I was guiding my brother's cock inside me.
His thick, spongy tip was splitting my lips, forcing me open, spearing my dripping pussy. His sister's pussy.
I didn't care that our friends would see us as soon as they picked themselves up off the floor. I didn't care that I was off my pill and totally unprotected. I I didn't even care that it was my brother's beautiful cock stretching me open.
If I'm honest, I was happy that it was my brother's cock. It's the only cock I wanted.
"Skye! What are you-"
I moaned for more, pushing my ass back until I felt his mushrooming glans bump against my cervix, totally oblivious to Larry gingerly standing up only a meter away.
Because it didn't matter who saw. I didn't care who knew. I was doing it. I was fucking my brother. His burning hot cock was in me, stretching me, fucking me.
Already pushing me towards unexplored territory, the depravity, every inch of my body on fire with the urge to...
OOOGAH! OOOGAH!
The noise of the siren was earsplitting. The pile of bodies in front of me groaned again, giving up their efforts to untangle themselves as they desperately covered their ears. Tim stiffened behind me. A sudden moment of clarity brought on by the shocking noise, and then, a heartbeat later, I felt an aching emptiness as he pulled his shining cock out of me.
"Contestants! Your time is up!"
I was on all fours, panting, my nightie hitched up over my waist to expose my dripping sex and recently gaped asshole, like a whore. A brother fucking whore.
I looked over my shoulder. What I saw broke my heart.
Tim was looking at me like a stranger.
And worse than that, something else, something that cut me deeper than I knew possible. My twin, my protector, my big brother, was scared. Terrified. Of me. Of who I had become.
--
When I was twelve I fell out of the tree in our back yard. It seemed big at the time but everything does at that age.
Anyway, it was a big enough fall to do some damage. The doctor said I was lucky, it could have been worse. I didn't feel lucky at the time. Six weeks I was in that cast. A whole summer gone, puff, when one branch snapped.
The crazy thing is, Tim knew it had happened. I don't mean he saw it. He wasn't even at home when I fell. He just knew.
That's the thing with twins, something other people don't understand, our freaky little connection.
Sometimes, with twins, we just know.
--
The losers were marched away from the mansion at gunpoint. Some begging, other screaming, however they went, none went willingly.
The lucky ones, the winners, we knew the routine. Split from out teammates, herded into the showers, scoured then dressed in fresh silk nighties.
Standing in a hushed silence beneath the great glass piggy bank. Watching the money tumble in. Wondering if the riches could help us forget what we'd done and who we'd become.
"Skye?"
"Oh, Tim. Hey."
"Are you coming to bed?"
All around us couple were breaking off towards their bunks.
"Umm...I'll be there in moment. I think I'm going to stay up a little while."
Maybe it was my imagination, or maybe Tim did look relieved.
"Right, okay, cool."
I watched Tim traipse over to our bunk and climb the ladder, hoping in vain that he'd turn around and throw me a bone, however small.
"Come on, Dwight." Lisa asked, tugging on her brother's hand.
Dwight glanced around and caught my eye. "I think I'll stay with Skye, you know, make sure she's safe."
"Skye's fine, she can take-"
"That would be nice," I cut in, grateful for some company that wasn't my brother, "thanks Dwight."
Lisa shrugged but her voice betrayed her irritation, "suit yourself."
The lights dimmed in the dormitory hall and we were alone, suddenly awkward beneath the soft golden glow of the piggy bank.
"Come on," I said, tearing my eyes away from the pig's leering face, "that thing gives me the heebee-geebee's."
--
"Was I right or was I wrong?"
Dwight and I sat side by side on an empty bunk, our legs swinging off the edge as we looked out over the dark hall below us.
"About what?" Dwight asked nervously.
"The deal with your sister. The things I said during Milk and Cookies. You've thought about her that way before, haven't you?"
"The casual manner in which you bring up this topic, it makes me edgy, so if you wouldn't mind..."
"Whatever," I sighed, "we don't have to talk."
My mind raced over the events of the past few days. I thought I needed space to think but thinking didn't seem to be helping.
Dwight broke through my brooding with a sudden babble. "Do you have any hobbies?"
"Huh? I dunno. No."
Dwight fiddled nervously beside me. "Any pets?"
"No."
We lapsed into an uncomfortable silence.
"Okay, let me ask you this," Dwight steeled himself like a talk show host about to probe for a big scoop, "what's your favourite food?"
I laughed softly. "Pizza."
"Cool. Pepperoni? I'm more of a ham and pineapple guy myself. I know, I know, a lot of people say it isn't right to mix fruit and..."
"You don't talk to a lot of girls, do you?"
