I couldn't help but think about what I had done the day before. What had happened. I sat on my bed and just kept running it over in my head and couldn't help but get turned on by it. Since I had let my Father catch me jerking off and then allowing him the visual ecstasy of my own teenage climax, well I couldn't stop fantasizing. Laying there the next morning I just kept picturing him standing behind me stroking that large cock, watching me stroke my own young meat around in my hand. I felt confused and not sure how to take all this information in. Did my own Father have a secret sexual desire for me, or was it just a momentary lapse of judgment due to unbridled lust? Either way I couldn't help but lay there in bed rubbing myself to the idea.
So, I just did the first thing that comes to any teenaged boys mind and slipped off my shorts and stroked my smooth hairless cock with enthusiasm. My thoughts drifting deeper into the taboo of the whole thing. I could hear everyone downstairs shuffling around in the kitchen. But I found myself imagining my Dad putting his hands on me and fondling my hard six inches in his big muscular hand. Maybe even probing my tight virgin asshole. I wasn't sure, it was all new to me. And no one had ever fooled around back there. Back to my daydreaming, I'd then rub his cock through his pants, begging for him to take it out for me. Oh, jesus I started cumming already just from the thought of it! What was wrong with me? I loved sleeping with girls and loved pussy. But I couldn't get over the fantasy of doing something with my Father. This weekend would be the family cookout at my house. And maybe, just maybe I could explore this a little more.
Should I be entertaining these thoughts though? I mean he was my Father after all and it could really screw things up between us. Not to mention, there was the possibility he would recoil at the idea of doing anything with me. His youngest son. I had to find out what this meant. I felt like a crazed horny lunatic anytime it popped into my head, which was often.
The weekend finally arrived after a grueling couple of days of anticipation. Everyone would start arriving soon and I had plans not so much to spend time with family but find out if one of them wanted me. I figured I'd go for a bit of a swim. The cousins always enjoyed swimming once they arrived and then all of us kids would eat later. I showered up and shut the door to my room and grabbed my swim trunks from the dresser. I thought about wearing my swimming briefs, the ones I wear for swimming competitions, but I thought it too much. I opted instead for a pair of my regular swimming shorts. Well I say regular but they are still rather small and tight fitting.
Once I got them on I checked myself out in the mirror and egotistically admired my body in the reflection. From my clean short cut hair, down to my strong shoulders and toned arms, and further down to my hard abs. They weren't especially defined, but just enough for me. And finally, my toned thigh muscles and calves. And to be honest, I hadn't really given my ass much thought before but now I was noticing the tight roundness of it. The little bounce it gave way to when I flipped my fingers across the bottom half. I was jetted out of my moment of mirror admiration when I heard a knock at my door.
"Patrick, are you in there son?" My Dad's voice shot through my door and straight to me ears.
"Yeah Dad, you can come in!" I thought to myself that he could do a lot more.
"Hey pal, I just wanted to check in on you and let you know everyone will be here soon." He continued. "and I see by your shorts you already plan on swimming."
"You guessed it Dad, haha." I was nervous but excited. Yet still confused. I could barely get the words out.
"Patrick, do you think those shorts are going to be alright?" He uttered the words calmly as he stepped towards me.
Before I could get a word out he had stepped right in front of me examining my trunks. I could feel his eyes piercing through the fabric, maybe in hopes of seeing an outline of my dick. After looking over them a brief second he put his hand out and tugged on them a little. The waistband nudged just slightly off my waist for a split second and then nestled back into place. I was doing everything I could to keep my dick from getting hard, but I could feel the blood rushing to my shaft. And as if that wasn't enough, he placed two fingers in the waist band and from the side, ran his fingers from back to front. His fingers gliding across my smooth skin. They came to rest just above my growing dick. And just when I thought I was about to pass out from excitement.
"Well Pat my boy, it looks like you might need a new pair soon." He patted my thigh and headed for the door. "I'm going to get the grill started soon, I'll see you out there."
"Sure Dad!" Was all I could muster. My mouth was too dry for anything else.
I felt a sensation on my inner thigh and realized that my dick hadn't had any dry problems. I had precum oozing out onto my leg. Jesus Christ, had that been close. I was sure he was going to notice my semi growing. Though I hadn't missed the ever so light outline of his cock through his khaki shorts. If you weren't looking for it, you wouldn't have noticed. But I was looking, and I hoped I could get a closer look sooner rather than later. Good God, what was I thinking? My Father, who loves and sleeps with my Mother. How could I ever? The taboo lust was too much. Negative thoughts only existed for a brief second before his massive cock came into my mind.
After I had collected my thoughts I headed downstairs. Mom was in the kitchen making up some small snack foods for everyone and my brother was in the living room watching a sports game. Sports aside from swimming had never really been my thing. I could see through the kitchen window, Dad laying out the meats and preparing the grill. Lucky enough for me, it was by the pool.
"Honey! Patrick sweety?" Mom had interrupted my naughty thoughts.
"Yeah Mom, what's up?" I wanted to hurry out to the pool.
"Would you like some small honey ham sandwiches to hold you over until lunch hun?" Mom said sweetly. Always looking out for me.
"You know what Mom, I think I'm going to pass. I'm about to swim some before lunch." My gaze out of the bay window hardly broken by Mom's question. I had an appetite for something else.