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All participants in this story are over eighteen years of age.
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Two men rode in, both older. I been watching them from way out on the range coming in. Clay was out to check cuts in the small hills nearby. Sometimes the cattle get caught in there. I got Mary and got her hid in the house and made sure nothing was on the drying lines that indicated there was anybody but me. They rode in and tipped their hats and got their horses unsaddled and in the corral and fed. There was already water there. They looked at me and turned and went in the barn where it was cooler. I already had coffee made and cooking started. I took the coffee out and they said who they were. I nodded and went back and finished up the cooking.
Using my apron from the heat I got some spoons and took the plates out. They would have their own knives. I loaded the plate down with bread, piled around the meat, beans, and found. That usually worked well. It looked like a lot of food and the air in the bread filled their bellies and they was satisfied. I let them be and they probably went to sleep on the hay. It was usual. I kept an eye. Later I saw one of them check on the horses so I got more hot coffee and took it out. They asked a few questions about traveling and thanked me and went on their way. Times were much better since all those men killed each other. They'd had enough for a while. Mary was inside peeking out from behind something she was holding up to the corner of the window. I was starting to feel for her. Time was getting on.
Clay was in along near dark. I told him about the men. He looked towards the house and Mary was throwing out the pan water watching Clay. He knew I always kept an eye and hid her.
He said, "I hear in town they're running cattle again. Maybe a year."
I nodded and waited a beat or so and said, "Sounds about right."
He wasn't talking about the cattle. I always tried not to ask Clay too many questions. Never seemed right asking a man like Clay too many questions but on this occasion I thought it proper.
"You thinking about Mary?" I said.
He just nodded at me and went on towards the house. Mary bout had supper ready. Mary was ready smart. She rode to the town school, day in and day out, for a long time. She went all the way through the 6
th
grade. That was a many year ago. She went over teaching some after that and helped work this place while at it. I didn't do anything that day but the next I got Mary and we went and made up Clay and my bed and straightened up everything else. Mary looked at me every now and then but didn't ask anything. We got some fresh water in the jars and drinking cups on the tables and some cloths we use for cleaning. They were clean ones.
I got one of the small rocking chairs on the porch and put it next to the bed, near the bottom end. I wouldn't do any sewing cause there wouldn't be enough light but I wasn't thinking of it that much right now anyway. After we ate Clay came to bed. I was sitting in the rocking chair already. He looked at me a long time then looked away and walked around the bed then looked at me some more. He went out to the well and washed. I watched him through the window. He went around on the other side and I saw him drop his belt down and his pants. I looked away and when I looked again he was walking towards the house. Clay didn't wear spenders.
He got his clothes off. He always kept his long johns on. It took a long time before I could watch Clay do that and I did this time. He got in bed and looked at me. I went to get Mary, he was ready. I got Mary's hand and led her off. I hadn't said anything but she suspected and I don't think she had any firm objections. Mary talked to her pa more than I did. He was more tolerant of her because of her youngness I guess. That got them closer than Clay and I and I wasn't worried. They would both do what they could and not what they couldn't. I knew Clay was going to have to break her before she could fully be a woman and go the new way.
Mary had her gown on. It had long sleeves and went all the way down to the floor almost. High enough it doesn't get under her feet. I led her over to the bed and let go and sat in my chair with my hands held in my lap. Mary was looking at Clay. She pulled the cover back and climbed in bed and moved over next to him. They had the covers under their arms. She lay there looking at his face. He leaned over and kissed her forehead and cheeks, both. She was turning her head when she knowed what he was going to do.
Clay lifted his hand and arm off his hip just enough he could move it without dragging it on her gown and put it on her waist with most of his hand on this side. I raised up in my chair a little and took in a breath. I've never witnessed two others in bed before. I didn't want to be here but if I didn't know what Clay did our marriage would never be the same again. I didn't see him pull or even move his fingers but Mary moved right over to him. It looked like they were touching under the covers. I couldn't image what it must feel like to Clay if he could feel her breasts under her gown.
Mary raised a hand over on the back of Clay's head and they kissed. I could see their lips touch the first time. While they were kissing she put both her arms around his neck. I knew he was feeling her breasts now. Her feet moved and her legs moved and Clay moved. She could feel him for sure and he could tell where her hips came together at the bottom. I was on the edge of the chair with my elbow and arm along the bed. I could feel the bedding move when they moved. Clay lifted his head up and put his cheek against hers. Mary couldn't see us. Clay looked right at me. I waited a moment and for a fleeting time thought Clay wasn't man enough then he smiled and I knew it was as good as done.
I didn't know about Clay but I was specting a boy for him. With an added season for Mary to be normal would make a year then she would be watching for a drive to come through. We would raise the baby and Mary would be ready for a man. These days they don't like a woman that's not ready and wouldn't match up with her.
I slowly sat back in the chair and looked for a little longer and I saw his hand sliding down her waist. He didn't stop. He had to get her possessed, more and more. His fingers went down to her leg and on down as far as he could then came back up and went over on her ass. I heard Mary. She wasn't worried about making some sound or being quiet about it. Clay went down to the bed and back up over her ass again. He pulled his hand up and dropped it under the cover and I saw it back on the middle of her waist.
The cover was wool, even tho Clay hated sheep, and thick. Under the covers she had her thin cotton gown on, one of my old ones, washed and worn for years and years. I got up and went to the bottom of the bed and pulled the wool cover down and off as slow as I could. Clay looked at me, not smiling, but he didn't call me on it. I don't think he wanted me seeing how he did this. I think even for his wife it's something I'm not supposed to see but if I go out the door she goes out the door and this is something that needs to be done and he knows it.