My Daddy .... took me last night. He wasn't the only one. I'm still trembling. I'm still in a bit of shock. It all seems so surreal, like it wasn't really me. But it was. I was savagely fucked by the most important man in my life.
He read my diary. All the conversations I've had with Michael. All the fantasies. I wrote them all down. How was I to know. I was just going to stay with him for the weekend. It was supposed to be a vacation, a few days away from my problems.
Dad had some friends over for poker. His wife went to bed early. It was around 11:00pm. I got tired of watching TV, so I wandered down to the basement, down to the poker game. They were all well on their way to being drunk. I sat in a chair and watched. Dad's friend's kept putting a beer in my hand, one after the other. They had me do shots. After an hour or so, I was out of it.
I remember hearing one of the guys talk about what a "sweet pussy" this new "bitch" he was dating had. The conversation shifted. I remember one of them describe the perfect blow job. I remember looking at my Dad's lips as he spoke, saying "look at my baby. When's the last time any of you saw a piece of ass as pure as that?".