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It was a bleak January morning and I could hear the north wind howling mixed with the crashing of the waves on the beach. I shivered even though our house, I'm not sure I could call it a home anymore, was nice and toasty. It was a special day today was. Though I doubt anyone else in the family would see it that way. Today was the two year anniversary of my aunt's passing away. I lit the white candle as I always did in remembrance of the day her plane went down on her way home to us, to me. She had been many things to me, a friend, a mentor and in some ways the mother I never really had or have. Her name was Gina, I always thought of her as Gina with the emerald eyes and the ruby hair. For those that never knew her I guess it was fitting that her plane went down in a Category 5 hurricane. She was a force of nature herself. Though not to look at her with her demure smile and her old lady glasses and the prim and proper way she dressed. But get across the table from her when she wanted something and run for cover!
"Alex," my mother cried from the front room.
"Yeah Ginger," I replied.
"How many times have I asked you to call me mom," she called back.
"How many times have I asked you to quit drinking," I shot back the hurt and anger boiling over.
I heard the dull thunk of a heavy glass bottle hit the floor followed by her cry of pain. I rushed in and pulled her into my arms despite the strong smell of liquor on her breath and body.
"I'm sorry mom," I said as I rocked her.
She couldn't reply she just shook and wept for her lost sister and worst of all her twin. Though you wouldn't think to see her now, they were nearly identical the infamous Haddonstone Twins, but that was a lifetime ago lost down the neck of a bottle of booze.
"I'm so sorry baby... I miss her so bad," she managed to spit out.
I could almost feel the rage and pain in those last two words... 'so bad'. They held a knife's edge in guilt and two lifetimes worth of regret. I held her until she quit sobbing and grew quiet in my arms.
"Did you light your candle for her Alex," mom asked.
"Yeah I did," I told her.
"You're a good son I wish I was a better mother," she said nearing the edge of darkness again.
"Mom stop, I'm sorry I said what I did."
"Never apologize for the truth baby," she said her voice a little clearer now.
"Are you hungry mom, want me to fix you something to eat?"
"No but I could use a shower, can you run one for me," she asked.
"Sure mom, you sit here and I'll start it and be right back to get you," I said knowing there was no way in hell she could walk on her own two feet right now.
I went upstairs and ran the water and returned to my mom who much to my surprise had left the bottle where it fell next to her chair. I walked to the other side of the chair, bent down and scooped her up into my arms and carried her up the stairs.
"When did you get so strong," she asked.
"Geez mom I've been working out and running the beach for years now," I said and I saw tears fill up her eyes again. "You just forgot is all don't worry about it."
She managed what passed for a smile and blinked the tears away. I lowered her down onto the toilet set and knelt in front of her.
"Can you manage or..." I asked but the way her head nearly careened into the wall told me she wasn't done needing my help.
I stripped her out of her stained t-shirt and panties and carried her into the shower. The water seemed to wake her up a bit and she lowered her head into the flow without falling forward. She shook out her long mane of red hair and then turned around her body pressing hard against mine.
"Can you wash my hair for me baby," she asked.
"Sure mom," I replied trying to figure out how we were going to do this. "Can you stand on your own?"
"Yep," she said in her giddy voice and stood so close I could feel her body heat.
I licked my lips and bent down my face brushing against her breasts as I reached for the shampoo.
"Hehe, you touched my boobie," she giggled her bipolar in full swing now.
Welcome to manic phase ladies and gentlemen. I drizzled shampoo into my open palm and she turned around slowly and I applied it. Soon my hands and her hair was a mass of suds and bubbles. I was amazed as I looked down and saw that her hair when wet nearly touched her ass cheeks. Those fine globes of female flesh... 'stop it' I said to myself... just because she looks like Gina doesn't make her your lost aunt. Mom spun around suddenly and caught me staring and she smiled and dear god it was Gina's evil smile when she had caught me looking years back.
"Naughty boy," she slurred. "Hold me... so I can rinse my hair."
