Chapter 1 -- Hidden Tape Found
Cheryl was busy cleaning the house while her son, Scott, was at school. Scott was a Senior and her only child. He had told her he would be home late. Being the typical popular high school senior Scott had a busy social life. He was 18 years old and had only three months left before graduation. Cheryl had good reason to be proud of him.
Jason, Cheryl's husband, had been killed by a drunk driver who ran a stop sign and broadsided him on his way home from the office one evening. Over three years had passed since then, and the loss of her husband still left a big hole in Cheryl's heart. She missed him very much.
She had just washed a load of laundry and had finished folding the clothes. She was taking Scott's things into his room to put them away. She opened his underwear drawer and saw something she hadn't expected. From under clothes in the drawer she saw the corner of a VHS video tape.
Scott was into video editing and had even worked on some projects for his school. She had seen he had hooked up an antique VHS recorder/player to his TV but hadn't thought much about it. What she didn't understand was why a tape would be at the bottom of his underwear drawer under some folded clothes.
Moving the clothes her heart almost stopped when she saw the label on the tape. In her late husband's handwriting she read, "Hotwife Tape #1." She stood there a few moments in shock. Taking a seat in her son's high back leather desk chair she held the tape and stared at it as memories came flooding back.
She knew this tape very well. It had been years since she had viewed it, but it seemed like only a few days had passed. The tape contained a compilation of videos Jason had personally recorded then transferred to the tape she now had in her hands.
Her son had acquired his love of video photography and editing from his father who had worked for one of the local television stations as a video photographer. At this particular station the photographers were responsible for editing their own videos. Cheryl fondly remembered watching her son sit for hours next to his father watching him edit videos while at the same time patiently taking the time to explain to his son each step as to what he was doing and why.
Cheryl remembered the day Jason told her he wanted to share her sexually with other men. She had been a bit shocked and asked him to explain. After he had finished, she remembered thinking his end goal must be for him to have an excuse to fuck other women. When she told him of her suspicion, James assured her that wasn't the case and that the only woman he had any interest in was her.
She remembered they had a great sex life and Jason was constantly telling her how gorgeous she was. She was well aware of the fact men found her to be attractive. She liked that she never had any problems turning the heads of men she passed by. Unlike some women offended by this sort of overt attention, she found the attention excited her. This excitement almost always transferred to their bedroom with her husband being the benefactor.
Seeing the video tape reminded her of her husband's response when she said, "I've never said NO to anything you've asked me to do when it involves sex. I went to the nude beach when you wanted us to go. I have to admit that was a lot of fun. When you wanted to put your cock in my ass, I didn't argue. You have tied me up and fucked me, used nipple clamps as well as other toys on me and not once did I say no. There is nothing I can think of that you wanted to do that I didn't try at least a couple of times. I even liked most of the things you suggested. Are you not happy with me?"
"NO, Babe, it's just the opposite. I love you more now than ever and I have no doubt you love me. I couldn't be happier."
"Well then, why is it you want to share me with other men and give them permission to fuck me?" asked Cheryl.
She remembered him saying, "Honey, it's hard to explain, but I'll do my best to explain. Let's say I owned that little foreign sports car we saw on TV a couple nights ago. You remember the one, it was that little two-seater we both thought was hot."
Cheryl remembered the car and nodded her head as she said, "Yea, I remember the car, but what..."
"Give me a minute and I'll explain. Imagine for a moment I owned that car, and when I drive it every man stops and watched me drive by wishing he was in the driver's seat. He wonders what it would be like to be behind the wheel if only for a few hours or maybe even a day or two. Now imagine I pull up into the parking lot at work and when I get out there is a group of guys standing there staring at the car, practically drooling. At that point I toss the keys to one of them and tell him to take if for a drive. I tell him he can do anything he wants as long as he doesn't wreck it. I then tell him when he has to return it to me. We both know the car belongs to me, I'm just letting him see what it's like to drive such a dream car.
"Imagine the sheer excitement he would get as he experiences the same thing I feel each time I drive it. It is a car he knows he will never be able to afford, but for a brief moment I've allowed him the experience something only I knew, up to that point. When he returns the car, he thanks me and I'm confident I've given him a memory he cherish the rest of his life. He will also never forget I was the man who allowed him to experience such a thrill.
"Babe, now think of yourself as that car. Not only does my friend get a taste of what my life it like with you as my wife, he knows I am the luckiest man in the world as every night I crawl into bed with you. You also get something out of this by having the opportunity to have variety by experiencing other men. Let's face it, I know I don't have the largest equipment when it comes to satisfying a woman. Before you say anything, I know you have never complained, but I'm sure you've wondered what it would be like to have a man with a cock so large it would barely fit.
"Trust me when I say I don't want any other woman. That's not at all what I'd get from sharing you. I'm not saying it would be every time, but I can't imagine anything more exciting that watching another man enjoy you, watching his cock slide into you, and watching the pleasure you would receive being with him. Does any of this help you understand why I'm asking you to do this?"
Cheryl remembered how she had still been hesitant, but what Jason had said helped her understand where he was coming from. Several months would pass before she would eventually agree to what he wanted. She had only one condition and that was she didn't want to know the identity of the man her husband had selected to share her with until the moment he showed up at their door for the date. She felt it would make the date more exciting and easier for her to handle, especially if she knew the man. She was afraid if she knew who it was, she would be too nervous.
It didn't surprise her when Jason told her he wanted to video record her with the man. She had agreed if he would promise ahead of time to destroy the recording if she didn't like it. She didn't mention it to her husband, but she thought there was a good chance the men might not want to be recorded. As it turned out this was not a problem for most of the men since the alternative was that Jason would not share her without this agreement. Not all dates ended up being recorded. Later when she went on dates away from the house, Jason wasn't there to record them.
Glancing back at the video in her hands she could almost see the playback of the tape in her mind. She knew this particular tape contained almost two hours of her being fucked by Paul, the bachelor who lived next door back then. James had recorded the video over two consecutive Saturdays. She remembered how Paul was eleven years younger than her. A smile came to her face as she recalled how excited he had been when he came over to the house and saw her.
After he had gone back home Jason told her how at first, he didn't believe what Paul was offering was true. At first he had accused Jason of screwing with him. Jason told her when he finally convinced Paul he was serious the man confessed to fantasies of seeing Cheryl naked. She oftentimes wore short shorts and a skimpy halter top when working in the yard. Accustomed to men looking at her in that manner, she had never noticed their neighbor paying any undue attention to her. Jason confirmed, Paul had confessed to doing just that.
A smile still came to her face when she thought back to the evening Paul showed up at their front door the first time James shared her. Scott had been a toddler and Cheryl had arranged for her parents to watch him for the evening.
Cheryl remembered being nervous and not sure what she should wear. At one point she remembered asking Jason who he had invited to their house. She wasn't happy when he reminded her it had been her idea for him to not tell her. Later she was happy he had stood his ground and not told her. From that first time through all the men he shared her with, Jason never told her ahead of time the identity of her date. The only thing he did tell her was if the date was at their house, a hotel, or somewhere she would be staying the night with the man.