***Author's Note***
This is the first chapter of many that set up a storyline
All characters are 18 years or older
I stared at my ceiling as my cell phone alarm was going off. Trying to decide whether to get up or not, I grabbed my cell phone to cease the buzzing. No new messages, no missed calls, a far cry from not too long ago. A new path has been forged, one that dramatically changed my life forever. Whereas before I had a girlfriend, a life, a plan, now I have nothing but questions. My name is Matt, and this is my story, one I believe is different from most, yet based on the same wants and desires as most. The details of my life are complicated, and as the uniqueness arises, I will provide more detail.
First off the who, Matt. Eighteen years old, standing 6'6", short brown hair and brown eyes, 220 lbs and in decent shape. Trying hard to get to a 6 pack but sometimes your favorite foods are hard to give up. In general you have a man who plays sports in the free time, and that is what keeps him in shape.
Secondly, the family. There are four of us including me. There is my mother Rachel, my aunt Stacie, and my cousin Vikki. Some maybe asking why I have included my extended family in this description, and this maybe the first uniqueness. When I say there are four of us, I mean truly that. There are no other family members, whether it be by accident, fate, age, or who knows what, the cards that my family have been dealt are not your average.
As for my father, he is nonexistent, not because I don't want to know who he is, or that he doesn't want to know me, it's that my mother doesn't know who he is. The most unique one night stand story I have ever heard, and won't bore you with, has left me with not a single ounce of desire to find out who he is. Only to be followed closely by the second most unique one night stand story with my Aunt Stacie producing my cousin Vikki. My cousin also having the same lack of drive or desire in finding who her father is. No grandparents, no other cousins, just the four of us and me being the only male, feeling like the center.
So as I awoke, I pondered the old path. The one where I thought I had life all figured out. It wasn't too long ago that I had picked up that same phone only to see one to two text messages from my girlfriend telling me to get up. I know I am only eighteen but I really did think I had life figured out. I was going to marry her, and start a family. We were the same age, but due to the different ages we started school I had graduated while she had another year left. So I stayed local to be with her. Then it all changed. She like all the other girls I see nowadays had decided that she wanted to have her party 20's at college, and that I was going to prevent that. So it ended, just like that.
We jump to today, not because the period of being heartbroken is irrelevant to the story, but because this is the first day on that new path, the path that I could never have possibly imagined. As I walked out of my bedroom and headed for the kitchen. My mother was standing at the sink, having made herself breakfast, she was cleaning her dishes. She was wearing these blue lace pajama bottoms, with a lighter blue tank top. This caught my eye this morning, which was odd.
This was a scene I had seen a million times before, but there was something different about it today. Something I could never have imagined and it felt like I wasn't looking at my mother in the traditional sense. She was my mother, I was her son, but it was like this relationship had a new light being shined on it. And through these new glasses one word came to mind, opposite.
My ex girlfriend, who shall remain nameless, was the opposite of my mother. My ex was 5'2'', petite, had A cup breasts, blonde hair, and blue eyes. A very cute, and in general a very tiny girl, especially in comparison to me being 6'6". My mother was somewhat the opposite. My mother Rachel was 5'8", weighed 130 lbs, had long brown hair, and brown eyes. Her body was average to hour glass, having curves in all the right places some may say. She was by all accounts a mother, a flat but not firm stomach, 38 D breasts, and beautiful. Not hot, or cute, just this look of beauty from a mature woman. I say mature even though she was only 36 years old having had me when she was 18.
A look I had seen time and time again, but today had stopped me in my tracks in the kitchen. My eyes drawn to this woman in her pajamas, seeing the blue lace of the bottoms hug the curves of her hips, and wrap around the bubble of her butt. Seeing her shirt bunched at her waist, yet tighten towards the top being pulled out by her breasts. I stood there not making a peep, not because I didn't want her to see me, but because I was in awe of how I was looking at her. After a few moments I awoke from my trance.
"Good Morning," I said to her, walking up next to her to open the cupboard.
"Good morning," She said back, leaning up to kiss me on the cheek, something she rarely did. I grabbed the cereal, a bowl, the milk and sat down at the kitchen table. My mother turned back to the sink, and I once again resumed the view that had caught my attention when I entered the room.
I could tell by the way her clothes hugged her that she wasn't wearing anything underneath. No bra, no panties, just the lace bottoms and a tank top. The look of awe on my face didn't match the puzzlement in my mind. Why did I care that she wasn't wearing anything underneath. Why of all days we I enthralled by all these little details about my mother.
I have never eaten cereal more slowly in my life until that day. Each bite seemed to take forever from bowl to my mouth. Watching my mother wash dishes, the way her muscles moved, the way her butt jiggled a little with each scrub. Seeing the lace shape around her ass, the fabric forming the crease between her ass cheeks, watching the lace loosen as my eyes went down her legs. It was like being mesmerized. With each passing moment, I cared less and less why I was so taken with her. With a spoonful in my mouth, she turned around, and just smiled at me.
"All done", she said, walking to the table to sit down across from me.
She seemed to be oblivious to my gazes. My eyes now fixed on her breasts as she walked toward me. It was like a scene out of a movie. The morning sun coming through the kitchen window hitting her just right, illuminating her hair, all while my eyes were staring bullets right at her nipples. They were hard and very easy to notice as her tank top hugged her chest tight. Her breasts slowly swaying and bouncing a bit too each side as she took a step. As she sat down, I finished the bite that must have been held in my mouth by the spoon for what felt like an eternity.
"So how are you doing Matt?" She asked while reaching her hand out to hold mine that was resting on the table.
"I'm doing find Mom" I responded, the priority in my head noticing how soft her hand was, and not really understanding the question.
"I can tell you're not heartbroken anymore, but you know there is someone out there for you. You will find a real woman who will love you for the great man that you are." She said this smiling and squeezing my hand.
"I know Mom, and it just is what it is. I know I am young, but I know what I want. I want to be married and I want to have a family. It seems so simple yet apparently I have to wait for it."
My Mom released her hand from mine, and said "Well don't wait too long. After you were born I became very very picky when it came to the men I dated. Never once seemed to live up to the level I wanted. So you were the only man that I needed."
Now I had known my mother rarely dated, but it wasn't until she said that that I was reminded of the truth of that statement. I can't recall a single guy my mother went on a second date with. When I was younger I could recall her going out, and coming back late. Never the same guy though. Then as time went on, those first dates became more and more infrequent. The routine was always the same. They would walk her to the door, try to give her a kiss, maybe she would let them kiss her cheek, and that was the end of the date. She would walk into the house, put her stuff down, and check on me. Then it hit me that my mom hasn't gone on a date since I was 14.