"Hey Stepdaddy," I said, walking into his room wearing only my new pink lace bra and cotton thong panties.
"Hello honey," he said, looking up at me and smiling.
Stepdad was a freelance writer and editor, so he worked at home; we'd changed the guest bedroom into his private office after he'd married my mom two years ago. It was right next door to my room, in fact, and that was convenient for me when I wanted to flirt with him.
You see, I'd been trying forever to get my stepfather to have sex with me. But he absolutely wouldn't!
It was driving me crazy!
Now that I was 18, I wanted him to be my first. He was the only man I knew that cared about my and listened to me and treated me gently and respectfully. There were lots of boys at school who wanted to fuck me, but they were impatient and crass. I wanted nothing to do with them. My stepfather, now. He was a different story entirely. I loved his broad shoulders and trim waist -- no middle-aged spread on him -- and the touch of grey in his hair. So what if he was 22 years older than me?
But he'd resisted all my advances, and all my flirtations. Since shortly after he'd married my mother, I'd been parading around in my bra and panties every time my mother left the house, especially during her frequent business trips. He smiled and often complimented me on my choice of color or style, but that was all. My breasts were really developing now; up an entire cup size in the last year. I took every chance to rub them against him, and he responded only by smiling at me.
So far he hadn't so much as patted me on the ass! Hugs and good-night kisses were frequent but brief and ... well ... fatherly! That wasn't what I wanted at all.
I knew it wasn't a question of attraction, however. The erections he got during these encounters were obvious, and he didn't try to avoid me or tell me to stop this behavior, and his eyes lingered on my athletic young body.
He just wouldn't have sex with me!
The frustration was getting to be too much for me.
I stepped up to his desk and his eyes slid from my long golden legs all the way up to my breasts tightly held by the pink lace.
"So what do you think?" I asked him.
"Very nice," he said, smiling at me.
"Yeah, I really like this bra. It feels really good, too, I like the way it holds my breasts ... some girls I know think lace itches, but I like it."
"Me too."
"Can I sit on your lap?" I asked sweetly.
"Now honey," he said patiently, still smiling. "You know that's not appropriate."
"Oh Stepdad!" I pouted. "I can't take it anymore! I think about you so much!"
"I know you do, honey. But you know it's not appropriate for us to have sexual contact."
"But how do you deal with it?" I said, hugging my arms together under my breasts and shivering, jumping up and down a little. "I get so hot around you! I want your hands on me!"
He smiled affectionately at me. "Well, honey, frankly, I masturbate and I think about you. That helps me resist temptation."
I smiled back at him. "Really?"
"Yes, of course. Don't you masturbate and think about me?"
I felt myself turning red, embarrassed at the thought of it. "I've never masturbated before! My father told me it was bad." My real father -- that asshole. The less said about him the better.
"Did he? Well ... I think masturbation might be the answer to your problem, Victoria. You've obviously got a lot of pent up sexual energy, and masturbation can help you to take care of that."
"Do you really think so? Daddy told me masturbation was wrong. He caught me masturbating when I was little and he spanked me good."
"Mmm, I'm sorry to hear that. Masturbation is a very healthy thing."
"Can you show me how, stepdaddy?" I said, holding my arms behind my back and shifting from foot to foot, letting my voice go child-like.
"Well, now, Victoria, I think you can probably figure it out for yourself! Most people do."
"But this is important! You just said so! I need to know how to do it right! You taught me how to drive, you helped me with my English essays and now you can do this ... pleeeease, Stepdad!" I said, looking in his eyes and moving a little closer to him, pressing one of my breasts against his arm, sending a thrill through me.
He sighed. "All right, Victoria. You're right, this is important. You don't have any serious boyfriend, and I don't want you having sex carelessly, so you need to learn to masturbate."
He stood up and put his arm around my shoulders, and I put my arm around his trim muscular waist and he led me back into my bedroom.
"Okay," he said, "just lie down on your back on the bed," he said.
"Okay," I said, feeling my breath come more quickly as I eased down on the comfy thick white bed spread, resting my head on the pillow so I could look up at him. My long hair spilled around my head.
I smiled up at him and he smiled back. "How can I begin?" I asked.
"Well," he said thoughtfully. "You can begin anyway you want, of course, but it's a process of exploring what you like, so let's start slowly and easily, okay?"
"Okay," I said.
"Just touch your arms with your fingertips first ... just lightly. Yes, like that, just rub your fingertips lightly over your arms, up and down like that."
"Should I use my fingernails, or the tips of my fingers?"
"You can use both or either, of course. Just do it slowly, gently. Lightly, at first."
