CONTINUED FROM PART 1
Only a minute into my first kiss with my cousin and new girlfriend Megan, we were both very hot and horny. Even though our first fuck was only about 20 minutes earlier, we were so ready for our second fuck that we felt like stripping and having it right there in the park. But Megan suddenly pulled back and spoke with a huge grin.
"I don't want to hold back, but if we get caught having sex in public, that'll be a parole violation and I'll have to go finish the last two and a half years of my sentence! I don't want us to have to wait that long to fuck again!"
"Or get fucked up on weed together again!" I added.
"Right! So come on! Let's go get some dinner and then go home!"
"Okay, but will we get a chance to have more sex before I go home on Sunday?"
Grinning, squeezing my cheeks, and speaking very assuringly, she said "Of course!" She then kissed my lips, grabbed both of my hands with both of hers, stood up, and nudged me to do the same.
We walked over to a Subway, got our dinner, and sat down at a table in the back corner, far away from any other customers, so we both felt comfortable talking openly.
As we sat across from each other, our eyes locked on each other's. She had a huge grin while I started to feel very emotional. After just a few seconds, tears built up in my eyes and Megan was very concerned.
"Are you okay, Buddy?" she asked.
"Yes," I said, "I'm just so overwhelmed right now. I've been so in love and lust with you for all these years, and just half an hour ago, I thought we'd never be more than cousins and friends. Now I've given you my virginity and you're my girlfriend. It's my wildest dream come true."
While I told Megan that, she began mildly crying, too. As soon as I finished talking, she paused a few seconds to gather her thoughts, then spoke with a slightly shaky but very happy voice.
"It's my wildest dream come true also, Buddy. All these years, I dreamed of finding a wonderful man who loved me and was crazy for me just as I am, who didn't give a fucking shit that I'm fat, but I thought it would never happen. I realize now that I've always been in love with you. I just blocked it from my consciousness because we're cousins. I'm so glad you were so open minded and realized that us being cousins doesn't mean that we can't be a couple also. And then to see how fucking crazy you are about my soles - wow, that's fucking amazing! I never thought any man would be so attracted to any part of my body. Especially the bottom of my fucking feet!"
The more Megan went on with that monologue, the more calm and secure the sounded. I responded by asking "So does that mean that my sole fetish doesn't bother you?!"
"It doesn't bother me at all! I actually think it's very fucking cool! It makes you even more unique!"
"I'm very happy that you feel that way! So tell me, how much did you see of what I wrote about you?"
"Every fucking word of it! I didn't wake you up until I'd read every fucking word of every fucking email you ever wrote about me, from beginning to end!"
"Wow, I'm very hot knowing that you read all that!"
"Well imagine how fucking hot I felt when I read all that kinky shit! I was absolutely fucking amazed that anyone, especially you, felt all those things about me!"
"Of all the things I wrote, what surprised you the most?!"
"Really, all of it! Especially that I was the woman of your dreams and that you love my soles and my weight so much!"
"What did you think was the kinkiest thing I wrote?"
"That you took some of my flip flops home with you and jacked off with them in your yard at night while you looked at pictures of my soles and got fucked up on weed!"
"Did reading all that kinky shit get you wet?!"
"Oh fuck yes! By the time we fucked, I'd been soaking wet for several hours!"
"So why did you choose for our first fuck to be that way?!"
"Because I wanted to totally catch you by surprise and see your reaction!"
"How did you like my reaction?!"
"I absolutely fucking loved it! Well, I guess I should say I ab-SOLE-lutely fucking loved it! How fast you got undressed, shit, that must've been a fucking world's record! And I also fucking loved that when we were sitting on the couch this afternoon, you didn't take your eyes of my fucking soles for three fucking hours straight! I was thinking to myself, shit, this guy wasn't fucking exaggerating when he said that my fucking soles are the two most awesome sites in the fucking universe! My ex-boyfriend stared at my fucking knockers all the time, but I love it much better when you stare at my fucking soles!"
"I'm very happy that you feel that way! But is it okay if I ask you a question about your ex-boyfriend?"
"Of course, Buddy! You're always welcome to ask me anything! You always have been anyway, but remember, we're a couple now also!"
"Thanks for the assurance! I'm very happy to know that, and of course you're always welcome to ask me anything, too! But anyway, you probably noticed that over the years that I never asked you anything about that guy."
