I think once people get to my age, they sometimes feel like they are having a mid-life crisis. I'm a 38-year-old guy in decent shape with a wife and 2 small kids. I love the house that I am in, the job that I do and enjoy my family very much. While i find my wife still very attractive, she was never much of a sexual person. We both enjoyed it of course, but she never wanted to expand our limits.
Maybe that's why I always had these other urges to try other things. I watched porn, jerked off, even bought some old girlfriends Only fans here and there. It was exciting because I knew them. A few times on a business trip, I even went to adult video stores. I saw some booths where a few guys and girls went in together, but I never had the nerve to do that. It was exciting for me just to be out in public and watching porn with other strangers.
The thing I never could tell anyone, was how much i jerked off to my sister-in-law Erika. She was about my age as well with a husband of her own but no kids, mostly because I believe her husband was largely not into sex. Even when they were dating, she would say how great he is, the gifts he bought her, the trips he took her on, yet he never was affectionate. She thought it was her, but I can tell you it wasn't.
She was 5'6, a few inches shorter than me with long black hair, full lips, with a very tiny frame. Her boobs were a triple D but looked even bigger on her. Whenever we would go to the beach or to the pool, it was always difficult for me to turn away. Because she thought her body wasn't great, she always wore one-piece suits or something less flattering, but I could still see her amazing body through it all. I had known her for years and she really was like a sister to me but that never stopped me from cranking one out from time to time.
One day during the summer we had her and a few other people over for a BBQ. At one point I couldn't find her so i decided to look around. I found her in the back bathroom clearly frustrated with whoever she was texting.
"Work again?"
"Yea I wish." She went back to texting while I stood there in the doorway. "Sorry, I just...Mike is annoying me as usual."
"Is he working?"
"No, that's the problem. He's just home alone. He just can be so boring sometimes. Just like how Danielle is." It was true both of our significant others could be a stick in the mud at times. Me and Erika would hang out a lot by ourselves because of it. And it was really fun.
"Well, at least you're here. As usual we are gonna have to be the one to save the party," I said trying to cheer her up. Usually that works but I could see it was a bit deeper this time. "You sure you are okay?"
While she didn't cry, she did break down a little. "I just don't know what to do anymore. I mean, I really do love him. He's so good to me but it's things like this that upset me. We barely even-" She stopped herself short, but I knew she wanted to mention her sex life.
"How often do you guys, ya know?"
"It's bad. I can maybe get once a month out of him. And I know that's him and he's just not into it that much, but I feel like he finds me so ugly."
"You know I really like Mike. He's cool and everything but he is a moron if he doesn't find you attractive. I mean, I don't know how he doesn't stop himself from jumping on you every night." She laughed a bit, but it made her feel better.
"Thanks, but if he isn't like that now, he never will be. I mean I don't know how he expects to have kids if we never have sex." I nodded," That is a big part of it." We both laughed again. "Come on, why don't you come outside, get some sun and have a little fun. You'll feel better."
"Ugh fine, if I must," she jokingly groaned standing up. The rest of the night went better. She was her open and fun self. Of course, it didn't hurt when she jumped into the pool with her bathing suit and really caught my eye. She really did look great and still was amazed how Mike could ignore that. As people filtered out and my wife went to bed, i went again looking for my sister-in-law. I found her alone in the hot tub. I thought she was sleeping at first but then i noticed she was sitting right on one of the jets. I stood back for a minute as I watched her wriggle and try not to make a lot of noise.
"Hey, you trying to run my bill up higher?" She jumped at my voice and realized she was caught.
"Geez, don't you give people privacy?"
"In my house?" i joked. She was still annoyed.
"Guess I'll just get out."
"Wait, sorry. I didn't mean to bother you."
"No, it's my fault. I shouldn't be doing that here and right in the open. You have kids here also," she now said embarrassed.
"Trust me, i get it. I do it all of time also. I thought maybe instead of a jet, you would like to use maybe one of Danielle's...toys," I suggested.
"Really? You don't think that gross?"
"No, they always get washed. And she really doesn't even use them that often either." She seemed excited but didn't want to show it. I told her to dry off and go to her room and I'd bring it to her. Once I did, i waited a bit outside her room and listened. She really was going to town on herself. It was clear she didn't have one of her own and wasn't able to do this at her house.
The next day she found me and thanked me. She had cleaned it and put it back, but she admitted she wanted one of her own. She couldn't order it and have it get shipped to the house. "We can go to the shop later. It's about 20 minutes form here," i offered. She was happy for the offer as I knew she would never want to go there herself. My wife took the kids to a friend's house, and I said I was going to hang out with her sister, and she didn't bat an eye. Just left out the small sex shop detail.
