Phoebe was just 13 when her mother ran away with her paramour. Poor Phoebe suddenly became a one-parent child and I had to be both step-father and mother. From having a twin-income family, Phoebe suddenly only had me as her family's sole bread-earner. And as I was determined to provide a comparable standard of living for Phoebe, in addition to my full-time day job, I took up moonlighting to earn extra income. And this I had been doing for the last 5 years. Phoebe just turned 18 last week but I had been so busy working and moonlighting that I had not noticed Phoebe's growth from child to young adulthood.
Yesterday was one of those rare days where I was off full-time work and also did not need to moonlight. I got up late and after eating breakfast and reading of the newspaper, I booted up my computer. After dealing with my emails, I felt the urge for some sexual stimulation and was soon logged on to my favorite sex site. A bit of quick searching and I found a video that I thought could be interesting. I started that video and was soon fully engrossed as I viewed the old man in the video introducing a young teenager to sex. What I saw on screen was really stimulating and in no time I had unzipped my shorts, freed my cock and started to masturbate vigorously.
I was literally in heaven, viewing and masturbating when I heard a scream and sounds of smashing crockery. Turning around, I was stunned to see Phoebe transfixed and staring in my direction. A broken plate and a couple of slices of bread were near her feet. Quickly, I tucked my cock back into my shorts and hurriedly switched off my monitor as Phoebe remained transfixed.
Rushing over to Phoebe I told her, "Sorry, Phoebe. I did not know you were at home and I am really sorry that you saw what you saw. I promise you that it will not happen again. Can you forgive Pa?"
Phoebe continued to stand transfixed and it was only after a couple of minutes before she replied, "There is nothing to forgive, Pa. With Ma having gone away for 5 years, I know you will have your needs. And I know that you have been slogging so hard for the last 5 years that you neither had the energy to cultivate new female friends nor the time to get to enjoy yourself with any one of them. Actually I feel really sorry for you, Pa."
Catching Phoebe in a tight hug I told her, "It's alright, Phoebe. I may have my needs but life is such that sometimes one just has to accept that not all of them can be satisfied. I just hope you have not been too shocked. It won't happen again I promise you."
"It's OK, Pa." she answered and squatting down she continued, "The floor needs to be cleared. I will do it now. After that can I talk to you?"
"Sure, Phoebe. I will wait for you on our hall sofa." I replied.
I sat on our hall sofa and waited for Phoebe. Soon she came out from our kitchen and came over to where I was sitting. She sat near me and appeared to be rather hesitant about speaking to me. I patiently waited for her to start and after quite a few minutes, Phoebe said, "Pa..."
When she did not continue I asked, "What is it that you want to talk to me about, Phoebe?"
Another couple of minutes passed before Phoebe said, "I hope you will not be angry with what I want to talk to you about." And with her face flushing a radiant red she continued, "Pa...Ma has gone away for more than 5 years. I think it is time you get a replacement for her. And...and...I want to be the one to replace her. Can I?"
While being taken aback, I quickly responded, "But actually you have replaced her. Your Ma used to keep our house clean, did the laundry and cooked our food. Haven't you taken over all these work?"
Hesitating slightly she responded, "But I also want to be able to give you sex that a real wife can give you. You need sex and I want to be able to meet your needs."
To say that I was shocked does not do justice to the emotions that were churning through me at that moment. I was so shocked that I stayed silent for quite a few minutes and had to gather my wits before I told her, "Phoebe! Do you know what you just said?"
"Yes, Pa. I want to be your wife in place of my run-away mother. I know I am still a virgin and will need you to teach me everything. But I really want to be your wife not just in name but also in fact. Will you take my virginity and make me your wife?" Phoebe replied in a low voice.
"But ... Phoebe... I am your Pa. Even if you want to give me your virginity, how...how... can I take it?" I managed to reply.
"You are not making me do something that I do not want to do. It is I who want you enjoy sex again and it is I who want you to take my virginity. Don't you love me enough to want to take my virginity?" Phoebe replied in the same low voice
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"Of course not. Oops! What I meant was that I certainly love you but to take your virginity... how...how can I agree to do that?" I answered.
She stayed quiet for a couple of minutes. Then, with reddening eyes and tears starting to drip from her eyes, Phoebe pleaded, "Please. I really want you to have my virginity. Please... Pa."
If there is one thing that I cannot resist it is female tears. Sheesh! Now what was I to do? Then a light flashed and thinking that I could frighten her from wanting to go ahead I said to her, "Phoebe. Even if I do agree, do you know that losing your virginity can be really painful? I will have to break your hymen and there will be bleeding and a lot of pain. You still want to go ahead?"
"I am not afraid of the bleeding and the pain. Are you agreeing to take my virginity? When are we going to do it? Now?" replied Phoebe.
I thought I could frighten her off but it looked like I wasn't succeeding. I was really caught in a quandary. Continue to refuse her and I ran the risk of damaging the happy step-father step-daughter relationship. Accede to her and it was not something that I really wanted to do with my step-daughter. I was really caught in a bind and spent the next few minutes trying to come to a decision.