I'm Barbara, Stevnmom/Steve's mom. Yep, going to tell my side. He wrote all his stories in journals, but I didn't read them. They were all labeled "My Literotica Stories by Stevnmom" I looked up the site and couldn't believe he published for all to see! We have crossed that line but I couldn't believe my eyes. He was pretty open and while I read all of his stories "Peeking on Mom" was the one that got me thinking I would tell my side. He must have a childish infatuation I didn't see in person but his account of the events seemed as though it was from a mommy's boy viewpoint and he's definitely not a mommy's boy.
I was a good mom, taking care of my children was top priority. i didn't work until they were old enough to handle simple tasks and be trusted enough to not burn the damn house down if they ended up alone at home for whatever reason. When the time came I returned to my old job working second shift. Their dad worked third shift so they were rarely home alone.
The 2nd and 3rd shift's didn't allow much time for me and their dad to do much together. Seemed like we were either working or sleeping, needless to say sex was extremely rare! (Moving a bit farther along the timeline) Michael, the oldest was leaving for college and Steven finally ended up with a room of his own! He would be home a couple of years before the big decisions came his way, you know, college, work, marriage... adulthood!
Steve was a good kid. He was transitioning to manhood quite effortlessly.
As a mom and a woman I had my interests. I loved reading romance novels and had a little hidden collection of sex books, not the kind with pictures other than a sexy drawing on the cover. I'd been reading those late at night usually because once a teenager falls asleep you can't wake them with anything short of a fire alarm. I'd always check to make certain Steven was asleep when I'd get home around eleven fifteen or so at night and several times throughout the night.
I'd relax a bit with a cup of Coffee and the newspaper before doing housework at night. Working three to eleven reverses days and nights you might say. Housework done and a shower followed. All of that behind me it would become "me" time.
I would look in on Steven before digging out my sex novel/novels. When looking in on him I couldn't ignore how grown up he'd became. He surely was becoming a man.
I can't hide the fact I'd gotten into young guys and older women stories, It took me back to how oversexed their dad was when we were younger. I was soon to be forty and I think I was hornier then than when i was younger. Men and women peak sexually at very different times in their lives. A young man and older woman makes for awesome sex enjoyed immensely by both participants.
One particular night I was reading a short story Forum book with numerous topics and while the stories were short they were all very stimulating. They were categorized by topics and the one that stood out most to me was "Incest"! Needless to say it was a kick starter for me. The first mom/son I read made my mind race, being a mom with two boys I just couldn't finish it,,,at first!
I looked in on my sleeping son and thought "No fucking way!" I poured myself a glass of wine and sat to read a more standard romance book but the thought of the Mom/son story was soon back in my trembling hands. I didn't start reading immediately, I just looked at the title while sipping my wine. I poured a second, tall glass of wine and flipped back to the story. "Fuck it" I thought as I cautiously started to read. It was about a young man that secretly craved his mother. She was the focus of his masturbation. The mom didn't realize it but her habit of wearing comfortable night clothes that were ever so slightly revealing was having a stimulating effect on her son.
The young man began hugging her and pressing his swollen manhood into her or "accidentally " he would touch her tit or ass. He would lean over her from behind and press his hard cock against her ass and linger just a bit longer than necessary sometimes giving a little grind against her.
The frequency of these encounters increased and over a short while mom started to enjoy it as well. Clothes got more revealing. Her actions around him became sultry and sexy. She would press back when feeling his hard-on against her. It became a mutual game until inevitably they couldn't play around any more.
By this point in the story my hand was in my crotch fingering my pussy and I don't think I realized it until I started shaking in orgasm. I made low moaning sounds for sure and was quite relieved when I checked and Steven was sound asleep.
I didn't see a lot of my son during the week to be honest. He was a senior in high school and I was gone to work when he was home or he was in bed asleep. At his age he spent his weekends with friends. Me and his dad caught up on necessary home maintenance and things like that. The three of us did have Sunday dinner to use while catching up on events of the past week.
