You never plan on anything like this happening. That's what I tell myself all the time. That's what I usually tell my friends who know this story. The thing is - I know it's not true. I was planning on something like this happening for a very long time, but it helps with the story if I sound as innocent as most of them are, and as virginal as my brother thought I was.
I can't say how long I wanted it to happen – let's just agree that it was a long time and leave it at that. Things came to a head my sophomore year in college – with him off at University of Minnesota and me down at University of Texas, we didn't get to see much of each other, and I know that missing him as much as I did contributed. Plus, he was about to graduate, and was talking about maybe spending some time in Europe, working and traveling. I had another two years in Texas before I was going anywhere. I really didn't want him to escape, to be a whole half a planet away from me, and the more I thought about it, the less I wanted any distance – any space at all – to be between us.
On impulse, I spent all my cash reserved on a non-refundable spring break plane ticket to see him. I did it before I even told him. I knew that, if I committed myself to that amount of money, it would be harder to panic and talk myself out.
So, I called him on Wednesday to let him know that I'd be showing up at the airport around ten in the morning on Saturday. He was surprised, and I could tell he was processing something in the background, but after just a small pause, he said "Great! I was just thinking about you, Amanda – are you going to stay the whole week?" His excited tone made me blush. It also made me tingle right between my legs.
I was expecting that same tingle when I rounded the corner at baggage claim and saw him scanning the crowd for me, but it didn't happen. Well, maybe the tingle did happen, but it was swamped by the waves of fluttering pleasure that rolled over me from knees to hips. I felt myself wobble a little, but was sure I'd regained my footing before he noticed.
The first two days I was there were a whirlwind. I had made the trip so that I could have time to accidently set things in motion, but Tom was always taking me one place or another. Eating, drinking, museuming – we were all over the city, winding through throngs to get to the next cool place. We were having a great time, but no privacy. Sunday night, we literally crashed on the couch when we got back to his place, arranged loosely next to each other like a stack of firewood that had fallen over.
We slept like rocks, or lumber or something. Lumber would make the most sense, though, because when I woke to pee around five am, my head on his thigh, I pushed myself up from him. Being groggy, I wasn't paying attention to where I reached as I climbed. I half thought it was my stack of pillows on my dorm bed. But that hard thing my hand landed on, the one that felt like a big old piece of hickory, was not one of my pillows. I was very very certain about that. If that thing had been in my bed back in the dorm, I'd never have gotten any sleep. He stirred a little when my hand first landed on it, but didn't waken, so I reached down for one more touch before I had to race off to pee. From where I was standing at that point, I had to kind of reach around to touch his cock without brushing his hand that lay nearby. My fingertips had just gotten to the shaft, when he snorted and shuddered awake. I let out a little "eep" followed by a slightly more articulate "Oh my god!!" before racing into the bathroom and slamming the door. Not the way I wanted to start things.
I took my time peeing, like I was rationing it out. A little dribble, then stop and listen. A little more, then stop and listen. I expected something from the far side of the door - him coming up and hammering on the door, asking what the hell I was doing, or maybe him getting dressed and bursting out of the apartment to escape his sick little sister. Something. Nope. Not a thing. I finished and came back into the living room, and he was gone. Clank. No, he was in the kitchen, trying to assemble the makings of breakfast on the stove.
"Hey."
"Hey."
"How'd you sleep?"
"Uh-okay - you?"
"Same. You? I mean ... nevermind."
"Eggs and hash browns?"
"Sounds good."