STUDY MOM: How to Motivate a HighSchool Senior
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Author's Note: All characters in this story at are least 18 years of age, and, even in role play, are "playing" characters at least 18 years of age.
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It was weird, no doubt. But it was also the longest, hottest walk of my life.
I was newly 18 at the time, and, honestly, I barely remember how the conversation even began. Mom and I were talking about schoolwork, and studying, etc... Then she started talking about rewards, and things that might help me focus. Offering me cash, or movie tickets, or letting me borrow the car if she quizzed me and I did particularly well after a study session. You know, pretty standard parent stuff. Then, still looking for more ideas, Mom said something ridiculous like, "well, I know teenaged boys are obsessed with girls and sex and the like; maybe we could use that too." At which point, I did something no one should ever do, I laughed at my mom.
She got mad, fast. I didn't mean it as an insult, but as I saw her face grow more serious the laughter inside me died a horrible death and began to be replaced with a deep sense of "oh shit". I managed to gather myself, and present a defense of my laughing, pointing out that; "Come on Mom, it's not like you can offer me... A blowjob if I do really well or something! I think we can agree that Dad wouldn't approve." I added lightheartedly. But Mom just sat there, serious, if no longer furious, and replied, "Oh really..."
And, I know it's wrong, but the way she said it was kind of hot. I felt a little flush of heat go through me as we sat there on my bed together, aware of how alone we were in my room. And as the tension grew and I began to fear that she would notice the line of a bulge that had begun to tent my pants, Mom grabbed a hoodie off a nearby chair and said, "Take a walk with me."
And just like that, she started for the door, and I was left to scramble for shoes and a coat of my own so I could dash after her.
As Mom moved through the living room she called to dad that she and I were going for a walk so we could have a serious talk about my behavior and schoolwork. I shot a look at my dad, utterly confused as to what was happening, but he just gave a look back that said he was glad he wasn't me and went right back to watching television.
When we actually got outside, Mom didn't slow, she was walking... somewhere. I mean, where, I had no fucking idea, but she appeared to be pretty determined to get there fast, and it took me a minute to catch up.
It was one of those nights where it was kind of rainy, kind of cold, and kind of crappy, while also not actually being raining and not truly cold. Just the kind of weather your Mom wouldn't let you leave the house without a jacket for; and, true to her previous demands, Mom was at least wearing a jacket. I caught up to her, and was walking briskly along side of her, but she was silent and determined. I tried asking her where we were going. But she just said, "you know what we're doing out here." and kept walking. Now that... that had me blushing all over again, because the last thing Mom and I talked about, was me daring her with the fact that she would never... you know, go down on me... And her getting upset with me about it. So, there we were, walking down the street so she could, what... prove me wrong? I know it shouldn't have been hot, but the cold air suddenly felt really good because I was burning up. I couldn't help but notice how much Mom filled out the front of my hoodie all of a sudden. Or how lovely her eyes were, or how she walked with a little swish to her hips that was making it harder and harder for me to walk, the more I looked at it.
Suddenly Mom took my hand and led me through an alleyway. I felt like I was burning up, but in a weirdly good way. Like the best fever in the world that a person could die from. On the one hand, the suspense of her not, just, SAYING, what we were doing was killing me. On the other hand, it was so intense that I was way too afraid to ask after it again, just in case she crushed my... what? Expectations, hopes... maybe?
Near the end of the alley, Mom stopped me with a hand on my chest, and I thought for sure that she could feel my heart hammering to get out, from just that touch. I found myself thinking really dumb and simple thoughts, like suddenly noticing how freaking hot she was, or admiring that she had really full and sexy lips.
I know, and, Shut up. I was really struggling.
On the one hand, the tension was really thick, and, frankly, so was I. But part of me wished so much that she wouldn't look down and notice that she, my mom, had given me a major hard on. But another, dumber part of me that had seen too much porn, wanted her to look down and be super impressed and turned on. Talking about how big I was and other such nonsense.
Instead, at the end of the ally, Mom looked up me from inches away and said; "In this part of town, at this time of night..." Mom began.