Thanks for the comments on my previous stories!
Trying something a little different with this one. This is a father/daughter story told first from the father's perspective and then the daughter's. It's got a build-up rather than jumping to the naughty.
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Will's Story
I loved being a single dad.
Sure, there were tough times. Scheduling babysitters, taking pay cuts just so you can stay home more.
It's worth it. It's all worth it. I wouldn't trade it for the world.
Alex was a joy. Even when she wasn't, she was. A sensitive kid. She didn't excel at anything academic in school. She wasn't going to be a concert violinist like her grandfather. But that was okay with me. I didn't want to pressure her. She'd blossom to be whatever she was meant to be.
When she was younger, she and I would watch her mother on TV. Anne Foxhill was an actor. But don't feel bad if you never heard of her. She would do bit parts. Goth girl at dance party. Victim in horror movie.
What she was known for, if you could call it that, was playing dead bodies. When they want someone who looks realistically dead, they pay the bit part actor to lie there, not breathing. Perhaps not the most glamorous role, but it helped pay the bills. Anne had naturally pale skin and pale lips, with a girl-next-door body, so she tended to get the roles on a regular basis.
Alex would always ask when Mommy's next role would be on TV. I'd make sure it was recorded as since these programs ran after Alex's bedtime. We'd curl up and watch her mother. There would be Anne, pale and covered in a sheet, lying motionless. Sometimes I had to cover Alex's eyes if there was any nudity involved. She's say "oh Mommy is playing *that* kind of body today," and she'd let me cover her eyes.
We loved watching her on TV. It was one of the things that made the strain on our marriage worth it. Anne and I worked hard as she put in the long hours to keep things going.
Little did we know at the time that my wife's naturally pale skin was especially susceptible to the sunlight. They always tell people with pale skin to cover up and put on sunscreen. Even that, sadly, wasn't enough.
I tried to distract Alex as best I could, but by her 9th birthday, I found myself a widower with a child to care for. We relocated from the outskirts of Hollywood to a small town in Colorado. I changed to a job that let me work from home half the week. For the two days a week I was in the office, I found a reliable babysitter to watch Alex for the few hours before I got home. Truth be told, I could have gotten paid more and used a babysitter more often, but I wanted to spend as much time with Alex as I could. She'd be a teenager soon enough.
For the first year after her mother died, Alex didn't want to watch any of Anne's scenes. I, myself, tried to once, and I just broke down. She was too young. It wasn't fair. It used to be so fun, but now it just brought sadness. Hell, she and I even used it as an edgy roleplay on rare occasion. She'd play dead, and I'd be the medical examiner. She never did break character, no matter what part of her I examined. Now the thought of seeing a dead body hit too close to home.
I swallowed the ocean of pain as best I could with the help of Glenlivet almost every night after Alex went to bed. It helped get me over the hump until I was ready to face the world again. Thankfully, over time I needed less, and after a year my life was showing signs of normalcy.
Sometime after her 10th birthday, Alex asked me if we could watch one of her mother's scenes again. She insisted. She called it "a time to remember Mommy". It was a strange way to remember her. A wake with a play/pause button.
The first time we did it, both of us were a mess. We just watched the scene in silence, the second rate actors fumbling over their lines above her, her face a picture of the placid calm of death. I just held Alex as she cried, and I couldn't hold back my own tears.
We cried and held each other as the episode played on, her tears soaking my shirt. It was something both of us needed, and something we would end up doing a few more times before I packed up the recordings into a box and put them away.
As a kid, Alex used to play dead like her mother, to see if she could do it. She'd lay there nice and still and then my wife or I would see if we could get her to break character. Normally that meant tickling her in a particularly ticklish spot. At first it was impossible for her not to explode into giggles, but after a while she got better at it.
The game seemed less fun when her mother died. Alex didn't play it again until she was 12. Her babysitter told me Alex had played dead for the last half hour as I walked in from work. Thankfully, Alex had warned her in advance what she was going to do. Even still, it apparently gave the poor babysitter quite the shock.
Alex was laid out on the kitchen table with a sheet over her, motionless. I was immediately struck with mixed emotions. A part of me still hurt thinking of my wife. That part of me would always hurt. I just got better at living with it. I almost turned around, not wanting to see my daughter play out the scene.
"Oh, that's a good job, sweetie," I said. "Very convincing."
She didn't move.
"She's been doing this to me all afternoon," the babysitter said. I paid her a little extra, thanked her for her patience, and sent her on her way. As I came back in, I pulled off my tie. Alex was still lying motionless under the sheet.
I thought about tickling her to see if she would break character, but at 12 she was already starting to bud into a young woman. It didn't feel quite right.
Instead, I tried to see if I could get her to break character by staging an elaborate farce of a medical examination.
"Dr. Johnson and Dr. Longbottom, what we have here is a case of Asteroidea Osculum. That's right, she had been kissed. To death." I paused, and then added with a bit of extra zeal, "by STARFISH."
I saw Alex's lip twitch, but she held steady. I remembered Alex's awe at the Aquarium at how a starfish would latch onto things and move their mouths. Sure, they might seem cute at first, but they were actually a little gruesome.
I pulled the sheet up over her feet. Her fluffy socked toes sat motionless.
"It all started innocently enough. She must have been walking near them in the water." I sucked in air. "AND THEN."
I waited a dramatic beat.
"First one starfish, and then another suctioned themselves on her ankles. Soon, it became like great weights. She wouldn't have been able to move.
Once the high tide came in, well, she starred in her own demise."
Alex managed to - mostly - keep a straight face.
"Starkissed to death? Swam with the starfishes?"
I chuckled to myself and patted her leg. "Come on, champ, let's see what's for dinner."
She just laid there still, without moving. Most times I would insist on her helping me in the kitchen. Tonight, I wanted a peaceful house. No fighting or cajoling.
I started warming the soup and decided to go the extra mile and put on cornbread. Alex loved cornbread. The smell would call her down from her room on cold days.
If she wanted to play dead, let's see how far she wanted to go. I turned the soup down to warm and waited the last few minutes for the cornbread to finish. You could already smell it filling the kitchen. With a wicked grin, I walked back over to where Alex was lying on the table.
As I walked in, I heard her stomach growl.
"Dr. Johnson, what is this?" I put my ear up to her stomach and listened. "It seems her stomach is already decomposing at a rapid pace! You can just hear the gases do their work!"
She still managed to hold it together.
Just then, I heard the oven timer beep. I pulled out the cast iron skillet and dropped the cornbread onto a plate. The smell was extra strong now.
