Mom was worried, but she understood that I needed to meet my father. Even though he had never been a part of my life, I had always felt a longing for him and that had only intensified over the past couple of years. I would be turning 21 in a few months and it was time I had my dad in my life.
"Oh Rachel," Mom sighed. "Your father is a very private man. He was always very good to me and I never stopped loving him, but please don't get your hopes up."
"I know Mom, you've told me this already," I said as I placed my overnight bag into my car. "I don't know why, but I need him. He's my father after all."
My dad had always craved solitude, but back in the day he was prepared to share his life with Mom so long as she agreed to go and live with him in some remote part of the country on land he inherited when he was younger. My parents were only in their first year at college when they met and Mom felt she was far too young to settle down and cut herself off from the rest of the world, while that was all Dad had ever wanted. It was difficult, but they reluctantly agreed to split up. Only after Dad dropped out of college and moved away did Mom discover he'd left her a little present β me.
It took Mom a few years to track Dad down, but when she did she'd discovered he was living in the desert where he ran a small garage. Mom still wasn't prepared to go and live with him and he wasn't prepared to move back to the city so they never got back together again, although I suspect they hooked up a few times. The important thing was that Dad started sending Mom money every month and a lot of that went towards supporting me all through high school. I had no idea about any of this until a few days ago when I asked Mom about him and she felt it was time to tell me the truth. I wasn't angry with her, but I also wasn't going to let her stop me from going to him.
"Just be careful Rachel. You'll be out there on your own... I mean... Rachel honey, do you really need to dress like that?"
I was wearing a tight dark green t-shirt and my cut-off denim shorts. I've had these shorts for a few years now so I admit they were pretty snug and didn't completely cover my ass anymore. But I like the way they looked sitting on top of my nice toned legs. And at least I was wearing a bra, which I sometimes don't bother about since I'm only a small B-cup. I was also wearing a cute little pair of white tennis shoes and a headband for my long blonde hair, to keep out of my blue eyes while I drove. My stoner ex-boyfriend once said I looked like a petite and slutty version of Taylor Swift. He was an idiot, although I kind of liked being described like that (without the slutty bit!)
"Mom, it's super hot, I'm not going to change."
"Just... Rachel... Just be careful around your father okay?"
"Mom, what do you mean?"
"Your father can be a very persuasive man when he wants something. He can be very hard to resist. I should know."
A shiver went down my spine, but I pretended not to understand. What I haven't told Mom is that I've started having strange thoughts about my father. I've only got some photos of him from when he was at college, but he was a seriously hot guy back then β intense eyes, messy bedroom hair, a strong mouth, and tall. In this one photo he was wearing ridiculously tight jeans that revealed the outline of some impressive equipment that he used to use on my mother to bring me into the world. It's not that I'm into incest or anything freaky like that, but I would love to see my father's cock at least once and maybe even...
"I'll be fine Mom," I say snapping back into reality and licking my lips.
I climbed into my car and wound down the window to say goodbye. Mom had started tearing up and joked that she'd need me to fix her makeup. I laughed and told her I wasn't at work right now and drove off. I have Dad to thank for sending money that enabled me to study at an elite beauty college right after school. At the moment I was mainly doing small jobs like bridal makeup, but once I graduate I hope to work in film and TV.
Before too long I was on the state highway, the first milestone in my long journey to get to where my Dad lives β or at least where Mom thinks he still lives. I didn't want to freak her out, but I was a bit worried that her directions weren't that clear and could be out-of-date. I took my mind off the fact I may soon be lost in the desert by thinking about some of the weddings I'd worked at recently, and how much I envied the relationship so many girls have with their fathers.
There is a real intimacy that often comes to the surface on wedding days. I guess older men realize right when they are about to walk their daughters down the aisle just how much they love their girls. And often because I'm just the makeup person, the brides and fathers forget I'm even there. I've seen dads and daughters kissing, touching each other and sometimes even more. Only recently I had to do a girl's makeup almost from scratch because she'd given her father a blowjob and got his cum all over her face and breasts. That night after I got home I masturbated so hard thinking about her and her dad. In fact, just thinking about them now makes me want to rub my pussy through my denim shorts... No Rachel, focus on the road!
And I did focus on the road, only stopping once to fill up the car, get something to eat, and pee. The whole time I was out of the car going about my business I was aware of men staring at my tits and ass, and I became aware of just how little I was wearing. The wandering eyes got me super horny and I wondered how my father would react when I showed up.
The day was getting hotter and hotter, and after driving for another two hours I discovered that my GPS had cut out. After glancing at my phone I saw it wasn't getting a signal anymore either. As my car struggled up a large hill a warning light began flashing on my display panel and steam started coming out from the car hood. At the top of the hill, my car stopped altogether and wouldn't start again. Fuck.
I got out of my car and looked around. Nothing. I was in the middle of nowhere with a useless phone and GPS device. This was like some cheesy horror movie, but I was really starting to get worried. After half an hour of hoping another car would show up I started to get mad that my father chose to live so far away from civilization. Who the hell does he think he is? An hour later, I started to get scared and began to cry. The sun was setting, the car still hadn't cooled down and I didn't have much water left.
I then saw a light come on in the distance, at the bottom of the hill. There was a small building down there that I hadn't noticed in the daylight. I laughed, jumped back in the car and took the parking break off and then let gravity do the rest. My car was already pointing down the hill so soon I was on the way to getting help from whomever it was in the building down there.
The car picked up enough speed going down the hill that I could steer it through the gates of the property where the light was coming from. I could now see it was a small house with a garage attached to the side. After the car rolled to a stop I got out and called out. The door opened and the silhouette of a tall man filled the doorway. Could this maybe be my father? If only I could see his face.
"Hello," I called to him. "My car. It won't start. Can you help me sir? Please?"
The man said nothing, went back inside the house and came out with a large flashlight. He walked towards me, turned the flashlight on and used it to look me up and down. Now I was really aware of how little I was wearing.
He stopped in front of me and said, "You'd better pop the hood darling."
As his flashlight passed over the engine I could feel the heat radiating from it and noticed that stream was still coming out. I was also aware that this man, who could be my father, was only using one hand to shine the torch as his other hand was busy squeezed my ass. I tried to act like it was nothing when I should have acted like I was annoyed, but the truth was, it felt really good.
"S-s-so, can you help me with my car sir?"
"Sure. But not tonight. This thing needs to cool down."
He switched the flashlight off and we stood there silently. His hand slipped further round my ass and started moving towards my pussy from behind. I gasped, came to my senses and stepped out of his reach.