Hey Y'all,
First off an apology for not writing anything for so long. The passing of my husband has had much more of an effect on me than I've realized and I've had to deal with a log of emotional recovery as I ease into life without him.
I'm still in Vegas, well Henderson to be exact and living in a tiny one room garage apartment with my two older teenage sons (both 18 and older). I've started driving again but have been a bit reluctant to any wild adventures, although I have provided a few back seat happy endings to guys who either recognized me or requested me by reaching out over social media or email.
One interesting thing about sharing a one room apartment with my sons is how we end up watching TV or movies. We have a pullout sofa that my oldest sleeps on but also have my bed which we can turn the TV towards and all climb in bed to watch some Netflix.
Last night we'd all finished watching a movie that I fell asleep halfway through. Usually the boys head off to their beds but it seems we all fell asleep on my bed. I was in just a big long t-shirt without bra or panties and the boys, just in pajama bottoms as they like to be.
I'm not sure how we ended up snuggling up to each other and spooning, but that's how we fell asleep. In each other's arms. Loved. There are worse things.
I can't be sure what woke me. The Nevada sun, possibly.
I suspect it was two young men breathing beside me. Were they awake? I couldn't tell. At least I couldn't tell until Jason, my oldest, moved the hand that had been resting on my hip up to circle my waist. He pulled me to him. Tighter. His own mother. Half-awake, half asleep his body aroused. It was a delicious half-dream. I shifted slightly and instinctively pulled Jason's younger brother closer to me in turn. My breasts pushing into his bare back. My hand around his waist.
All three of us intertwined. I joined my sons in breathing more heavily in the semi-darkness of early morning. After a while, Jason moved his hand again. Of course, Jason, more confident, more assured. Jason's hand moving upward from my waist. Eventually, he skimmed the underside of my breast with curious fingers.