The day was very strange. We were sitting at the breakfast table, I was eating, but Mom was just sitting there staring into space. I could tell by Moms' eyes that she had been up all night crying. I had been thinking about it too. But, I certainly hadn't cried about it. Images of her working my cock with her mouth still flooded my mind. Every time I thought about it, it made my dick hard. I had masturbated twice already this morning.
"You don't have to be so hard on yourself," I broke the silence. She looked at me, and then shook her head.
"I don't know what came over me," She replied. I smiled at the sexual innuendo that popped into my mind. "Don't even!" Mom snapped, knowing exactly what I was thinking.
"Listen Mom, it was just the weed. That stuff will make you horny, you know?" I justified the situation.
"You don't have to tell me that, it's still no excuse," Mom started to break up again. I quickly reached across the table and grabbed her hand.
"I still love you, and I don't think any less of you Mom," I continued, "Besides, I really enjoyed what we did together."
"That's the worst part about it Son, so did I," She finally broke down and began to cry. I stood up and walked around the table. Embracing her tightly, I kissed the top of her head.
"You shouldn't get so worked up about it Mom," I hugged her tighter. Her body felt so good in my arms, I couldn't help but get aroused. My dick began to swell in my sweats. I didn't bother pull away. I wanted her to feel me against her.
We stayed in our embrace for a few minutes, then finally letting her go. "So are we still going to have this party Saturday?" I asked, changing the subject.
Her tone suddenly lost its worry. "Of course, don't you worry about that," She smiled for the first time. "Speaking of which, I need to make some phone calls."
We went our separate ways. I decided to spend the day in my room playing video games. I could hear Mom calling person after person inviting them to the party. I was changing games, when Mom walked in.
"Well, there'll be about twenty people so far," Mom shot a smile at me. "Aren't you going to call your friends?"
I hadn't been too popular in school. James was one of my only friends, if you could call him a friend anyway. I mostly liked my Moms' co-workers, not only were they hot, but they were wild. I always enjoyed them coming over for drinks.
"No Mom, there's no one I'd really like to invite over,"
"Even James?" She inquired.
"No, were not really that good of friends anymore, since he started dealing drugs and stuff," I explained.
"Gee, you sounded a little different yesterday when I caught you with your bag," Mom waited for a response, to which I had none. "You should save that for the party, I know Debbie and Rachel like to get high,"
Mom left my room. I never knew that Debbie and Rachel got high. I would've smoked with them a long time ago. I continued on with my games. I played the entire day, almost. I took a few breaks for smoking pot. I didn't bother going outside since Mom knew. I was getting anxious about Saturday. The party was going to be great.
Later that night, Mom called me to dinner. "So that's what you look like," Mom joked. "You've been in your room all day, I forgot,"
I smiled, "Yeah, yeah,"
"And smoking pot in the house too, I smell," Mom had little more of a serious tone. I shrunk away from the question as I began to shovel food into my mouth.
"All done decorating?" I asked, changing the subject.
"Yep,"
"Looks great Mom," I complimented.
"Thank you, and could you not smoke pot in the house again," Mom not wavering from the pot subject.
"Yeah Mom, sorry," I looked down at my plate not wanting to look her in the eyes. I finished my dinner and started walking back to my room.
"Baby, how about you spend some time with me?" Mom almost sounded like she was pleading. "We can watch television, or something,"
I turned on my heel, "You bet Mom." We sat and watched television for a couple of hours. Mostly, I channel surfed finding something good on. I passed by a steamy cable movie, so I turned it back, waiting for some disgusted remark from Mom. I realized I was losing my buzz.
"Mom, do you want to smoke a bowl with me?" I asked, timidly.
"I don't think that's a good idea, I enjoyed getting high again, but…" She trailed off.
"It's alright Mom, but I need another hit or two," I stated as I removed myself from the couch. I went to my room and loaded my pipe. I put on my jacket and started to walk outside.
"Where are you going?" Mom asked hurriedly.
"You said I couldn't smoke in the house," I said puzzled.
"Oh, well, you can smoke in the house, but just tonight, tomorrow, you go outside,"
"Okay with me," I said as I took off my jacket, hung it on the coat peg on the back of the door. I retrieved my pipe and sat down next to Mom. I lit it up, taking a deep inhale. I coughed a few times, Mom waved the smoke from her face, but she coughed a little bit too. I took another hit, after I recovered, and set the pipe down. I blew it to the side, forgetting Mom was right next to me.
"I said you could smoke inside, but please don't blow it into my face," Mom kind of gagged from the smoke in her face.
"Sorry,"
After a few minutes my buzz returned. I rested my head on Moms' shoulder. She pushed me off her shoulder and wrapped her arm around me. I was laying down, my head in her lap.