Entry 16: Exposed
Very early yesterday morning I woke up to my brother feeling along my back with his hand and kissing the back of my neck. He whispered into my ear how's the sexiest girl alive today as I couldn't help but smile. He had some really romantic moments when he wanted to. He started whispering how much he loved me and my body and then that he had a surprise for me. As i was getting more awake I got a little more curious. He asked me to meet him in his room as soon as I could. Sleepily I wiped my eyes and headed to the door but decided to make sure I had my lube and condoms just in case. I decided to surprise him a little too and started taking my pajamas off and looked in the mirror for a while. I traveled my fingers along my boobs and down across stomach, reaching down and spreading my pussy to look at it a little then turning around a bit and rubbing my ass and spreading it the same.
I remember at the time still thinking I'm nothing amazing why does he like me, but shook it off and got more in the mind set of he thinks I'm sexy, time to be sexy. As I gazed at my back my thoughts shifted around, I wondered if Amy, or any of my other friends ever questioned their body types. Girls that I thought were definitely sexier than I was. I let them know all the time id kill for bigger boobs and a fuller butt and most of them had one or the other or both like Amy , but then sometimes they will tell me I'm lucky to have my type.
I started daydreaming for a bit about having a sexier body until I eventually I started thinking about what exactly he had in mind right now. Before I could think through the list in my head my bedroom door swung open and he tugged me out towards his room. I was giggling the whole time as he tugged on my arm. After we got to his room he looked my body up and down then pulled me close and kissed me, my naked chest was pressing against his t shirt, my nipples started getting hard with excitement as I pressed closer, feeling his solid frame pushing into mine, he was so warm.
We kept kissing until I softly breathed out I was still on my period, but I could do something else to him and reached my hand down to his jeans zipper. He said he had something else in mind and started moving his hands down my body and massaging my hips then gently pushed me back into the bed so he was looking down at my naked body. He looked at me with a sort of curious look and started kissing along my legs, up to my thighs and ended leaving long tender kisses just next to my pussy, he was making me really excited.
Just as I felt he was going to go for it, he took me and gently turned me over so my back was facing him and stuck his tongue gently into my vagina causing me to squirm a bit as he brushed my clit gently with his finger. I was more than a little surprised and it was kind of embarrassing thinking about having a tampon in there but he seemed to like what he was doing and it felt amazing. As he licked along my pussy lips from that angle and kept his fingers making a slow circle around my clit I couldn't stop thinking he was so much better at teasing me now.
He kept going for a bit then licked up gently to an area of skin between my pussy and my ass and eventually he took be by surprise. He spread my butt wise and ran his tongue quickly and roughly across my asshole. I jumped in reaction to the sudden shock but not before letting out a tiny moan, I admit it felt good just odd. I know there are a lot of nerve endings there I just wasn't ready for the feeling having never messed with it myself yet besides that one time.
I flipped over really quick pretty wide eyed and said something like "whatcha doing?" His response was how his buddies had told him all the "good girls" like me love to have their ass played with during sex because it's so dirty to them and he had to try me because it was so sexy to look at. I had to laugh a bit at their theory but I couldn't say I didn't like it. I felt really dirty, and made me feel exposed but in such a good way. He started apologizing as I guess I was just sitting there thinking until I told him not to worry, but let me explore myself there a little more first before we do anything together.
He made a significant aww sound but then laughed and tackled me kissing along my neck and down to my boobs slowly sucking on my right nipple while his fingers twirled my left one causing me to moan again softly. I whispered in his ear there was a condom on the floor next to the bed if you don't mind me bleeding a bit. The look he gave me made me so happy , like he desired me and couldn't look away as he leaned toward across the bed and opened slowly taking out a packaged condom as he eyed me. I was so horny and dying for him to penetrate me that I didn't hear the first car horn beep but luckily I heard the second.
Our mom had come back from work and I jumped out of the bed quickly racing to get some clothes on, nearly tripping but the whole time in my head I just kept thinking how I wasn't going to get fucked now, it felt dirty and a bit hot to be disappointed that my brother couldn't fuck me because our mom was home. I raced to the door after tossing on a t shirt as I heard my brother head back to his room. We didn't get to finish and it was back to school again. something tells me our summer there will be much less interrupted experiences, and on a positive note, my brother clearly thinks my ass is super sexy, so it's helping me to see it that way too. I can't stop thinking about how good it felt to have his tongue there.
Entry 17: Naomi
I've known i was bi since pretty much forever but i've only seriously crushed on two girls, my best friend, Amy, and this new girl, Naomi. So because of my period there wasn't anything super sexy between my brother and I until later in the week, but I wanted to vent a little about school earlier in the week and into one of the most pleasurable things he's done to me so far Saturday afternoon and my crush on a girl at school. Starting earlier in the week i was pretty excited about seeing what they were offering for our usual summer programs because there's a girl I've been crushing on a little that I've never talked to and I knew she was going to be a counselor for some of them. As much as I just want to be with my brother all summer I've been doing some activity of some kind over every summer so I figured I had to at least keep up appearances. She was the only girl besides Amy I really couldn't get off my mind. I figured I had to take a chance and talk to her a little or I was going to drive myself crazy. I told my brother about her a lot before and asked if he would mind if I tried flirting a little and he said not really at all , he liked the thought of me flirting with another girl. I was just wrestling with my own nerves as far as talking to her goes, after all I hadn't done so all year.
It was easy enough to make her out today, she had her uniform open to be pretty revealing, under her blouse a white tank top with plenty cleavage showing that I could see her black bra through hugging to try and contain her large bust. She is definitely one of the most beautiful girls I've ever met and I'm crazy jealous but also really into her body. She has long dark wavy honey colored hair, big bright brown eyes that always seem bright, lightly tanned skin, full lips and a perfect almost hourglass figure plus she's taller than me which is attractive as hec for some reason. If I wasn't so infatuated with her I'd be more jealous, I definitely still am of her boobs, they just look so perfect and her tummy is to tight with thick hips. I'd love to have her body.
Due to my instagram stalking I also knew she had a tattoo on her inner thigh of her left leg I've only seen once and a couple piercings that only added to my attraction to her, she gives off a bad girl vibe and maybe it's just because of being raised in our dad's super religious house but to me it's super attractive. I've always had the hots for the bad girl types and she was older than me which made me sort of happy. The bold girl type has always turned me on, especially taller and older bad girls that i would just want to make me super submissive for them as they take charge. My stomach hurt and my throat got pretty dry as I approached and asked if I could sit with her, except it came out, "HEY, canisithereplease?" , a small yell and me talking really fast from nerves but I figured she got the message as she kicked a chair slightly out with her leg and looked at it briefly, she still had on a pretty relaxed or serious look though.
We sat awkwardly for a bit until the teacher announced what we'd be doing today and basically we had to fill out forms or different sections we would be interested in attending during the courses. I tried to look at things she was filling out and I figured I'd use the topic to ask her a bit but about her but don't think it went over that well. The first box she'd circled was actually a pride orientation which is basically a get together group for lgbt supporters , and she had some art boxes checked as well as music. I figured I'd try and get us common ground so didn't think much when I asked if she had come out to her parents already, and briefly told her about my experience with my mom and dads strict household stuff.
She just looked at me for a while and said "your parents won't care you know, you're a princess type, nothing bad happens to girls like you". I was a little confused by what she meant so I asked her to elaborate and she went on to explain how I seemed like a spoiled child who never had to worry about anything because my parents would bail me out and I couldn't really know what real problems were if I tried. I was upset about this sure, she didn't know me, but I was also worried I guess that she'd had a rough time so I wasn't sure what to say.