It was sinful where my thoughts would go at the dinner table looking at Steven and listening while he spoke. The mom/son stories I had made a part of my late night reading helped fuel those thoughts. After dinner we three would watch a movie, a ball game or whatever might be on one of the three channels we could pick up with our rabbit ear TV. (We lived on the outskirts of town and cable service hadn't reached us yet).
Steven would go to bed around ten o'clock and his dad tired from all his chores fell asleep on the couch. I'd read a book and sip some wine and fall asleep in my recliner. I kept my "special" reading material tucked away and only read those at night after getting home from work.
Over a short period of time I started inserting myself into the moms position in the stories and a bit further on it would be me and Steven. Occasionally when checking on my son I would walk into close enough proximity to hear him breathing and watch the rise and fall of his chest and notice the hump in the blankets just below his waist. Fantasyland took over my brain and I'd retreat back to my wine, book and the comfort of my chair.
Soon I was feeling overly sexy and started dressing in revealing night clothes. I'd pamper myself after my shower rubbing body lotions into my skin and hoping my son could see it in progress. I'd check on him late at night walking into his room wearing something sexy and at times nothing at all. I was confident enough some nights that he was asleep and I would stare at him and finger my pussy and massage my tits.
One night after school for him was finished I was going through what was now my regular routine. I'd hear a muffled cough or low snoring sound come from his room. I'd switch on the hallway light and look in on him. His "sleep" breath rate was a bit quicker than what I had became accustomed to when I'd observe him sleeping late at night. A bit surprised and enthused his cock was exposed and it was hard and a bit bigger than I expected. I admired it a moment and was wondering what he may be dreaming about to arouse him so. I took a quick glance back in his direction and went back to my routine. I made my movements a bit more seductive and lingered a bit before lights out and going to bed.
I discovered little sex novels at a store in a neighboring town. It wasn't an Adult Bookstore but it had a section for adults seeking sexy reading material. I purchased one Titled " Lusty Mom" and another called "Hustler True Letters." I read the paperback first and knew it was pure fiction but envisioned myself and my son as the stories main characters which added a touch of reality in my head.
The "True Letters." paperback was filled with short letters from all kinds of people with a large variety of fetishes and perversions. All ranges of incest were covered. One that really aroused me described how a mom seduced her son. She worked her charms over a period of days taking various steps toward her ultimate goal of fucking the main object of her constant state of arousal. I related to that letter so I was feeling more emboldened knowing I wasn't alone and the goal was attainable.
I was really toying with the idea of seducing my own son. I knew it was wrong but just the thought was creeping from the back of my mind to the forefront. Ideas of how became overwhelming and I started changing my routine slightly night after night. One particular night, rum and cola replaced my usual wine.
A drink or two down, shower fresh. "Man that drink was strong, maybe another!" I thought.
I applied my body lotion and did it in a manner I figured to be seductive as hell. As usual I'd prop up one leg after the other to rub in the lotion. This night however I slowed the pace hoping I may have had eyes on me. With that thought and a What the fuck attitude I lowered the towel from my body.I did it slowly and meticulously. I'd pinch my nipples to make them hard, I massaged lotion into my fleshy ass cheeks slowly. I got really brazen and turned facing Steven's direction and held the lotion above my tits and squeezed the bottle forcing a stream down over my tits one at a time. I rubbed the lotion into my tits, mostly fondling them and then down my slightly fleshy tummy and dipped my hand between my thighs while licking my lips. Unfortunately, or fortunately the alcohol in my system while fueling my actions also extinguished a bit of the flame. I decided enough was enough this night and put on a slinky black gown and retreated to my bed and masturbated myself to sleep.
P. 2
Steven was gone when I woke up I suppose hanging out with his friends. Since school was finished for him I expected him to live a bit while deciding on his future. I just hoped for him to be safe and smart with all the spare time on his hands.