Judy couldn't believe her own eyes. How dare he do that in her own house? She stood at the door for longer than she should have. Her stepson was watching pornography. Mostly she felt anger. She had only been his stepmother for about five years and he was now nineteen years old.
He could be considered an adult now, but he still lived under that roof and what he was doing was a sin. A shameful sin.
While she had never felt disrespected in any way, John didn't seem to feel much love for her. He had a real mother so Judy didn't take it too badly. She was just his stepmother. Yet she had tried to teach him by example about morals, about right and wrong, about sin.
She attended church three times a week and made John attend church every Sunday as well. Had she failed in teaching him about God? He was old enough to know better. He was nineteen and a grown up.
For a second Judy thought about how big his penis was but quickly pushed that thought aside and convinced herself it had never crossed her mind. But then again...
Judy had never watched pornography. That'd be shameful she thought. In this day and age nudity is everywhere so she had seen nude people on movies or scrolling through Facebook. But John was watching something different.
For the minute (minutes maybe) she observed, John was watching something a bit more 'intense' than what she had imagined pornography was like. It wasn't two people having intercourse. There were two girls and she couldn't tell how many men.
The young actress was intensely taking penises into her mouth. She sucked one to her left a couple times before moving to the penis on her right. She did this energetically.
Such a young thing doesn't know better.
She thought.
But then the second lady in the video came into frame. She was completely naked, which is to be expected in porn, but what made Judy think about this was how shiny and slippery her skin looked. She got turned around face down and a black man inserted his tool into her behind. It went in smoothly. Then another man knelt in front of her and she lifted her head and opened her mouth.
Judy had never even thought of such a thing. There was no art in this, just sexual penetration with only lust and no love.
For a second she was going to give this second lady the same lamentation on her youth but she couldn't. The second lady wasn't young. She was probably at least as old as herself.
Judy felt something in her body at this realization that scared her. So she opened the door wide and walked in.
"John!" Her voice was firm, it startled him. John didn't know if hiding his dick or shutting off his screen was the correct first move so he fumbled as he went about trying to do both.
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Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.
I couldn't think about anything else as I struggled to compose myself. My stepmom had caught me masturbating to porn.
Masturbating was a completely normal habit. Everyone did it, but I knew my stepmother enough to understand I was in for deep, deep, and embarrassing trouble. She wouldn't let this go.
She was very religious and my father had changed a lot since marrying her. He had always been a serious rigid man but then religion came into the picture and took things to the next level.
"I'm sorry. I can explain." But there was nothing to explain. She stared at me without uttering a word until I had finished fumbling and making a fool of myself. I mumbled something and then she grabbed my laptop from my desk and left my room.
I stayed in my room counting the minutes until my father would come home and the drama would begin. Once I got called down for dinner I knew my father was home. I walked nervously downstairs, I was not hungry at all.
My father works as a lawyer for a big firm and had bought himself a nice big house. We're a small family of three now that "Judy's" daughter moved to her own apartment. We have three bedrooms to spare on the second floor, along with the two currently occupied. It's me, Dad, and his wife.
On the first floor we had a big study, an extensive living room, the kitchen, and the dining area where I was about to lose my head.
"John..." Dad greeted me from the table. "How was school today?"
She hasn't told him yet.
"um, it was just the usual."
"You better improve those grades this semester." I didn't reply. I looked up to my stepmother who was serving the table. Dad then returned to the papers he was reading as if I had answered and abruptly silence had settled.
Judy gave a small prayer and we began to eat. I felt so paranoid every time she opened her mouth through the dinner but the conversation never made that dreaded change in subject.
What is she thinking?
Yet nothing came of it. We had a normal dinner and I returned to my room for the night.
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"Wake up." Her tone was dry and firm. I opened my eyes confused and surprised.
Judy was standing by the bed. It was eight in the morning already.
Judy didn't wait much to begin, "I wasn't sure why I didn't tell your father last night about your actions young man, but don't think that I forgot to. This is a serious matter and I realize the severity of the problem."
"I won't do it again." I tried to defend myself.
"Don't interrupt me. Now, watching pornography is depraved behavior. However, I don't think your father would take the right approach in fixing the situation. He would take very drastic measures so keep that in mind. Yet I think I will do something better and you should be thankful. First of all, you don't realize the severity of the problem. It goes beyond sin, it will ruin your life, and what will women think of you? You will do as I say."
"Okay." I replied.
She took an exasperated deep breath. "John, we've never had the best relationship but you need to understand that what I do is for your own good. And if you don't want me to tell your father who will kick you out of the house or drag you to Father Albert's church or both. Things can be very bad for you and if you want to avoid all that then I will be expecting you to try. So don't tell me 'okay'." She made a stupid face and exaggerated my weak answer. "It's yes ma'am."
"O... Yes ma'am."
"Now here's your laptop." She sat down the laptop on my desk and opened it. The laptop was still running from the day before. "Now put in your password."
I didn't move at first. I had closed down the laptop but I didn't exit any of the pages. Once my password was in the first thing on the screen would be a porn video. Yet I had no other option.
