he asked if I'd like my own room. He said we were old enough for our own rooms. For privacy. And safety."
The last sentence hit Emily like a brick. Dad thought Stephanie wasn't safe sleeping with Emily in the same room. The worst part was, Emily wasn't sure either. She did try to seduce her little sister again just moments ago.
"Fuck," was all Emily could say.
"Yeah, but I'm not sure he was talking about that. Maybe just the stuff that happened after the club."
"He saw that pic of you masturbating. Steph, he obviously thinks you're not safe with me."
Saying it didn't relieve Emily of the pain she felt realizing that her father didn't trust her with Stephanie. Her heart was in a vice, especially with a single thought creeping in from the back of her mind. That he might be right.
"Maybe he does," Stephanie answered, "but I tried to act like nothing's happening. That I really didn't mind us sharing a room."
"... maybe you should."
"Relax Em, I know you better than you do yourself," Stephanie said.
"You do?"
It seemed Stephanie still had her back. Emily looked to her left to observe the silhouette of the girl who gave her so much, and continued doing so.
"Yeah, you're worrying that he might be right, that I'm not safe with you."
"And are you?" Emily argued, "I just invited you into my bed."
"Em, you're not a monster that eats innocent girls. Or are you?"
The older sister scoffed, "Well, not innocent ones."
Stephanie giggled, "Oh shit, I'm in trouble."
"Thank you for believing in me," but Emily couldn't let it go, "But ... what if I just manipulated you somehow? Like seducing you to pose for my pictures, and using you for sex."
"And what if I manipulated you, huh?" Stephanie replied, "You were right to say that I started this."
"Steph, we really aren't in the same position here. You've always looked up to me, even admired me. Maybe just because I'm older."
"That's not the reason why-"
"My point is, I think it's easier for me to influence you than the other way around."
Stephanie groaned, "Will you stop treating me like a little child? We're equals in this, OK?"
"Sorry, but I just don't think that's true."