(Authorâs Note: I will do my best to be repetitive about descriptions of Regina and the other people involved, but I do recommend that you read chapter one first to get a full background on the story.)
I awoke about an hour later, feeling refreshed and excited, although it took me a while to reincorporate everything that had happened earlier in the day. My mind reels. I had sex with my mother. I didnât just like it. I loved it. I loved it so much, that if she had been home, I would have wanted to do it all over again. I sat up in bed feeling pretty grungy. The whole bedroom still smelled faintly of sweat and sex, and most of that odor seemed to be coming from my body.
I cleaned up my bedroom, changed the sheets on my bed and took another quick shower. Then I pulled on a tee-shirt and slipped on some cutoffs and went looking for my sister. I donât usually go without panties, even around the house, and I never went without a bra, but, for some reason, I wanted to stay as near to naked as I could get away with â I really was going through some drastic changes and felt recklessly happy and giddy about the whole thing. After ascertaining that Crystal was in the living room watching TV, I stopped by the hallway phone where I knew I had other unfinished business. I called Patty and said hello.
âSimmons! Iâve been worried about you all day!â There was no recrimination in Pattyâs voice just genuine concern. And I knew it was entirely my fault.
I resisted the attempt by weepy chick to seize control of my tear ducts. âEverythingâs cool, OâBrian,â I assured her, âI wanted to call to set your mind at ease. I had to take the day off to beat my breasts and do a serious self-cavity search, but I am okay now.
More than okay, really, I feel just great. And you were right about me. I have had many revelations.â Hah! Many revelations: Reginaâs understatement of the year.
âHmmm,â she sounded alarmingly speculative, âSounds like thereâs quite a story there, Simmons. But I know how you hate to talk on the phone, um, you do remember that tomorrow is a school holiday?â
âNo, I guess I forgot,â I said. But as soon as I said it, I remembered that tomorrow was one of those teacher-meeting days where they get together and plot against those disturbing young students. âBut thatâs great! I am so not in the mood for school.â
Patty chuckled, âWhat I am hinting, O Thick One, is that maybe I should come over and spend the night again so we could talk about these revelations of yours.â
I wasnât sure if I was ready for Patty yet, but a tingling from below my non-existent belt reminded me of what she had looked like last night when she was so gorgeously naked. Yeah, maybe I was ready for Patty. âSounds like a great idea. How long will it take you to get here?â
âUm, sitting down to dinner in a minute, so, maybe an hour and a half?â Pattyâs voice sounded very eager, but what the heck, so was I.
âCya,â I said and hung up. I really donât care for long phone chats, and that is one inhibition I donât plan to change.
I went to the kitchen, made a sandwich then meandered into the living room while I munched on it. Crystal greeted me with a smile, did a double take on my unseasonable cut-offs complete with bare legs, and then another at my braless-ness. I thought her eyebrows would take off like rockets. But she didnât say anything but resumed her show, which was ending anyway. I sat beside her on the couch and polished off my sandwich while pretending interest in the lawyer show she was watching.
Actually I was rehearsing how to approach my sister now that we had drifted so far apart. I also kind of spied on her out of the corner of my eye, which was tricky because she kept doing the same to me. Her ice-blond hair hung lazily over her shoulders, nearly to her breasts, so lank and soft that I still envied it, although I had today acknowledged that my own wavy dark brown hair was unbelievably lush and pretty and just naturally brushed out into waves like I had had a perm.
She was wearing a sleeveless white cotton tee-shirt and lime-green terrycloth shorts and sitting crosslegged on the couch. Both her obvious camel-toe in her shorts and the nipples pressing against her thin shirt told a story of no underwear whatsoever, which is typical âaround the houseâ wear for my sister. Her cross-legged posture really showed off her muscular calves.
Her legs were the best in the family, and in this family, that says a lot. But she earned hers the hard way with years and years of gymnastics. When she was much younger she had high hopes of Olympic competition that were viciously betrayed by her own body due to a growth spurt at thirteen that left her much too tall and gangly for serious competition. Never mind that she was a graceful 5â 10â eighteen-year-old sex goddess now, I knew she still carried the scars of her failure as a gymnast.
I remembered well the onset of puberty-induced awkwardness that had thwarted her ambition and had broken her heart. I also remembered that was the time that I had begun drawing away from the human foible of sexuality and had let that interfere with my relationships with the world and notably, my family. In other words, I hadnât been there for Crystal when she had needed me the most. Weepy chick caught me unawares and my eyes filled with tears of shame and sympathy.
I have mentioned previously how I despised this female tendency of maudlin sentimentality, but apparently it was one of the prices I was going to have to pay in order to re-regulate my mind to my hormones. I was holding it in check, but barely. When the show ended, she turned to me and caught me with my eyes brimming.
