As an independent women, the one mistake I did was, to accept the suggestion of a friend of my dad and get married to a man without knowing much about his ability to fulfil my needs. I came to know later, that my dad and his friend were merely impressed by him, considering the fact that he just happened to be good at his work, in the company owned by my dads' friend.
Being a naive women, not very sure of what I wanted in life, at that early age, I went with the suggestion, that was made to me.
My dad realized and regreted going along with the choice of his friend, within a year of my marriage. He knew, I was not happy with my husband, who was grossly deficient on the side of romance, passion, spontainity, lust, desire and all that a women would appreciate in her man, to enjoy life with. From there, I have moved on to become a more independent liberated woman, making my own choices, - and living life, the way I wanted.
Over time, I realized that I found fulfilment, sharing my love and lust with men in my family who desired me, but with whom, I could not be together, because, Society would not permit it.
Because I got married early at 18, my son was born within a year of my marriage. As my son grew up, I was happy to see, that he manifested strong physical features resembling my own dad Sandeep and I was pleased to realize that, I had been able to pass on the gene pool from my dad to my son.
As he grew up, I focussed on my PhD and showered love and affection on my son, spending more time with him. I then chose to join the college for a Lecturers' job.
Another thing, I about my marriage was, that I did not like the fact that my husband was older to me by 15 years. Its not so much the age, but the buoyant spirit that I missed in my husband, which was the life, i was accustomed to, with my dad Sandeep, who was just two years older to my husband.
When me and my husband drifted apart, his ambition and career focus, made him choose an elevated position abroad. I was quick to come to an agreement with him, for a mutual consent for divorce. A year later, I was liberated, felt free and rejuvenated. Life turned out to be much more peaceful, with me spending more time, to witness my son growing up to be smart and lovable.
Soon after my mom died, and I spent several days with my dad, reliving the times, I spent at home in my younger days. I went to the attic, to see the pictures taken of my dad and me. He liked dressing me up and encouraging me to experience life to its fullest, by participating in all school activities, out door activities, fancy dress and in all games. The photographs, made me recall, how I dressed up as a police lady cop, cheer leader, among other roles. I was a splendid sport, being a girl scout, a soccer player and an athlete, at various points of time, in my growing up phase.
I had always admired my dad and enjoyed being around his strong handsome well built physique. He was there for me, to encourage me, in all my extra-curricular activities, so much that, my other friends in school were envious of me, having such a caring and possesive dad.
Now that mom was no more, and I was alone with my Dad, I experienced the closeness, I grew so used to earlier, when I as in my teens and as a young women. Being a married women and now much grown up, I realized that my attraction towards him, became more desirable and I imagined more physical and emotional intimacy. My proximity with my dad now, made my fantasies and real life experiences blurd. I started imagining myself as, a dads' woman.
Involuntary my physical contacts and intimacy with dad began to become more prominent. I started liking the life, I came to share with my dad, more and more, but this time, as a mature fully grown woman, with feelings for my dad.
With my closer presence to my dad, I saw changes in my dads' personality and behavior as well. Our conversations became more candid, truthful and honest.
That morning, after giving dad, his morning cup of tea and savouring my own cup, sitting close to him, on the balcony bench, I turned to him.
Deepa : "Dad, I notice that you are much happier, going about your usual confident self, these days. It does please me a lot, to see you much more cheerful."
Sandeep : " Yes Deepa, you are responsible for the change. Spending time with you, living my life with you, close by me and your companionship, as I do my daily routines or outdoor activities and your company, in taking me to restaurants, bars, movie halls, - has made my life more enjoyable."
"To be candid, Deepa, your company has been far more enjoyable and your radiance, spontaneity and exuberance, has changed my life and made it so very interesting."
Deepa : "Dad, I am happy that I came to spend these last few months with you, and am myself getting new perspectives from sharing my life with you. And Dad, the women in me, is also craving more attention and you have been a great comfort for me dad. To be candid, I have even started liking you noticing and admiring my physical appearance. You are glancing more, at my tits, cleavage and sometimes even my pussy area, several times in a day."
"Not that I am complaining dad. I actually am beginning to like the fact, that I am being admired."
Sandeep : "you are attractive, dear and so open. I have begun to relish your closeness and I dare say, your presence and touches, have kindled a dormant feeling, that I missed so much, all these years."
"Your passionate hugs and loving embraces, Deepa, are what any man would probably give a lot to experience and share."