Once there, I parked on the side, and we went inside the shop. You couldn't see inside with all the curtains hanging up but inside it was much more lit up. The door jingled and alerted the cashier that she had customers. She gave us a 'Hello' and went back to her phone. We walked past the young girl at the counter and made our way down the aisles.
"People actually wear these?" Erika commented looking at some of the leather clothes.
"You don't want to be a dominatrix," i joked. "I'm into sexy clothes but that doesn't do it for me either." We kept looking and she turned around a few DVD boxes. "Wow, some of these guys are really big," she commented as she stared almost trying to memorize it.
"Get it," I told her.
"Nah, this is already risky for me leaving in the house. I don't need a DVD also." She put it down and made her way to the toy section. "Here we go," she said grabbing a few and checking them out. She turned a few to me and asked, "Which one do you think?" I could tell she seemed excited to be here picking a toy out for herself. I just told me how incredibly unsatisfied she was at home.
"Well not that one since it doesn't vibrate," I pointed to the red one.
"Oh, yea then definitely not." She quickly put it back. I scanned over a few, turning them around to get an idea.
"This is kinda the new thing," I mentioned grabbing one down. It was a real life looking and feeling 6" cock that vibrated. "Really makes you feel like you're getting fucked," I laughed. She quickly grabbed it and looked it over. There was a picture of a guy on there saying it would feel just like he is fucking her. She stopped for a moment when she saw the price. "Wow, I can't spend that on a fake dick." I was about to agree when i noticed a sign that says couples get 50 percent off. I point to it and said," Guess we'll just tell them we're dating." She laughed and agreed, and we made our way to the register.
The young girl scanned and gave us the price. "Wasn't it half off for couples," Erika asked.
"Yea if you guys are married i just need to see ID or you guys can give each other a deep kiss if you're just dating," she said. Crap, we both thought. Our IDs wouldn't match which means we need to prove it another way.
"You can't just see that we are dating," Erika asked?
"If everyone that came in here claimed that we wouldn't make much money. If you guys are dating than you won't mind a little kiss and some touching," she said with a devilish smile. I turned to Erika to see if she was okay with it, and she gave me a nod like 'Might as well.'
"So, I want you guys to kiss and stay that way while i give you some directions," the girl said finally getting into her job.
I leaned into her and gave her a small open mouth kiss on her lips. She didn't pull back right away but she didn't get into it much either. We kept going as instructed by the cashier. It felt amazing and I couldn't believe i was hooking up with my sister-in-law.
"Now get under that shirt and grab her tits," I was instructed.
"Excuse me," Erika questioned backing off.
"Couple or not i know not everyone wants to do it in front of me. Just thinking of the sale for you."
"Up to you babe," I said trying to still sell it and hoping I could keep going.
"Well, it is a good sale," she shrugged, and we went back to kissing. My hand quickly made its way up her shirt before she could change her mind. My hand grazed over her lacy bra and could feel her big triple D tits barely being held in. I went for it made a move that I felt like I could pretend I misunderstood the cashier. I scooped my hand into her bra and pulled out her boob.
It felt incredible finally in my hand after seeing them in bathing suits for so many years. We kept kissing as i gently rubbed and squeezed it under her shirt. I lightly rubbed her nipple in-between my fingers. I could feel her breathing heavy now during our kiss. I wanted to pull them out and kiss them both but didn't want risk it is ending.
The cashier interjected again, this time with instruction for Erika. "Now why don't you get your hand down his pants and give it a feel?" This time there was no question from her. Erika did as she was told, almost like she was waiting for it. Her right hand went down into my pants and grab ahold of my throbbing cock now. Guess she knew i was into it.
She rubbed on the outside of my briefs slowly for a few strokes. She shocked me by sliding her hand down past my briefs and i could feel her warm hand around my shaft. She continued the up and down motion with her hand, her fingers trying to wrap around it. I struggled now to almost not blow my load all over her right in the sex shop. I was actually happy when the cashier told us we could stop.
"Hey that was pretty hot. Okay you guys are good. Half off!" She said like she hadn't just made to people almost bang right in the store. Erika adjusted herself to get her boob back in her bra and i tried to get my throbbing cock back into my pants.
Back in the car, it was pretty quiet most of the time. As we drove back, i tried to look over and see how she was feeling. I wanted to break the ice but not seem like I enjoyed it too much. "You okay," was all I could ask. "Yeah, just can't believe we did that."