âGosh, Regina,â her blue eyes looked so concerned, âAre you okay?â
âI just wanted to tell you that Iâm so sorry that I have been such a shitty sister to you for the last five years,â I began, somewhat alarmed that the tears were now pouring down my face, and I was so choked up that I barely squeaked out, âBut I want you to know that I love you so much,â at that point I was sobbing too much to be coherent, while another part of my brain was pleading with God â Please just shoot me, it would be a mercy, and could you do it before my nose stops up?
But no, God didnât shoot me in time, and I turned into a puddle in my befuddled sisterâs arms, trying real hard not to notice her breasts right now. My sister held me, reassured me, kissed my hair, patted my arm, got a little weepy herself, but excusable in her case. Then she said, âMom has been warning me for years that you might kinda crack up and come around suddenly like this.â
I was way too far into weepychickmania to bite her head off, which would be my natural tendency, but a part of my brain was still shaking its fist. I guess when everyone in the neighborhood wasnât watching me sunbathe naked, they were whispering bets as to when I would break down and stop being the dark, moping, sexually-repressed hermit that I had become. Oh well, I had to reconcile myself to their sympathy; after all, I had bugged the hell out them for years.
So I got up, blew my nose and washed my face, and then came back to the couch where Crystal and I talked about a lot of things for a little over an hour. I even consented to letting her take me shopping next weekend to buy some feminine clothes. That really seemed to thrill her. Although the idea of âgirling upâ still made me want to gag, I was charmed that I could do something to make my sister happy with me.
And she was so hot! Her breasts were noticeably smaller than mine, but really perfect and lovely. Her long legs were so smooth and curvy and graceful that her innocent hugs and kisses were not preventing my now joyfully dirty mind from imagining her naked. Most people regarded Crystal as the most beautiful girl in school, and I was completely convinced that was true. But was Crystal so completely innocent?
I had forgotten that except for the camel-toe in her thin, form-fitting shorts, I was dressed as revealingly as she was. And I started to notice that her eyes were spending a lot of time on my tanned legs and the erect nipples trying to poke through my tee-shirt. (It was winter and my tan was fading, but still noticeable, especially compared to someone as fair-skinned as my sister.) I guess some of those hugs had been enough to set my nipples off, and no sooner had I thought this than Crystal hugged me again and whispered in my ear, âWe are going to have so much fun becoming a twin team again, Regina!â I was dimly aware that she meant we would become the elegant Simmons sisters and sweep the entire school off its feet. But I found it hard to concentrate on much besides our breasts pressed together where I could feel how hard her nipples had become.
My mind raced. This was no time to start anything; for one thing, Patty would be arriving very soon. But for another thing, my sister may have been aware of her desire for me, but she probably didnât dream of acting on it, and she probably wasnât aware of my desire for her. So thinking of putting a seal on things for the time being, and maybe providing a suggestion of my plans for the future, I whispered back, âCan I kiss you, sister?â
Crystal giggled and pulled her head back, âOf course, silly!â Her smile was wide and dimpled enough for a publicity photo.
So, I kissed her. At first it was just a warm sweet kiss, but between my hours of french-kissing mom earlier and the luxuriant feel of my sisterâs tender lips, I kind of forgot myself, opened my lips and sent my tongue questing into her mouth. She didnât hesitate but responded with her tongue circling and touching mine â she was very obviously experienced at this. But I donât think she meant to respond any more than I meant to dive off the deep end. I think we were both betrayed by kissing conditioning.
It was like being in the bat-mobile and suddenly hitting the rocket engine. A sweet sisterly kiss turned instantly into a passionate mutual soul kiss that had both of us practically panting in seconds. Then Crystal broke the kiss, shaking her head as if trying to clear it. The whole kiss couldnât have lasted more than ten seconds, but by the end of it, we were having sex â which is a lot going on in just a kiss â but that is certainly what happened.
My sister was blushing fiercely and trying to appear calm as she said, âSorry, Regina, that was a bit more than a sisterly kiss. I guess I got carried away. Iâve probably spent too much time with boys.â
But I wasnât about to allow her to take the blame for it, âI started it, twin-sister, not you. Besides, I knew you would be a good kisser, and thatâs one thing I want to learn about. After all, I am changing from a non-sexual thing into a woman, and I have a long way to go. Itâs just thatâŠâ then I just shrugged unsure of how to finish the sentence.
Crystal was still blushing with a shy smile, looking downward either because she couldnât meet my eyes or because she was staring at my thighs, maybe a little of both. âJust that what, twin-sister?â
I hesitated, âJust that I think you are so beautiful, and I love you so much, that I really would like to kiss you like that some more.â