Author's note: This isn't meant to be a stand-alone story. You really need to read the first part to know what is going on in this story. Again, reading part one is highly recommended. Enjoy!
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We both sat on the couch, hastily dressed, as Mom marched back and forth in front of us. I was almost huddled into myself, with my hands trembling slightly every few seconds. I wasn't able to process what had just happened. I felt disoriented, disconcerted, and the world I was in just a few moments ago now seemed light-years away. My mom had just caught me fucking my sister.
"I don't believe this, I can't believe this!" Mom said. "Over 20 years of raising two kids on my own! I thought I was doing a good job. There were literally no signs that anything was wrong!"
"You didn't do anything wrong, Mom," I mumbled. I didn't want her to put this on herself.
"Then what was it?" she asked. "Are you doing drugs? What would make this seem okay?" she pleaded.
"No Mom, no drugs," I said lightly. "I...I..." I said as I tried to find the words.
"Oh my God," she muttered as she turned around and paced with her hands on her head.
I turned and looked at Kelly sitting right next to me to see if she was as much of a nervous wreck as I was. Kelly sat while leaning forward, with her right elbow on her knee and her chin resting into her right hand. Her eyes were droopy as she turned to look at me. She looked... bored?
"Kyle," Mom finally said as she faced us again. "What would cause you to pursue and persuade your sister this way?" Mom said with despair clinging to her voice.
"Well, I, uh," I started, but then realized I couldn't find an answer for something that didn't actually happen. I looked at Kelly, who raised her eyebrows at me, as if to say, "Really?" Now I was in a conundrum. While I was a total mess, I didn't want to throw Kelly under the bus on this. Luckily, I wouldn't have to after all.
"That's not what happened, Mom," Kelly finally piped in.
"What are you talking about?"
"I kind of bankrolled the operation," Kelly replied.
"I beg your pardon?"
"You shouldn't be asking Kyle that 'pursue and persuade' question," Kelly said.
"What should I be asking him, then?" replied Mom.
"Not 'What' you are asking, but 'Who' you are asking it to," Kelly told her.
The look on Mom's face after that line could have sunk a ship. Her unusually smooth facial features had become sullen and sunken. Although Mom and I were close and had no problems with our relationship, she was at least twice as close to Kelly. To hear this must have felt like a stab in the back, something I could read off of her face even in my shaken state. Mom eventually responded by leaning down in front of Kelly, her face only inches from my sister's face.
"Here is a more important question then. Why?" Mom asked.
"Well, Mom, I tell you all the time about how hard it is to meet guys when I go to an all-girl school. Hell, I even said I would transfer to somewhere else if I could afford it," Kelly said.
"So that means your only option is to fuck your brother?!" Mom screamed this time.
"No! But it doesn't change the fact that sex is great, it's just better with another person," Kelly rebutted. "And besides, it's not like you've never done this before?"
"Fucked my brother? No, I never have!"
"What about Aunt Katie, huh? You two talk all the time about how you would fool around with each other during college," Kelly said.
"When have I ever said that?" Mom asked.
"Just last year! You really should have gotten rid of the landlines a long time ago, Mom. Anyone can listen in on those things," Kelly said.
I sat up as I heard Kelly spill the beans. Mom and our Aunt Katie had been intimate? This was news to me. While I viewed my Mom as a very sexual being, and have noted her attractiveness myself, I couldn't picture her taking it so far as to become incestuous with her own sibling. Then again, I could have never imagined fucking my own sister, no matter how much I noticed how hot she was. My body suddenly stopped shaking. I was still nervous, but something in the universe just made a little more sense now. Sometimes things happen without any notice or signs.
Mom's jaw hanged open in disbelief. Everyone was silent for what seemed like minutes. Mom turned around and put a hand to her head.
"I always knew you were a little snoop," she muttered.
"I know you have. I read about it all the time in your diary," Kelly said. Mom spun around and gave us the death stare again.
"This isn't the same. First, we were usually drunk. Second, it was with a girl. Fooling around and having sex aren't the same thing. Degree matters," Mom told her. Kelly started getting exasperated and threw her hair back.
