Matt knocked on the door and waited. After awhile, he knocked again. He pushed the glass door and it slide open. He let himself in. This was his sister's house and he often dropped in unannounced. He walked straight into the dining room, opens the refridgerator and poured out a glass of coke. It was 10.30 in the morning and James, his brother in law was probably in the office. The children, two of them were in school. He sat down at the dining table.
Ever since Rin confined to him that she had told her husband that the child she was carrying was their latest addition, Matt had not had the heart to face his sister. That was almost a month ago and it was also the last time both brother and sister had their lust satisfied in incestuous intercourse. She had cried over the phone, when she told Matt how happy James was when he realized that she was pregnant. That telephone conversation drove a knife through Matt's heart. He knew what great sin he had committed. Although he could feel that Rin in the end, had mutual acceptance of their forbidden tryst, it was he who started it and in a way, forced himself on her body.
The lost month where he had kept away from his sister was hell for Matt. He could not help himself from yearning for her flesh. More so now that she was pregnant with his child. He knew the risks involved if the truth ever came out. It would destroy both their families. But the urge to see Rin overwhelmed all factors. He knew when and where she does her shopping and he had stood hidden in the shadows, catching glimpses of her. But he had refrained from approaching her.
But last night, when he lay in bed, tossing, unable to sleep, his thoughts were of Rin, naked and of him fucking her until he had to masturbate to release the pent up feelings held inside of himself.
And now, he was in her house.
Rin walked into the dining room and uttered a gasp, "Matt, whatβ¦.," she stared at him as her hand went to her mouth in shock, seeing him.
Matt stood up, and their eyes met. He could see that she just had her shower, and the fragrance of her made him shiver ever so slightly. She was a soft white blouse and red skirt which made her look so alluringly beautiful.
Brother and sister were lost for words as they could only look into each other's eyes.
Matt took the few steps separating them and his arms went around her, clasping her body to his chest.
Rin recovered momentarily and tried to push him off her.
"No, please go Matt, please, I beg you. What we did was wrong. Please go," she said in halting sentence.
Now that Rin was in his arms, Matt knew that he could not let her go, he wanted her like he wanted nobody else in his life. This was the only woman he loved, his own sister. The smell of her intoxicated him. He could feel Rin pushing against his chest, trying to free herself.
He lifted her off the floor and carried her to her room.
Rin felt weak, unable to stop him.
She kept pleading softly, "James could be home anytime, please don't do this Matt," as she began to sob, her tears wetting his shirt.
"I can't help myself, Rin, I want you so much. I love you," Matt said as he closed the door of her room with his foot and lay her down on her bed.