November 13
Dear diary,
Today is my birthday, and I received this beautiful, Italian-leather bound journal from my parents! I am so excited to begin writing here. With my family always nosing about in my business (that means YOU, Mom, if you're reading this, which you shouldn't!), I need some alone time with my thoughts. So, here goes!
Tonight was great—so great! My family threw me a surprise party and I had no idea. We went out to dinner at that steakhouse where Louise met her boyfriend. I had the fish and chips, yum! I was hoping we would open my gifts there at the restaurant, but Mom said she was tired and wanted to go home. I was bummed, but what could I do? Mom stopped at Redbox and got a movie for us to watch. I really had no idea that they had planned something! I don't remember if there were cars or anything outside the house, but when I walked in and the lights went on, I was so shocked I thought I'd pee my pants! Everyone was there—my grandparents, cousins, my best friend Sarah, and even my uncle Matt and aunt Helen.
The party was a lot of fun, and I got an iPod shuffle, a cool blue scarf, and even a new barbell for my tongue from Sarah. My Mom threw a fit over that, because she doesn't like my piercings. Whatever, it's been six months since I got it and she needs to get over it. My piercing and Sarah's gift must have gotten uncle Matt's attention though. When I went to the garage to get a soda, he followed me out there to get a beer. We had been talking about my turning eighteen and he was standing kinda close to me, like he always does. I don't know if it was the excitement of my surprise birthday party or what, but his closeness didn't creep me out.
Anyway, when I bent over to grab a drink from the fridge, Matt came up really close behind me and I could feel his thighs on my butt. I quickly straightened myself and turned around, embarrassed that he might have seen my panties underneath my dress. Matt smiled at me and then leaned in close to my ear. He kinda half-whispered, "So you've got a tongue ring...tell me what it's good for." I could feel his hot breath on my ear. Oh my God, I thought, did he mean what I thought he meant?! I didn't know how to react or what to say, so I decided to play innocent.
"What do you think it's good for?" I asked him, and giggled. He looked shocked, and I could tell that I got to him, because he didn't say anything after that. Was he flirting with me? Could he know? There's no way that anyone knows, especially him. Is it obviously written on my face that I want him?
Oh God, diary, I don't know what to do!
Love,
Rachel
November 24
Dear diary,
Happy Thanksgiving! I had planned to write about all the things I am thankful for, but I have too much on my mind! You'll never guess what happened. My dad's side of the family was together for Thanksgiving like we always are. I had an early Christmas surprise for my aunt Helen—a homemade beret I knitted for her—so I was heading upstairs to my bedroom when I heard a strange scuffling sound from the upstairs bathroom. I didn't think anyone was up there because most of the guests use the downstairs one during parties, so I opened the door. My uncle Matt was in there, with his back to me. When he quickly turned around, I saw that he had my pair of pink silk panties in his hand! It was clear to me that he had been looking for them, maybe to smell them, because my hamper was open and some of my clothes had fallen out. I had no idea what to do! He looked so guilty!
"Rachel," he stammered, "oh my God."
"What in the hell are you doing?" I asked him, even though it was obvious. He lowered my panties but did not give them back. "Were you...smelling ...my panties?"
Matt hung his head, and I immediately regretted my tone. I smiled at him. He clearly had no idea how much the sight of him holding my panties turned me on, and his guilty, hang-dog expression made me quiver. I wanted to reassure him, tell him that it was okay, but how could I? If I did, that would be admitting that I liked his advances and wanted him as much as it seemed he wanted me. And I knew that was bad—that kind of thinking could get us both into a lot of trouble. But hadn't he already crossed that line? I thought so.
I took a few steps into my bathroom and quickly closed the door behind me. Before he could say a word, I snatched my panties back and hid them behind my back. I wanted to tease him a little.
"You're a bad man, uncle Matt!" I hissed at him. "How could you smell my panties like that?! Pervert!"
His face was getting red, and he wouldn't look at me. I reached a finger out as if to accuse him further; instead, I lifted his chin and forced him to stare into my eyes. He finally saw that I was smiling, and he looked confused.
"I did—I didn't—smell them, Rachel. I didn't get the chance."
Well then, I thought, it's now or never, as I slid closer to him and leaned back on the sink.
"Oh, you didn't, did you? Well, that's a shame. Here—" I reached down to the hem of my green satin dress, "see for yourself." I lifted the edge of my dress slowly, revealing first my long dancer's thighs, swathed in black stockings, then the curved roundness of my hips. Ever so slowly, I revealed the pure white triangle of satin and lace that made up my tiny panties. My mound, with its delicate dark brown hair, could clearly be seen through the shimmering fabric.
I lifted my skirt all the way to my trimmed waist, then jutted my hips towards him and leaned back on the sink. I grinned up at my uncle, knowing how enticing I looked, but he was looking at my pussy, his eyes fixated on the triangle of fabric that separated him from my luscious pearl and wet hole.
I can't believe this is happening, I thought, but it really was. I was going to show my uncle Matt my pussy! Where would this end? Would I have the strength to stop it if we went too far? Did I want to?
My mind was racing, but I needn't have worried, as my uncle finally snapped out of his fixed reverie. He bent over me and kissed me full on the mouth, startling me with his brusqueness and his warm, hot tongue. I tentatively slipped my tongue past his lips, and he groaned. That drove me to press deeper, sliding my steel piercing to his lips and opening my mouth wide. He was kissing me feverishly, like a drowning man desperate for air, and I let myself be kissed.
Suddenly, his calloused workman's hands were on the satiny softness of my breasts, tugging at them, nearly tearing the flimsy fabric that encompassed my full bosom. Tearing his wet lips from mine, he kissed and licked my neck. I moaned deeply when he gently bit my neck, and I immediately felt the hardness I had suspected was in his pants stiffen further. I was getting my uncle off! Oh, but I was so wet already, I knew I was slippery and moist without even having touched myself to confirm.
All I could think of was seeing my uncle Matt's hard cock. Was he big? Circumcised? Dripping with precum like I Imagined him to be in my dreams? I reached down to his khaki chinos to find out. Dragging my hands down the length of his body, I came to his hard, throbbing cock. Matt stopped biting and sucking on my neck only long enough to quickly unbutton and unzip his pants, which he let fall to his ankles. He had a huge cock! Just like I thought! I released his swollen member from the confines of his boxer briefs and hesitated for a moment before touching him.