** This story doesn't include my previous characters (Laura and Tori), but it is another topic that has always fascinated me. I'm still new to this and would love to get any constructive feedback! I'm always curious about the ratio of plot to sexual activity, so let me know if I should add more of one or the other. Thanks for reading, I hope you enjoy. **
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Things haven't been the same since my parents separated. I've always known them as Mom and Dad, but lately it's just Mom or just Dad. They never seemed to get along when I was growing up, and now that I've just turned 18 they decided to officially divorce. Since I'm no longer a "kid", they thought I could handle it. I feel like they were wrong in assuming that just because I've turned 18 that I'm not their little girl.
I spend half of each month with my mom and the other half with my dad. It's the most annoying thing to have to switch between the two houses constantly, and I feel like neither of their houses are really home to me. Mom has already started dating new guys, which feels so awkward. Seeing another man with my mom is something I guess I'm going to have to get used to.
"Hey, Claire, how are you doing?" my friend Melanie asked after our last class ended for the day.
"I feel like that's the only question I'm getting asked lately." I sighed and turned away from her. "I'm doing fine. It's not easy, but I'll get through it."
"Sorry, I just want to make sure you're okay. You can talk to me about anything if you need to." Melanie gave a sympathetic smile and softly patted my shoulder. Melanie was the person I could always confide in about things. She knows my family pretty well, especially since we've been friends since kindergarten. Even though we're seniors in high school, things really haven't changed much between us.
"My dad's picking me up today and hates when I make him wait for me. I better get going. I'll see you tomorrow." I walked over to the parking lot where my dad was waiting in his Tesla.
My dad is a hardworking guy and is one of the best software engineers at some fancy tech company. I respect his ability to make enough money for us to live a comfortable life, but that doesn't reduce the fact that he can be kind of pushy and impatient. Maybe he works too much. Maybe that's the reason Mom finally got fed up.
"Claire, finally. Come on, we've got to get going. I have some work to finish up when we get home." He seemed just about as grumpy as usual. I've seen worse from him, though.
"I had a good day, thanks for asking!" I sarcastically remarked after his inviting greeting. I sat stiffly in the car and looked out the window.
The divorce has made him even more bitter, he probably senses that Mom is out with new guys. I wonder why he doesn't go out with new women, now that he's single? Well, what do I know, maybe he does when I'm not around. Although you'd think he'd be less irritable if he was having some fun in life.
"Sorry, honey. I know I haven't been the most pleasant person to be around lately. You know how it is... With work, the divorce... It's hard."
I looked over at him and his face turned solemn yet blank as he drove. I felt bad for him. He had a good life, a beautiful wife, a family. "It's okay, Dad. I know it's hard. I love you, okay?" I smiled at him, perhaps he would turn his head for a second and see it. He did.
"Thanks, Claire. You're doing well with all of this. I'm really proud of you. You're growing up to be such a great woman."
We arrived home; I went to my room and Dad went to his study to do work. He usually stays in his study all night long, until he finally goes to bed around midnight. After a stressful day, I just really wanted to close my bedroom door and masturbate. Being a girl, and a shy one, it's sometimes hard to feel comfortable with masturbating, but I've been slowly trying to get the hang of doing it more often. I only recently started since I saw an article online about sexual health, and since I'm not sexually active, I thought I should release my tension by my own means.
I checked the hallway and quietly closed my door, then jumped back into my bed with my laptop. I put my earbuds in, searched for something to watch, and relaxed. I lay there with all my clothes on, but soon I could feel the warmth between my legs. I soon crept my hand into my pants and into my underwear, biting my lip when I felt how much wetness had accumulated only in a matter of minutes. I slowly began to rub on the area around my clit, only brushing over it for a second, to tease myself. My legs bent and spread wide open was quite the sight, as a mirror was opposite of my bed and I could see myself committing dirty acts. I felt so unlike myself when I masturbated; I turned into a lustful whore, one that wanted to be fucked senseless.
I started to ignore the pornographic sounds in my earbuds and focused solely on my internal fantasy with my eyes closed. I imagined myself being tied to my bed, helpless and vulnerable, spread eagle. Guys lined up outside my door, waiting to take their turn with me, jacking off as they watched the guy before them fucking my brains out. Each one would just use me and ignore my pleas for a gentle touch, slamming their pelvises into my sweet spot, forcing me to reluctantly cum all over their throbbing dicks. They'd dump their load in me and the next one would be on me without hesitation.
This fantasy made my hand move quickly, alternating between thrusting in and out and making circles on my clit. I was getting close to climax when I opened my eyes. My door was ajar. I stopped immediately.
My door was closed wasn't it?
I specifically remember closing it.
Or had I?
I threw my blankets over me and quickly put my clothes on. I stepped out of my bed and quietly stepped over to my door, tapped it so it opened slowly, and peered out. The hall was empty. My heart was beating heavily, and I was trying to be as quiet as possible because every sound I made felt so loud for some reason. To calm my nerves I told myself that my dad had not seen what I was doing and that the door either opened on its own or I had not closed it all the way. I couldn't imagine the level of embarrassment I'd feel if my dad had seen me like that.
"Are you not that hungry?" my dad asked as I got up to bring my plate to the kitchen.
I avoided eye contact, still feeling uneasy about what happened before dinner. "No, I'm not really feeling well, I think I'm just going to go to bed."
"Want some sleeping pills? That will probably help you sleep through whatever sickness you're feeling." He got up to get some from the bathroom cabinet. I did have trouble with insomnia, and with all this added anxiety I might as well take some to help me sleep through the night.
"Thanks Dad. I'll see you tomorrow morning." I took the pills before leaving the dining room. Maybe tomorrow I'll forget all about that stupid door being ajar. Although I don't know if I can get the courage to masturbate while anyone is home ever again. The idea of my dad seeing me naked, let alone touching myself, made me shiver and gave me a restless feeling in my stomach.
I went to my room and changed into a baggy t-shirt and shorts before laying down in my bed. I was feeling really tired and nauseous, and once I closed my eyes it wasn't hard to fall asleep.
After what felt like many hours, I awoke, or at least I think I did, feeling stiff and constrained. I felt a bit dizzy and my vision wasn't entirely clear. What's going on? Why do I feel so... good, yet bad at the same time? After a few seconds, things started clearing up and I realized what was happening. Someone was touching me. The lights weren't on and my eyes were struggling to adjust to the darkness. I could tell that my shorts were off and my t-shirt had been pushed up to my neck, my C-cup breasts exposed. I felt the breeze from my fan hitting my chest and causing my nipples to harden. A soft wetness was brushing against my clit again and again. It was a tongue, lapping furiously at my cunt, giving me amazing sensations. Once I noticed how good it felt, my hips started to push up in reaction and my muscles tensed. I was so scared, which kept my orgasm from coming too quickly, but I felt it start to rise. How could I orgasm at a time like this?!
I began to moan, almost involuntarily, and tried to figure out what to do in the midst of this huge distraction. I wanted to push the person away, but my hands were bound above my head. My feet felt free, so I tried to kick the person away, but they immediately grabbed my ankles and held them down, then spread them wider so my pussy was on full display. I felt so vulnerable and violated, yet I was more turned on than I'd ever been. It was becoming more difficult to hold back my orgasm. All of my senses were heightened in this time of fear, confusion, and arousal. The tongue pressed harder onto my clit, going quicker, and I felt a finger slide into me.
I moaned again, "Please, please stop... I can't- I can't handle it much longer... Please!" I felt a few tears slide down my cheeks, not out of sadness, just panic.