Megan stopped and thought for a few seconds, then responded "I never thought about it before, but you're right."
"I never asked because I was so in love with you that it was very hard for me to think about you being with another guy."
Those words affected Megan very deeply. She responded in a very emotional voice "Aw, it's so sweet that you felt that way. If I'd known back then how you felt about me, I would've fucking dumped that fucking asshole instantly and gone hard after you. In fact, I would've never been with him to begin with, which also means that I would've saved myself from spending those two and a half fucking years in prison."
Those words, in turn, made me very emotional. "Are you serious that you would've dumped him for me?"
"One hundred per cent. I'm completely in love and lust with you. I honestly never loved him and I wasn't even that attracted to him."
"Then why were you with him?"
"Well, he'd been my weed dealer since I was 15. Then when I was 18, I got fired from my job for failing a drug test. A couple of weeks later, I'd run out of weed and didn't have money to buy anymore. I was still a virgin and had never even had a date, because no guys ever showed interest in me. So I watched a few porno movies and read some sexual advice pages online, then went over to this guy's apartment and told him that I was broke, but I'd give him a blow job if he'd give me weed. He let me try it and thought I did an awesome job, so he gave me a joint. So then I started going to his apartment almost every day, and he kept the same offer; a blow job for a joint. I kept doing that even after I got a new job, so I could save money, and because I thought it was the only way I'd ever get to have any kind of sex. Then after about three months, he asked to fuck me, and we worked out a new deal - a blow job and a fuck for three joints. And that went on for about four years. Then I lost another job for failing a drug test and he told me that he had a job for me. He said that if I moved in with him, gave him all the sex he wanted, and helped him sell weed, he'd give me all the weed I wanted. Then after I lived with him for three months, I was arrested for selling weed to an undercover cop, and they said they'd go easy on me if I pled guilty and testified against my boyfriend, so I did. If I hadn't, I might've gotten 20 years."
Most of that information was completely new to me. Of course, I knew that Megan had that boyfriend and had been arrested for selling weed, but I had never asked her for the details. As I said, I had a hard time thinking about her being with another man. Furthermore, I was concerned that telling me the details of her arrest and imprisonment would be too painful for her.
And while it turned me on to know that she'd given a lot of blow jobs, I was sad that she had been in prison and had spent all that time and energy on a guy who she didn't love.
After letting everything that Megan just told me soak in for a few seconds, I responded. "So am I correct that you were only with him for the weed?"
"Well, that and also the sex. I had no fucking self esteem at all. Like I said, thought that was the only way I could get sex."
That broke my heart. I reached across the table with both of my hands and gently grabbed both of her hands. Then I responded, trying to be very comforting and assuring. "Buddy, I'm very sorry you felt that way. I hope you now realize how ab-SOLE-lutely amazing and special you are."
"Well, at least I'm getting better in that area, especially now that I know exactly how you feel about me. I still haven't fully recovered yet, but now that we're a couple, I think I can."
"I KNOW you can, Buddy."
"I hope you're right. But I need to explain something to you."
"Please do. Anything that helps me understand you better is good for our relationship."
"Okay. Remember right after I put your fuckstick inside me that you started taking off your shirt and I stopped you?"
"Yes."
"Well, I stopped you because I figured that after you took off your shirt, you'd want to take off mine also. Is that right?"
"Yes."
"Okay. You see, I've always really fucking hated my body. I mean REALLY fucking hated it. I love being nude when I'm alone, but I don't want anyone else to ever see me nude. When I had sex with my ex- boyfriend, I was rarely nude. When I gave him blow jobs, I usually was wearing a shirt and pants, or at least a long T shirt. When we fucked, I usually just pulled up my shirt far enough for him to get his fuckstick inside me, just like I did with you today. The only exceptions were a few times in the shower and a few times when he worked my knockers. And that was all before I went to prison and gained 85 fucking pounds. I fucking hate my body even more now."
"Well Buddy, I'm very sorry you've struggled so much with your self esteem, but I want you to know that I think you're ab-SOLE-lutely fucking luscious and I know that I'll ab-SOLE-lutely fucking love your entire nude body. In fact, I'd love for us to be nude together all the time. I so much hope you'll let that happen."
"Well Buddy, thanks so very much for all your assurance. I do totally believe you, and I'll give you a chance to see me nude, but it'll probably take a while for me to get comfortable with it."