"Like this?" I said, softly, as I touched my arms.
"Yes, that's right. Does it feel nice?"
"Yes," I whispered, closing my eyes and smiling, enjoying the feel of his eyes on me as they took in my body, my chest rising and falling quickly with my excitement. "It tickles a little."
"Okay, you can use your palms now, rub your arms with your palms, warm them up."
I did so.
"Now touch your stomach the same way, with your fingertips. Just lightly trace them over your stomach."
I traced my fingernails over my stomach, above my belly button, and moved them in circles over my hard abs. "Mmm, that tickles more," I said, giggling a little.
"That's normal, it's fine. It's just the warm up," he said seriously.
"It makes my nipples hard," I whispered. "Is it naughty to say that?"
"No, honey. It's fine. Tell me exactly how you feel."
"I feel waves of like ... electricity, heat and electricity, moving from the places I'm touching, and going to my nipples, and making them tingle and get really hard," I said.
"That's fine, that's just what we want," he said, gazing down at me lovingly.
"Can I touch my nipples now?" I said eagerly.
"Slow down," he said, smiling. "We've got all afternoon."
"Yesss," I said, drawing the word out into a moan.
"And we want it to be right, the first time, don't we?"
"Yessss," I said again.
"Okay, now trace your fingers over your stomach, down there between your naval and the top of your panties."
"Mmmm,"I said. "That's nice ... so sensitive there ... I really want to touch my breasts, now, can I touch them now?"
"Hmmm. . . well, okay, I guess so. But only over the bra, for now. And remember. Slowly!"
"Ohhh, thanks, Stepdad!" I said, voice overflowing with pleasure and gratitude. "I'll do it slowly, I promise."
I slowly slid my palms up my ribs, until I was cupping my own breasts. I heard myself moaning with pleasure.
"Should I squeeze them?" I asked, closing my eyes. "It feels so good . . ."
"Yes, dear. Go ahead and squeeze them."
"Ohhhhh," I said. "Mmmmm." I kneaded them through the pink lace bra, squeezing them together, then holding them lightly and then again with more fervor.
"Be gentle now," said my stepfather.
"But I like it," I whined.
"Do you touch your breasts often?" he asked.
"Only in the shower, you know, when I'm washing. My daddy told me it was bad to touch myself in those naughty places."
"Well that's a shame. You have very sensitive breasts, hmmm?"
"Ohhh, yesss," I moaned.
"You're always pressing them against me. You like the way that feels?"
"Yessss," I repeated. "They're so sensitive, they're been growing so fast, it seems like my nipples are always hard ... I want you to touch them!"
"You know I can't, honey. Haven't any boys touched them yet?"
"No, I don't want them to! I only want you to touch them."
"But you know I can't. But of course you can imagine those are my hands, as you touch your breasts."
I looked up at him, smiling. "Or I can just think that it makes you happy to watch me touch myself, and that makes me enjoy touching myself even more. I can enjoy you watching me."
He smiled and stroked my hair. "I do enjoy it, you're right. I hope this makes you feel better, honey, more able to deal with your sexuality."
"I think so," I said, luxuriating in the warmth and pleasure of feeling my own breasts as my stepdad watched me. "Aren't you going to masturbate?"
"Not right now, dear. Are those nipples ready to be touched?"
"Yes!" I practically cried out.
"Just through the bra, at first."
I used my fingertips and fingernails to touch the hard bumps of my very erect and swollen nipples, though the pink lace, and my whole body shivered. "Oh, it's ... the only word that fits is exquisite. It's just exquisite. It sends pleasure all through me."
"I'm glad you like it, honey."
"Very very much, Stepdaddy, and I love it when you watch me. Are you sure you don't want to touch me? Touch my breasts? I'd like that so much!"
"It's not appropriate, dear. Go ahead and touch them, though. Enjoy."
I did, moaning and beginning to writhe on the bed, squeezing my legs together, as I felt my breasts. "Daddy ... I'm getting wet down there."
"I'm not your daddy, honey."
"I mean, Stepdaddy. I'm so wet, Stepdad!"
"That's perfectly normal, honey. You're going to take care of that soon, all of the pleasure is going to build and build until you have an orgasm, until you can release all the tension. Have you ever had an orgasm before?"
"No, I haven't!"
"You've never had any lovers, you already told me that ... but nobody has ever had their fingers in there?"
"No, Stepdad Nobody! I kissed a girl at camp last summer, and she tried to touch me there, but I wouldn't let her. I wanted to save it for you!"
"And did this girl try to touch your breasts, also?"