She explained that having a real cock was 10x better than a strap-on. I blushed but let her continue. She explained that she loved her girlfriend and didn't really want to cheat on her but that she couldn't get over wanting sex with a man either. It had been two years since her fling in college and she just couldn't get past it. She really Didn't want a relationship with a man but she really really wanted the sex. Hailey was adamant that she didn't want to lose her girlfriend over "just sex" either. I could tell she was very conflicted.
What she said next floored me, to say I was flabbergasted would be the understatement of the century. She told me that ever since that fateful night when I had taken her in when she had nowhere else, literally to go, that she had a bit of a torch burning for me. It had confused her at the time because she believed she was completely and unequivocally gay. She confessed she had masturbated many many times back then and even now she did it sometimes while fantasizing about me taking her and fucking her senseless.
I tried to speak but she put a finger to my lips and continued to speak. She now came to what she felt like might be a workable compromise to not losing her girlfriend but still having man-sex. She wanted to become my Sugarbaby. I just stared at her blankly, this being the absolute last thing that was in my mind, she took my silence as an ok to continue so she did.
Hailey opined that she didn't want or need to be my Sugarbaby in the normal sense. She had a good job and I had taught her well on how to manage her money and her budget. No, what she wanted from me was the Sugardaddy/Sugarbaby relationship for the sex and the intimacy we could both enjoy by spending loving sexual time with each other.
She explained that since she spent so much time with me already and that since her girlfriend never tagged along (her girlfriend didn't like me - that's another story), we could see each other and she could keep her girlfriend. This way she could get sex with a man and it would be a man she felt something for as well as with a man that felt something for her. It would also be with a man she felt safe with.
She put her hand on my thigh and started to caress up and down. I could see the fear in her eyes at what she had just revealed to me and asked of me. Would I reject her like her father had those years ago? Would I accept her, or would I say no and think her a slut? She began to shake again. My silence was not a rejection, I just couldn't form words. I saw tears start to form in her eyes. I did the only thing I could. I pulled her in and hugged her.
I held her close and told her how much I loved her. I kissed her cheek and pushed her back just a bit. I continued to hold her to show her I wasn't going to reject her. I took a deep breath and slowly let it out. I again told Hailey how much I loved her and I assured her that no matter what, that would never change. Her eyes started to tear up as I think she thought I was about to reject her. Instead I told her I had a few questions.
First, had she truly thought this through? I said that yeah we could keep it secret but secrets do not want to be secrets and that the moment they begin they also begin to look for a way to be known. I explained that if the secret did get out our family would definitely have issues with us but also her girlfriend would break up with her. If we were to be found out, was she prepared to accept those consequences?
Hailey said she had thought and thought about that. She loved me probably more than anyone else on the planet and if it meant losing me or losing her girlfriend it was a no brainer. Bye bye girlfriend. Also she knew our family would act crazy for a bit, but our family was strong and while they would call us assholes and stupid, they also would not turn against us. I knew she was exactly correct in that assessment.
Second, I again told her I loved her and that she meant the world to me just like all my other kids and I didn't want to do anything to lose her or make her think less of me. I told her that while I understand sex for just the sake of sex but that I didn't think I could do that with her. I could never treat her as an object. So IF; and that is a big IF, we did this she needed to understand it would NOT be just sex to me.
I did allay her concerns though by saying I would never try to hold her back if she chose to end it, and that I also would never let sex come between us. Was she ok with that? She confessed that with me and with her feelings for me it would not be just sex for her either. But she trusted me with all her heart and would do anything I asked to make this work. Even end it if I felt we needed to.
My cock was so hard thinking about seeing this goddess without her clothes on and feeling her luscious body against mine. I almost couldn't think straight. Her caressing my thigh sure as fuck wasn't helping either. I put my hand behind her back and pulled her to me. I guided her up and over so she was sitting straddle of my lap facing me. I put a hand on each side of her face and stared into her eyes. I was rapidly losing myself in those pools of heaven. I asked her once more if she was sure she truly wanted this? I made sure she understood that if we cross this line, we could never go back.
Her nostrils were flaring her breasts were rising and falling quicker and quicker. I could feel her need emanating from her body. I pulled her face in and our lips met. In all our years together I had never kissed her on the lips. They were every bit as kissable and they looked. Our kiss was soft and tentative at first. Slowly it became more. Her arms went around my neck, her tits pushed into my chest, she sunk down slightly trying to rub her pussy on my bulging cock.
Our kiss was passionate and years of love was transferring between us. Her lips parted and she pushed her tongue into my mouth. God she could kiss. I wasn't sure who was kissing whom and right then I didn't care, I just didn't want it to end. We searched each others mouths with our tongues. We ground into each other. Our hands started tearing each others clothes off. I hadn't felt lust like this in years, maybe never. To be honest I am not sure which of us was hotter for the other.
Hailey abruptly broke the kiss and stood up. I looked at her in confusion. My cock was raging and I was way far past the point of being worried about what others might think. Hailey held up a finger to her lips signaling me to stay quiet as she picked up her cell phone. She took a deep breath and exhaled slow and steady to calm herself.Then she called her girlfriend. She told her she was going to stay the night at my house, we had a few drinks and I wouldn't let her drive home. She would see her tomorrow, I love you and disconnected the call.
Hailey took my hand and pulled me up as she dropped her phone back onto the coffee table. We headed for my bedroom shedding the rest of our clothes along the way. By the time we got to my bedroom I was in my boxers and Hailey was down to panties and bra. She turned to face me. Her body took my breath away.
Her sheer bra and panties did nothing to hide the treasures beneath them. Her nipples were hard as stones and poking through the thin material. Her areolas were about the size of fifty-cent pieces and her nipples were the size of pencil erasers. They were firm and she definitely did NOT need a bra to hold her tits up. Her breasts were perfect.
Her boy short panties were so sheer I could see her completely shaved pussy and I could also see the wetness. The crotch was soaked. I could almost smell her arousal. I moved to her and unhooked her bra sliding it forward and off slowly. I revealed her breasts a little at a time until completely exposed. Fuck they are magnificent.
I held eye contact as I lowered myself to my knees to remove her panties. I purposely did not touch her breasts, but I held eye contact. She was so turned on she was shaking. I pulled her panties down never breaking eye contact as she stepped out of them.Then I leaned in and kissed the top of her pussy before sticking my tongue out and pulling it up through her slit from back to front and circling her very hard clit. She erupted in orgasm on the spot. Her knees gave out and she fell to the floor in my arms.
I held Hailey in my arms as she shivered through her first orgasm with me. It wasn't explosive, it was gentle but strong, I could tell she had been wanting it for a long long time. It was several minutes of me just holding Hailey as she drifted through the after-throes of her orgasm. Our lips met and I kissed her gently before helping her up to sit on the side of my king size bed.