"No." He says clenching his jaw, looking at me with angry eyes.
"Please daddy, I beg you just look at me, touch me!" I say caressing myself starting up, from my medium sized boobies, slowly going down towards my clean shaven pussy.
I am wearing a tight white summer dress, my hardened nipples clearly visible underneath the thin fabric.
I can feel my clit throbbing, my knees are weak and my throat dry.
Phil was the CEO of the company my mother worked for, I would often see him at the Christmas parties the company organised and I've always had a crush on him.
My heart broke in thousands of pieces when he proposed to my mum after six months of dating.
We were on his yacht in southern Italy, he even asked my permission before popping the question. I was thirteen at the time, I said yes just because I thought that would keep him closer to me. Now five years have past and not a single day goes by in which I see him lovingly kissing my mother that I don't regret my decision.
"Lucy, please go to your room right now. You have clearly drunk too much and you don't realise what's coming out of your mouth. Tomorrow you will regret this and we'll need to have an incredibly awkward conversation." His tone is angry but his green eyes tell me something else.
God he is so handsome, he is fortytwo years old, young looking face but a few grey hairs have started to show at the sides of his head, the rest was still dark brown.
I lick my lips as I look up and down his brawny body, he is wearing a white shirt left unbuttoned from the chest up, kaki throwers that perfectly show his defined butt.
He grabs my wrist with his strong hands to stop me from caressing myself but the sudden contact of our skin makes me moan, rolling my eyes back.
"I am not drunk, I have taken only one shot of vodka to have a bit of liquid courage, I have always wanted you. I touch myself every night thinking about you and I have done it since I learned how to do it. If you'd let me show you how wet I am for you. I'd do anything you want me to" I say, taking a step closer to him so that our bodies are now almost touchingly.
"Lucy baby, you can't say those things please just go to your room, if your mother hears you she will have a fit" to the mention of her I get angry, she is not even here and she ruins things anyway!
"She in Puerto Rico for fuck's sake Phil. It's my birthday, tomorrow it's yours and she decided it was the perfect time to go on a girls trip! I am here, I am telling you that I love you, that I want to give you my virginity and be yours. Whatever she does for you I can do too, and I can learn whatever you need me to learn." Before I can think too much about it, I try and kiss him but he is faster and turns me around crossing my arms on my front, lifting me from the floor and carrying me towards my room. Once we are in my room, he pushes me onto the bed and I smile wide. Instead of taking my dress off he turns me around again so that I lay on my stomach and he spanks me once, really hard, making my eyes water.
He storms out of the room, without giving me a chance to react. I am too tired to fight again tonight so I decide to go to sleep.
In the morning, I hear him going downstairs so I quickly change in some yoga pants and a crop top and go meet him in the kitchen.
"Good morning Lucy, do you have a hangover?" He says with a smug smile.
"No daddy, as I told you last night, I was not drunk. I just want you, I always have." I say hoping he can hear my need for him.
"Oh baby, I think you are confused. Probably all sort of hormones going through your brain at the moment. Perhaps it's best for you to spend some time with your dad. It will be nice to go to New York for a little a while and then once things are a bit more clear you can come back to London. I won't mention this to anybody so you don't have to worry about it." His words cut deep inside of me, almost losing hope, I look down in shame and that's when I realised what he has been trying to cover since I came downstairs.
He has a massive erection and judging by how he is slightly bend over it must be quite uncomfortable.
The direct approach is not working out well for me, therefore I decide to make him want me rather than throw myself at him.
"Oh daddy, I am sorry please don't send me away, in a few days mum will come home from her trip. I'll be good, when she returns, I will be out with Matt so that you two can have your own time and I promise I will be on my best behaviour." Already forming a plan in my head.
He doesn't say anything, instead I see him turning his back at me looking very busy making breakfast.