Inspired by a story shared with me...
"Max, breakfast is on the table. Hurry up or you'll be late."
I could hear the frustration in Mum's voice as I pulled on my second sports shoe and ran out of my room. I rushed into the kitchen with my shirt hanging out, my bag spilling its papers, pens and my laptop all over the floor.
I dumped the bag at the front door, half expecting Mum to yell at me about that too, and sat down at our round dining table before she could find anything else to be cross with me about.
In front of me was a bowl of Cornflakes partially filled with milk. Mum never put as much milk as I would like on my cereal, but I knew better than to complain this morning. I was already on the back foot and was eager to get back into her good graces.
Stuffing my face with spoonfuls of soggy Cornflakes, I noticed my friend Pete's face smiling at me from the front page of the local paper - the Christchurch Courier - on the other side of the table.
Stretching across the table, being careful not to put my elbow in what was left of my breakfast, I pulled the paper towards me so I could see why Pete was in it.
"Mum, did you see Pete in the paper this morning?" I called out, assuming Mum was still behind me drinking coffee, as was her habit every morning.
"No, I haven't read it yet. What's he done?"
Instead of speaking from behind me, Mum's voice came from in front. Confused, I looked up in time to see her walking out of the bathroom and down the hallway towards me.
Morning light streamed through the window to the right of the table, across the polished floorboards. As Mum walked into the beam I saw a dark silhouette inside her thin summer nightie. She was naked underneath and I couldn't help but notice a darker triangle just below her waist, above her legs.
I looked down into my bowl, flustered. As she got closer I could feel my face reddening. And a stirring in my cock.
"What does it say? His mum didn't mention anything to me when I saw her at the supermarket yesterday."
"What, uh. Um, I haven't read it yet," I spluttered.
"Wakey wakey Max. What has got into you this morning?" Mum sighed as she reached across and turned the paper around towards her.
By now she was standing next to me, leaning over to read the front page. I turned to my right and saw her pale breast through her sleeve opening, with darker red skin coming to a point at her nipple. I looked down and saw the tight curls of her dark pubic hair through the thin fabric. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath in, inhaling her scent.
Mum's smell was a combination of our washing powder and the purple lavender soap we all used. To me that scent meant comfort and safety. It meant the kiss goodnight she used to give me as she tucked me into bed when I was little, and dropping me at college and basketball training. Now that wholesome combination meant something else altogether.
"Did you know Pete was trying out for the southern hockey team Max? He's made the team. His parents must be so proud of him."
"Funny you didn't mention it," she said, putting her hand on my arm.
Her touch sent an electrified jolt through my body that made me jump out of my seat, knocking what was left of my breakfast across the table. I stumbled out of the chair as milk dripped on to the floor.
"Oh Max, you clumsy clod. Go and clean yourself up and finish getting ready for college. I'll clean up your mess," Mum said, her exasperation evident.
Mortified, I ran down the hall and into my room, grateful for the excuse to get away from her. As my breathing started to slow I realised the pressure I was feeling in my groin was an erection. How was I attracted to my mother? This was messed up! Sure, I was a late bloomer when it came to that side of things (my only sexual experiences to date had been fantasies concocted in my head about that cute girl Elizabeth who played in the girls' basketball team), but this was just plain weird.
We'd been told about erections years ago at primary school by Mr Turner, a middle-aged grade 6 teacher. Amidst giggles and lots of arm thumping from my friends, Mr Turner had explained that with puberty came changes in the body, one of which was what I was experiencing right now. What he failed to explain was that my mother would inspire one! Sure I'd woken up with many an erection, but this was the first that I could actually connect with a sexual experience. And it was my mother!