"No, Mom, listen to yourself! You're trying to find a reason to be pissed because you think you should be! Things happened with you and your sister and you two are great! It's like you-"
"Don't tell me what I should be feeling!" Mom screamed. She turned back to me. "And you! What do you have to say for yourself?"
I was still shaken by the uncertainty. What had just been happening still was clear, at least in my mind. Did I just destroy 21 years of family bonding over this? Why didn't I just say no to Kelly's challenge? Had I done that, then Mom would have come home, the three of us would have been laughing while redecorating the house and having fun just like we were doing before this happened. Even if I had gone along with the game, all I had to do was push her back when she kissed me and everything would be all right. Oh wow, my sister and I saw each other naked. Okay, what's for dinner? But with this, you don't just move on, no matter how much my sister may believe we can.
"I'm sorry, Mom," I said I planted my face into my hands. "I don't know what I was thinking. It just kind of happened," I told her.
"Well sorry isn't going to cut it, not for this," Mom said. She looked at Kelly, who returned her stare and finally spoke after some silence.
"Good, because you'll notice I never said I was," Kelly finally said. Mom turned and stared at the floor. She simply didn't know how to process this.
"Go to your rooms, both of you," Mom said. "I need to go outside for a while. GO!" she yelled.
We got up and walked to our rooms, which were on opposite sides of the house. Kelly looked over and glanced at me one more time before I disappeared into my room. I shut the door behind me and leaned against the wall. With my hands to my head, I contemplated how I was going to restore any essence of interpersonal family relations.
I had laid on the bed for some time, and I had drifted into a light slumber for around an hour. I awoke to the eerie silence that seemed to permeate the house. I could hear the shuffling of footsteps over the thick carpet from across the house, and became alert when it was apparent they were heading towards my room. I slowly stood up as the door was being pushed open slowly. Maybe Mom wanted a one-on-one with me about what had happened.
"Mom?" I said. But to my surprise, Kelly herself was the one who had opened the door.
"No, Mom still hasn't come back from her walk," Kelly said, in a quiet, low voice. I paced away from her as I contemplated what to say.
"What are we going-" I started to say as I turned back around to face her. But when I did, I was super surprised when Kelly came up to me, planted her hands on my hips, and locked her lips to mine while letting her tongue invade my mouth. I pushed her away in utter shock.
"What the hell are you doing?!" I yelled.
"Just getting a kiss, you know. There isn't anything wrong with that," she said, while moving in for another one. I held her back by her shoulders.
"Are you crazy? Do you realize what this means? How can we have a normal relationship with Mom ever again? And how can you act like nothing happened?" I asked, truly scared for what this meant for the family.
"For Heaven's sake, Kyle, she'll get over it. Didn't you hear what I said about Aunt Katie? She and Mom were total party girls with each other when they were our age, and they are still best friends. Hell, I bet they still talk about those days like fond memories. Besides where do you think I got the whole idea?" Kelly said.
"Why me?" I asked.
"Because I like you, and you are handsome," she said while tracing her fingers across my collarbone. "And I'm not saying we should fall in love or anything. I mean, I still want to get married and have kids someday, and that can't be with my brother! But that doesn't mean we can't have a little casual intimacy here and there until that happens. I'm telling you, Mom will be fine."
"I don't see how," I told her. "I feel physically ill from all this."
"Mark my word, you'll be fine too. But what will really make you feel better is a kiss," Kelly said as she moved in for another one on the lips. I stopped her cold.
"No, get away from me," I said as I shoved her back, hard enough to make her take a few steps backwards. "I resent you for what you did. There is nothing left to say except I don't want to see you, Kelly. I want nothing to do with you, got that?" I yelled at her.
Something happened when those words left my mouth. The somewhat smile on her face had completely disappeared. Her facial expression changed into something I had never seen in her before. Kelly had quite literally always been a giggly and happy school girl type who never seemed to know when to knock off the joy. Seeing her expression change into what seemed like an expression of hurt, had almost made me not recognize her anymore. I had never seen it before, so it couldn't be Kelly. But here she stood, with a look on her face that only conveyed one feeling: heartbroken.