I was 18 when my mother remarried; He was a single father to a 19 year old boy named Dion.
I remember I was always attracted to my now older step brother but was always too embarrassed to tell him or even tell anyone! After all it is a little gross... well it's supposed to be gross, right?
My bedroom door was always opposite the bathroom and I would secretly wait with my door open just a tad in hope of seeing Dion walk out in a just a towel or even naked!
I couldn't get enough of his tight body, his abs were toned and defined, and his thin snail trail which always led my eyes down under his towel to his crotch. What is wrong with me?? He's basically my brother!
I had never really looked at boys this way before Dion.
I would actually lie there at night fantasizing about him, coming into my room while our parents slept next door, his hard body and his muscular arms...holding me down! His hand over my mouth, telling me not to make a noise and not to tell anyone!
I lay on my bed and closed my eyes, I could feel myself getting warm and a bit wet between my legs this was reasonably new to me at the time, I could faintly feel a pounding like a heartbeat inside my vagina.
I slid my hand down the front of my panties to feel around...I just had a massive urge to do something down there! Oh my god! I was so wet! I wasn't expecting it!
as my hand slid down to cup my pussy, I felt what was like a million lightning bolts shoot up through my lower body and my legs shook, my fingers had just rubbed over my erect clit...this was amazing!
I had played with myself in the shower before but nothing like this!
I thought to myself If It can feel this good just by just thinking about Dion and touching myself ever so lightly once, just Imagine if he was here, imagine it was his fingers that were massaging my clit, making me wetter and wetter as he held me down and kissed me, feeling his rough stubble on my face as his soft lips caressed mine.
I had never been this horny before! I didn't even really know what it felt like until now!
I must be a freak! I remember thinking; no one could ever be this horny! I just wanted to rub up against everything! But nothing could satisfy me!
My girlfriends at school have told me how they have orgasms all the time! I felt I was so close to that magical feeling I have heard so much about but I just couldn't get there!
A few years passed and my lust towards Dion hadn't subsided, I was now 21, four years of extreme fantasizing about my step brother to no prevail!
There was something wrong with me I thought, I'm 19 and still a virgin and have only had one boyfriend which didn't work out at all and I still lie in bed at night masturbating to the thought my brother fucking me up against a wall.
He was 23 now and is sexually active. He has bought a few girls home before, I don't like to admit it but listening to Dion and his hook up of the night really turned me on...I was jealous! But really fucking horny!
One Saturday morning everybody was out doing something and I had the place to myself, I didn't realise it then but this was the day that my life was going to change.
I was lying on the couch watching something on TV when I started to get a little horny and curious.
I walked into Dion's room and sat down on his bed, I had been here many times but never with this intention.
I face planted his pillow, I could smell his cologne, it was really nice.
I looked up to his bedside table drawer and decided to open it, I found a few porn magazines which didn't do much for me but what I did notice is that all these women were blonde and had no pubic hair. Even the posters on his wall were all of blonde girls.
I never felt so lucky to be a blonde! I'm his type! I remember thinking with a big grin on my face.
I opened a couple more drawers and in the bottom one I came across an envelope with nothing written on it.
I decided to open it, thinking it might be a love letter or something.
As I pulled out the paper to my surprise it was a printed out of a photo... of me!
A naked photo of me! And there was another one. He must have snapped these when I was getting changed.
My mind suddenly went dirty, I thought of him, stroking his hard cock whilst looking at my photos. Was he thinking about all the same things I do when I masturbate? This turned me on incredibly and I realised that I might be in with a shot. It's been four years and finally there might be chance that he's attracted to me.
I knew he would be home soon and that our parents are away all weekend.
It's now or never, my pussy was pounding with excitement, my panties were soaked and the butterflies were going crazy in my tummy.
I jumped in the shower knowing he was only an hour or two away.
I really wanted to impress him; I lathered my crotch in shaving cream and started to remove all my pubic hair.
My vag was small, smooth, bald and warm, just like the girls in his magazines.
It felt really nice against my silk panties. I would rub my clit through the silk it felt amazing!
I started to get really nervous, how was I going to approach him? Should I just jump him as he walks past me?
What if he wasn't interested? What if those photos of me were there for some other reason?
Maybe one of his friends just wanted to see my tits?
I decided I would try and get him to come to me.
Knowing that he would have to walk past my room to get to his I decided to be a little cunning.
When I heard his car coming down the drive way I raced to my room and jumped on my bed.
I pulled my dress up around my waist and lay on my back, my freshly shaved, silk smooth pussy (which I'm incredibly proud of, by the way) facing the open door.
I slid my silk panties to the side and began rubbing my clit; I let out a soft moan as I got hornier.
I heard the door open and then footsteps heading towards this end of the house, I got wetter with every footstep that got closer
Dion, My step brother was going to see me going to town on myself, this I had planned, hopefully It would drive him wild and he wouldn't be able to help himself.
The footsteps grew closer and closer as I drew closer and closer to orgasm, already! I couldn't believe it.
I looked up and here was Dion standing in my door way, just staring at me, I stared at him back, keeping eye contact.
He moved in and closed the door, he put his hand over my mouth and told me not to make a noise or tell anyone.
I removed his hand...
There is no one here, why can't I make noise? I whispered to him, I couldn't believe I said that!
Probably because I wanted nothing more than to scream the house down as he had his way with me.
Finally! After four years of lust, waiting for this moment, it was here I thought!
I closed my eyes; I felt the stubble on his chin tickle against my neck
I moaned. I didn't mean to, it just came out. His soft lips press against my neck, his warm tongue slowly massaged as he moved his mouth further up my neck to behind my ear, sensually moving my hair out of the way.