Maybe I was a little blunt but I had to shut him up somehow, he was giving me a headache and what I really needed was some space to think.
"No. Not really."
Dwight's hangdog expression was pitiful but I wasn't in the mood for small talk.
"You want to talk? Let's talk. When did you lose your virginity?"
"I'm not going to...I don't think that's..." Dwight stammered.
"I was sixteen."
"Oh boy."
"Great guy. Hayden Summers. Not much of a kisser but he made up for it. Fucked me on the trunk of his Volkswagen Beetle. I know, romantic, right? Meh, it could have been worse. A lot worse."
My confession hung in the air between us for a long minute.
"I've never...I'm a..."
Of course he was. Yeah, I felt bad but he did kind of push me to it.
"A virgin," filled in a familiar voice beneath us.
Dwight and I both leant forward to find Akari smiling up at us from the bunk below.
"It's nothing to be ashamed about," Akari said, climbing up to join us, "so am I."
"You are?" Dwight and I asked in unison.
"Sure. There's a lot of fun you can have without doing THAT, y'know. I'm saving it for someone special...some day."
I appraised the mischievous elfin girl with fresh eyes as she twirled a pigtail around her finger whimsically. My thoughts turned back to the nervous geek beside me and the suggestive movements we'd seen beneath his duvet that very morning.
"So, this morning, on your bunk, when we saw..."
Dwight wrung his hands violently. "It wasn't...we weren't..."
"Relax," Akari said with surprising softness, "we're your friends."
"Really? I've never been friends with girls before."
"Well you are now," I said firmly, "and friends share."
"A problem shared," Akari smiled, taking Dwight's sweaty palm in hers, "is a problem halved. Probably."
Dwight looked from Akari to me, his eyes full of emotion, teetering on the edge of a revelation. I took his other hand and squeezed it reassuringly. "It's okay."
"It's...ever since...that blasted game..." Dwight choked out the words, "she's obsessed!"
"With what?"
"With IT!" Dwight gestured with his eyes towards his crotch. "Tim did something to her, changed her biochemistry and rewired her neurons, he unlocked something. It's like Jekyll and Hyde but she's all Hyde!"
I vividly remembered Lisa sucking enthusiastically on my brother's cock. Her uncharacteristic abandon. My gnawing jealousy.
"That night, after the Milk and Cookies, she wouldn't stop bugging me to try again. She said it was practice, incase she needed it in another round, but it didn't feel like practice. It felt like...like she NEEDED it. I was scared, Skye. I'm so tired of being scared."
Akari and I wrapped out arms around Dwight's bony shoulders as he started sobbing between us.
"You don't need to be scared," Akari soothed, "it's totally normal."
"Is it?" Dwight hiccuped, "when it's your sister?"
I remembered the fear in the Tim's eyes only hours before. The horror on his face when he'd seen my true self, my base animal lust.
"I heard Lisa in the closet during sardines," Akari continued, "did she...practice there too?"
Now Akari mentioned it, I had heard some strange things from the other side of the cupboard. I remembered Lisa's excited squeak, "where did THAT come from?"
"It's these hooting boxer shorts," Dwight moaned, "they don't keep anything tucked away."
"You must have it worse than most," Akari agreed sympathetically.
"What with all the jiggling and the squeezing and the oopsie-daisying, it just slipped out. And Lisa was so close, there just wasn't any room. She must have thought I WANTED her to feel it, I guess, but I didn't mean to, I promise."
"We believe you," I said softly, remembering my own predicament in the cupboard.
"I thought she was putting it away for me but she didn't let go, she did that thing she does, the stroking and the swirling, and the problem just got worse."
I recalled how I'd struggled with Dwight's massive schlong and winced, imagining how it must have intruded in the cramped space of the closet.
"Do you remember the seeker outside the closet? I couldn't say anything, I couldn't stop her, and the problem just kept getting bigger and bigger until...until...until the problem rose up under Lisa's nightie."
"So that was why she yelped!" Akari said, joining the dots. "Did it go in her...?"
Dwight shook his head violently. "No...I didn't mean it...it was an accident...I promise...it wouldn't...fit. For the first time in my life I thanked Megatron that I'm a freak."
"You're not a freak," I said, my eyes falling unconsciously to the outline of his schlong in his boxer shorts.
"I am," Dwight insisted, "but I was glad of it. Because Lisa wouldn't stop jerking IT. And it was so slippy down there, between her, you know, and my thing was getting so wet that I thought it, well, I'm no biologist but I could feel it changing down there, opening up, sort of."
I remembered the blissful stretch as Tim had slipped inside me.
"That's why I could smell sex," Akari said, glancing at me, "for a second in there, I thought you and Tim...never mind."