I slipped my hands onto her waist and she leaned arching her back and thrusting her curvaceous breasts towards me. I licked my lips and closed my eyes fighting the urge to... damn it man she's your mother for god's sake! Then I felt her pelvis press against my groin and the dirty little secret buried under my soaked shorts. I felt her stiffen and let out a soft sound. I opened my eyes and she was looking not at me but down at the full erection now pressing against her. Then she looked up as guilty as me and smiled.
"It's perfectly natural Alex," she began. "You are a young man in a shower with a naked woman. Don't beat yourself up over it."
I didn't respond I just frowned and she got up onto her tippy toes and kissed my forehead. Yet I didn't leave hell I couldn't leave. Next I handed her the sponge and body wash and held her as she washed the alcohol reek from her lovely skin. Her breasts covered in a layer of soap only to be rinsed away as she moved into the stream of falling water with me attached at the hips. I dare not let go of her for fear of the sickening sound of her tripping and hitting her head. Then she spun around and offered me the sponge.
"Do my back," she asked and I wordlessly nodded.
I took the sponge and slowly rubbed it over her shoulders then the middle of her back and finally the lower back. But I didn't stop there I washed her backside and even slid the sponge between her cheeks which produced a giggle from her. Then I knelt down and ran the sponge along the back of her legs and could see that naughty place then smelled her scent. I washed the other leg and truth be told I was reluctant to get back to my feet. But I stood and set the sponge down as she turned to face me and rinse her back. It was my turn to catch her staring at the more pronounced bulge in my shorts. Then she looked at me and smiled but there was something in her eyes something smoldering.
"I should let you finish," I said.
"Just one more spot then I'm done," she replied.
I swallowed hard and she turned around pressing her ass against my trapped flesh as she lifted one leg and set her foot up so she could clean between her legs. My resolve almost broke right then and there but somehow I managed to hold it together. She rinsed and was clean from head to toe.
"Thanks Alex," she said with what sounded like a purr in her voice.
"Anytime mom," I replied and the look she shot me was a mix of shock and something else something darker.
She left the shower under her own power and I waited until she had thrown a towel around her and left before I dared strip down and take care of my 'problem'.
Panting and wheezing after a body shaking climax I washed up and turned off the water. I opened the shower door and damned if the bathroom door wasn't open just a crack and a green eye didn't meet my gaze as I stepped out then it was gone. She was watching me. She watched me... take matters in hand. She heard me when I cried out. I wasn't sure if I wanted to crawl up into a ball or what. I dried off wrapped a towel around me and walked to my room. I dressed for a walk on the beach and once I tied my tennis shoes I sat there for what felt like a very long time. My mom had watched me jack off in the shower! Or had my cry of release brought her running? I had to watch that in the future.
Then I smelled the sweet aroma of bacon cooking. Mom was cooking? I couldn't remember the last time she had cooked for me. I headed downstairs and there dressed in an apron was dear sweet mom.
"I thought I'd fix you something after... well after all your help," she stammered. "It's the least I could do."
"Thanks I appreciate it and I'm sorry about," I said blushing furiously. "I'm sorry about..."
"...your erection. Honey like I said it's perfectly natural for a young man your age to have those sorts of reactions."
I noticed she didn't say 'forget about it' and that left a mental impression and imagery.
"I fixed a pot of coffee, I didn't know if you were drinking that yet or not."
"Nah I'll stick with orange juice," I said.
"Orange juice coming up," she said walking over to the fridge and opening the door and bending over to retrieve the pitcher.
Okay it wasn't like she was naked under the apron but when I saw her white silky panties my jaw dropped. Oh that was just plain mean! She closed the fridge door, grabbed a glass and bent over to pour my juice showing plenty of cleavage. Blink. Blink. I looked up at her and she just smiled like nothing was wrong. As I sipped my juice and thought over the sudden change in my mom I heard the sound of the mail dropping through the slot in the front door.