It had been a four hour drive home but I'd left at five that morning. I was about to start my Junior year in University at the end of August but now I had a summer free at home.
The house was empty and it was a Thursday and Dad had told me he'd be at work and just to make myself comfortable. It was nice to have my run of the place. Mom had left us when I was only four years old and she'd remarried out of state. I'd been raised by Dad all those years and he acted as both parents to me. I didn't hate Mom because I didn't even know her but I did hate what she had done to Dad.
I fixed myself something to eat and then went into my bedroom and booted my computer. I would unpack, hang up and put away my stuff later because I just wanted to relax. Dad had put in a wireless Internet connection and I'd used it every time I came home so I had no trouble gaining access.
I read my email and sent some off to old friends and cousins then I logged into a site I'd always liked. If anyone knew I frequented the site they'd probably have changed their mind of me as a good girl. I'd talked with a lot of men and a few women each time I was home. I'd even published a few photos of myself after being very careful not to show anything that could be interpreted as pictures of me in real life unless of course someone had seen me naked before and compared them to what they could remember but that was an extremely unlikely occurrence.
About noon I climbed off the bed and fixed myself a sandwich. I ate it in the front room and then returned to my bedroom to find my computer didn't work. It was a laptop and I'd left it on the bed where air couldn't circulate around it. It had happened before and I could feel the heat that had built up and kicked myself then moved it to a night stand to cool. I was lucky before because someone had once told me that a laptop can frequently burn up that way and I was afraid.
I also had promised to log-in and meet a guy on the site at one o'clock and it was nearly one now.
I remembered my Dad's laptop on the desk in his room and ran to log in there. I logged in just in time and talked to the guy for only fifteen minutes because I'd long ago set a time limit otherwise I might still be talking eight hours later.
I ran back to my room to find the name of a piece of software I had on my computer and to retrieve a large 16 Gbyte flash drive that I had plugged into the USB port of my computer.
When I was back at Dad's computer I plugged the drive in and waited for the computer to recognize it then I opened Windows Explorer to find my application and a data file.
Then I noticed the organization of Dad's computer as it came up on Windows Explorer and noticed some of Dad's folders.
I was curious about the names on some of them and when I clicked them a group of photos opened up in large icons.
In a way I suppose that I was shocked because they were all of naked women that apparently Dad had downloaded from the Internet. There seemed something familiar about all of the women even though many were differing poses of each woman shown.
At the top of the listing was another folder with the nickname Dad had always used for me. I was still smiling at my new knowledge of what Dad apparently did sometimes when I clicked the folder with my name and a new set of photos came up. They were all of me and in some pictures I didn't even know Dad had ever taken. As I scrolled through them they seemed to begin just after I was out of High School and continued right up to my last visit home.
As I scrolled through those icons I came to a group of about ten that made me blush. In them I was completely naked and some had been taken while I was in the bathroom preparing for or just leaving the shower. Others were taken in my bedroom as I prepared for bed and two even showed me Masturbating. I felt humiliated.
When had Dad taken them? How had he taken them? Why did he take them? It was then that I noticed what had been familiar about the other women in the previous folder. All of them looked somewhat like me in everything from hair color to makeup to dress and body type.
Now I was shocked. What kind of weird fantasies or perversions did Dad have of me?
I turned off the computer and left the room. When back on my bed I started to cry but after some time my mind focused on everything I'd discovered and I thought things through.
I had no idea how Dad had taken the pictures although I sort of knew when some of them been taken so instead I concentrated on the why of his taking them.
My mind left thoughts of my pictures then and concentrated on the fact that the other women resembled me so closely. I finally decided that Dad either wanted to know how his daughter was maturing and if she was okay or he had what I thought of as an unnatural fondness of me.
I'd never really tried to hide my body from Dad even as a kid. When I started to mature he'd bought me some nighties to 'Make me feel more like a Lady' as I remembered. I loved them and even modeled them for him.
Often I would climb up or sit on his lap and watch television for a few minutes before I kissed him goodnight and went to bed. My old habit clung all the way to my last visit home for Spring Break at school. I liked sitting on Daddy's lap and being hugged by him then kissed goodnight and I still felt good about it.
Is that where it started? Had Dad misunderstood? Dad had never touched me in anything but the way any father would hug or hold hands with his own daughter and there had never been any fondling or molesting in any way. Dad loved me as his daughter.
That is when I began remembering other things too. After High School I remember accidently seeing Dad in various forms of undress when I'd barged into his room with a question or something I had to tell him. I even remembered one night when his bedroom door was partially open. I'd been asleep in bed then woke up and had to use the bathroom. As I passed his bedroom door I saw Dad naked and he was aroused as he pulled his pajamas from under the pillow where I always placed them when I made his bed each morning through school.
Before that time I'd only learned a little about what boys or men looked like naked then one of my girlfriends had told me what happened when a boy liked a girl. That's what I was seeing and I liked it although I didn't know why he was aroused.
After that I talked with my girlfriend more about boys and their arousals. She had three brothers and a Dad and she'd seen them all naked. She'd even fooled around with a neighbor boy and learned first-hand what sex was.
As she described things I didn't tell her that I'd seen my Dad that way and she'd thought I was just curious or maybe had a boyfriend and wanted to know what to do.
Now it was years later and I was home for the summer began thinking of my Dad in a sexual fashion for the first time.
I returned to his bedroom and computer then copied all of those photos onto my flash drive and explored his computer further. I found a folder of pictures labeled 'Mine' and opened it.
I saw what seemed hundreds of pictures Dad had taken of himself and he was naked in most of them and a large number of the naked ones showed him aroused or masturbating. Those pictures showed everything and I grew more fascinated and sexually aroused.
I copied that folder too to my flash drive then I found several Messenger programs I was already familiar with. When I opened those programs I found that Dad had set them so he didn't have to enter a User name or password and the computer opened them automatically. I looked through his contact list and even found his User Name. I used his account to find his passwords and copied them onto my flash drive too. Next I went through his archives and read many of his sessions with different women.
The women all seemed to want Dad and to watch him naked and sometimes stroking or climaxing as they watched. A few apparently also posed naked for him and even sent him their photos and videos.
I paused and found where Dad had stored the videos then copied those too into my flash drive. I was learning a lot about my Dad and with that knowledge my body became increasingly aroused. In a folder under that folder he'd named 'Mine' I found videos he'd made of himself. Those too went on my flash drive and then I watched a few of them and learned why those women loved seeing my Dad. Dad did everything from stripping to dressing and showed every part of his body and apparently the way he treated himself while masturbating. I had to pause and relieve myself then and it took me a long time to clear some of it from my system as I climaxed deeper and more often than any previous time in my life.
I wasn't blaming Dad now and after a few videos I wanted Dad to do those things for me and even more but I couldn't mention these things to him could I? I couldn't even tell him I'd found out.