Everyone is 18+ in the this story of love and lust with family.
I rode the short bus in school and am dyslexic and use software and editors to make it easier to read.
Rocky Mountain High or My Sin.
Book 1
Four years ago, in 2011, my Dad, David Allan Bogart, started not feeling well and not wanting to go out and watch me play sports. Then two years went by of not knowing what was happening in Dad's world. Going to the Doctor for two years, but they never tested Dad till he fell from his desk sick and was taken to the Emergency Room and admitted for tests. Now two years later, he died; the hard part was we had to watch the man we love waste away. It took two long years. The whole house is my Dad; everything reminds me of him. I am sure it hits Mom the same way. David, my Dad, had a hand in the design of the house. Dad added all the touches to his choices, like built-in bookshelves and details on the ceiling, making the rooms feel more significant than they were and cozier and home-like at the same time.
Or how the nightstands and chest of drawers were built into the wall, giving the room two feet more. Heck, the choice of wall colors and wall treatments was on point; no plain white walls here colors to please the young mind. I know my Mom had a hand in all the choices of cabinets, surfaces, and fixtures. The house is large; I mean five bedrooms with a different design in the bathrooms in each room. A kitchen with an island with a smokeless grill, a sink, and a trash compactor all fit under it. It made learning to cook from my Mom fun.
Our lives got complicated quickly. It went way too intimate when Dad was no longer able to wash. My Mom cared for him. She did everything for him but needed help giving him a shower. So the two of us carried him in and out of the shower and dried him off, putting him into clean clothes and returning to bed. Mom always wore a pink two-piece.
Between school work, I helped my Mom by doing everything needed in our home. I did everything from shopping for the week's food to cooking meals, keeping the house clean, washing dishes and clothes, rubbing my Mom's back and feet, and often taking Mom to bed after she passed out. I even stopped dating my Mom, thinking it was out of embarrassment because of my Dad. Of course, that was not the case, but I could never tell Mom why I was not dating. I'm Danny Allan Bogart. I turned eighteen a few weeks ago now.
My chances of living after telling her would be maybe 60 to 40% that I would live after I admitted my love. You see, I saw my Mother as a woman, and I was in love with her there I said it. Watching Mom handle this for years took a toll on both of us. Then that horrible day, they took Dad's body away.
Two years have passed slowly for the both of us; Mom pulled me out of school, homeschooling me to give me a master class in math needed for working on the programs and the rest of my day going over the rest of my classes. Finally, after only eight weeks, we covered two years of high school. I passed my GED, and Wendy up the rate of learning. I kept my focus on learning what I needed for college Mom bought college textbooks, and we audited online classes; it gave me a chance to excel, but it did more we spent our days together.
Our school day was ten hours long. Some classes were as long as four hours. Watching college lectures online and writing a report on them, Mom made it a daily thing. We went to see what was outside the door of our world with Mom every few days, but She seemed dead set on trying to get me to ask girls out again.
On one such outing to get coffee at the museum coffee shop, Mom said. "Baby, the counter girl looks cute look. She is studying Romeo and Juliet. It's got post-it notes marking the pages. So go talk to her and recite the balcony scene to her."
I did. I had three dates with Jackie. My heart was never in it. It was not a particular person in a pink two-piece. Our second date was one of note, as we traded our childhood for Adulthood, and being held, had new meaning when it was a hot girl. Jackie was her name; she was a nineteen years old college freshman. She stood shorter than I at six foot one. When she wore heels, we were the same height. Her perfect hourglass shape is 36 C-34-36 and one hundred and forty-four pounds with blue eyes and long blond hair.
Our first date was a live play in the park; it was Taming of the Shrew. We did our first kiss, but she found it hot I found it alright. My feelings were not behind it. Our second date was dinner and a movie; we talked till three am. Jackie invited me to her one-room apartment. It was charming and smelled of her, and the meal was fun and tasted great. Jackie took my shirt off me as we kissed. I had to stop her and say. "You were hot beyond words, but it would just be sex with you, not lovemaking."
Jackie pushed me down and took my shirt off as she took hers off her pink bra, and I saw a pink swimsuit, a two-piece of a specific person. I got hard. Jackie felt my hardness, and I lifted your bra, kissing my first nipple. I came in my pants from the lap dance.
I took my pants off, and you saw my cum covered cock you say. "Damn, you came boatloads but are still hard."
After cleaning my hard cock off, you showed me how to lick your hot pussy till it got wet, and you showed me your magic button. I watch porn like a typical pervert, but some of the porn a woman makes is good at telling me what to do. Strange, a few things I tried did not work on you; your nipples were not overly sensitive, but rubbing your clit was a winner. It's twenty minutes into my sex act, and Jackie rubs her clit as she is riding on top. My mind almost tripped me as we were building to our second cums. Jackie moans to some guy named Bob. I was two seconds away from calling out to Mom when I came. Jackie fell to my side as I took the condom off, tossing it in the trash.
Jackie says. "Thank you, that was sweet; you watch lots of porn, don't you?"
I answered you. "Plan on watching more you need to tell Bob how you feel."
She moved on to a college guy named Bob. We never had that fourth date, no connection that has lasted eighteen years with a pink two-piece. I was lonely and a little heartbroken it left me very vulnerable. So we both were down on the second anniversary of Dad's death. We ate sort of, watched a movie, and left for bed early, was what happened.
Mom was upset all day when I told her I had to go to college and get a degree. I was going out of town for college the company that wanted to hire me off my application asked for a degree in computer science. Mom asked me how I would pay for college as the medical bills were getting deep. I told her I bet on sports teams and I have the first two years saved for college. Mom stopped speaking to me after dinner. How would life have been different if I had been smart enough to ask why she was so upset?