I look over at you seeing your beautiful face, but you donât know that I exist.
To you Iâm just the bratty little brother whom only seems to get underneath your skin. I wanted to be so much more but you wouldnât give me a second look. And why should you, you were six when I was born, and all that I seemed to do was get in the way and annoy you.
I would pull your hair and raid your doll collection, but the thing that I really wanted was for you to notice me.
You of course had no realization of this and continued to do your thing, and why shouldnât you. Time passed and we both grew older and you were more beautiful.
I took to hiding out in my room, ashamed of my sticklike figure, where as you did all that girly stuff; like run for the debate and cheerleading teams, an equality of brains and brawn.
It wasnât until I turned fifteen that I realized what a svelte beauty that you were, and then there was the time that I saw you creeping from the shower to your room and saw that you werenât wearing a towel. âDid you do that all for me?â
I certainly hoped so!
My cock tented in my pants and I had to race into my room. I closed and locked the door behind me, and as soon as that was done I raced over to my bed, rearing over the covers and shedding them down as fast as I possible could.
My other hand was busy with the belt of my jeans and my mind concocted the interesting scenarios that you, yourself was doing inside of your bedroom. Were you still naked, staring at yourself in the vanity, or were you on your bed, with your legs splayed out ever so slightly.
Were you running a hand down your legs and feeling the soft coarseness of your pubic hair?
I strained against the walls of our adjoining rooms, trying to hear you as you hopefully touched yourself. I couldnât tell what you were doing, but I could imagine couldnât I?
I slipped my jeans down ad off, kicking them away from me; they were a hindrance to be avoided at all costs. I lay on my side, scrunched over to the side of the bed with my ear pressed up against the wall in a vain attempt to hear you touching yourself or something.