Just a story from the perverted mind of the author, a tale that runs the gamut of masturbation, voyeurism and incestuous relations.
Here I was, living back home with my widowed mother, the person that I thought I had escaped after marrying Ty, my high school sweetheart. Mom is okay if you can take the constant preaching of a born again. I couldn't. She had been a good mother up until dad died of a massive heart attack when I was thirteen. That was when the local holy roller parson had insinuated himself into Mom's life, 'converting' her into his flock.
Ty had enlisted in the National Guard and when things got tight in the middle east, his unit had been federalized, fortunately, being sent to South Korea to replace some of the regular army. It meant that we had to give up our apartment for we could no longer afford the rent on his pay and my part time job alone. That's what necessitated my move back home.
Quite often on some afternoons, I would retreat to the sanctuary we kids in the neighborhood had, long ago, discovered, where we could smoke our illicit cigarettes without being caught; the bell tower of the Presbyterian Church. It was only a city block away, where in my younger days, before Daddy's death, I had attended Sunday School. Mom, after failing to entice me into her new found Church of the Redeemer, at least applauded my interest in 'my' church.
The main entrance door was at the foot of the tower and was never locked so I could get right in and, instead to turning thru the doorway into the church proper, could mount the two flights of stairs that led up to the deck, just below where the big brass bell hung. From that deck, a steep ladder went up to the trap door that led into the bell chamber itself. A heavy rope hung down to the ground floor through a large hole right under the bell.
So it was one Friday afternoon, I sat with my back against the wall there in the tower, smoking my, now legal, cigarettes, one after another, killing time away from mother. It was getting into mid-afternoon when I finally got up to leave my sanctuary and just casually glanced out to look down on the back yards of the houses on Hempel street. I gasped at the sight unfolding below me in Mrs. Johansen's yard, a sight only visible from the height of the tower due to the high hedges surrounding the yard.
There on the grassy lawn was a couple fucking in the missionary position. I could just make out that it was the widow, Mrs. Johansen, on the bottom, her legs wrapped around the hips of the man on top, apparently urging him on. All I could see of him were his slender butt cheeks, clenching as he pumped in and out.
I watched intently for several minutes, feeling my kitty getting wet. Without thinking, I pulled my denim skirt aside to massage my own sweet spot through my moist cotton panties. I could tell when the man below me came, his butt cheeks clenched up tight as he pushed as deep as he could. At that instant, Mrs. Johansen wrapped her arms around his skinny shoulders and pulled him down onto her body. I came myself from my own activity.
The two of them lay like that for several minutes, then he rolled off her to lay on his back beside her. My god! It was Mom's preacher man! I ducked back out of sight, fearing they might see me, then cautiously, peeked over the edge of the opening to see they were still there, apparently basking in the after glow.
I left the church and quickly made my way home to be greeted with "And where have you been, young lady?"
Truthfully I answered, "At church. I meditated and prayed for Ty to be safe,." I fibbed.
"Humph! Now that you're home, set the table so we can eat. I've got a meeting at MY church after supper. Our dear Mary Johansen is leading OUR prayer service and giving a lecture on righteousness in life."
I had forgotten that the 'dear Mrs. Johansen' was also one of Pastor Love's flock, even while I watched him fucking her. I ached to tell mom what I'd seen but that would give away my real 'church going' activities.
After a dinner eaten in silence, Mom went into her room to get dressed for her evening, while I cleared the table and put everything in the dishwasher. She left just as I finished, saying only a "Goodnight". I went immediately to my room and after stripping off all my clothing, I threw the covers off my bed and then retrieved my 'love buddy', the realistic soft plastic vibrating cock that Ty had presented to me just before he left. "On those long winter nights when you're thinking of me, this'll be me, baby." Hell, it didn't have to be a cold winters night, I'd partaken of his stand-in on many an occasion and I was still horny from this afternoon.
After two very satisfying orgasms, I cleaned the cock off and, after stowing it back in its hiding place, went to bed and a restful nights sleep.
Next morning I greeted Mom in her kitchen, just sitting down with her morning coffee. I grabbed a mug and filled it before sitting down across the table from her. I expected to hear her rant and rave about her prayer service from the night before, but she was unusually quiet this morning. I broke the ice, "How was your meeting last night, Mom?"
Without looking up at me, she replied, "Very enlightening but I don't want to talk about it."
"Why's that," I asked, wondering just what was so, apparently, disconcerting to her. "Usually you're eager to tell me all about it."
With her eyes still glued to the coffee mug in front of her, she said, "Oh the prayer group was good but the lecture afterwards was a little strange."
I knew that Mrs. Johansen had given the lecture and the first thing I thought of was that she had confessed to her sin with Pastor Love. "What was the subject, Ma, was it a confession or something?"
She finally looked up at me, a quizzical look on her face. No, no, not a confession. Whatever put that thought in your head?"
"Oh, I don't know, probably just because you said it was, uh, strange. What was it about?"
"Well, if you must know," she replied, "it was about women's roll in the order of things. About how women should always be the vessel for mens desires. About how we should search out a man and, well, uh, satisfy his, uh, needs. I found it to be very odd, coming from the church secretary."
"Is she, uh, satisfying some man's, uh, needs, Mom?"
Her eyes were once more concentrated on her coffee mug. "She didn't say anything about that, just that we should search out a man who needs some relief and,,,uh...give ourselves to him. She made it sound just like we women should go out...uh...whoring. It was very upsetting to me. I haven't, uh, known any man since your poor father died and he was the only man I've ever, uh, 'known', if you know what I mean."
"Oh, I know what you mean Mom," I replied, then took a leap forward. "Daddy was the only man you ever fucked, is what you mean."
She gasped and looked up at me, a frown on her face. "Did you have to put it like that? Did you have to use that word?"
"Why not? It's what you meant and I'm just calling a spade, a spade." We were quiet for several minutes, then I asked, "Are you going to do what Mrs. Johansen suggested? Are you going to look for a man who needs relief from, uh, stress?"
She glared at me. "Of course not, young lady and, if I did, I wouldn't be discussing it with you. Some things are sacrosanct."
I further upset her, saying, "Hell, Mom, I wouldn't expect you to discuss your sex life with me. But, Jeez, you're still a young woman; what're you, forty-five, forty-six? Surely you must have some, uh, desires of your own. I know I would if I was in your shoes."
"I'm forty six, Amanda, and I've long ago learned to keep those , uh, uh, 'desires' suppressed. Something you should be doing with your husband away from home for so long."
I almost wanted to tell her about my Ty, 'stand-in', but held back. No sense giving away my secret. Then she shocked me. "Oh, I've heard you, young lady, laying in your bed at night and mast...uh, servicing yourself. I have to cover my ears and pretend I don't hear your moans and cries."
My god, I thought, here I was thinking I'd been very quiet when I came. I guess I didn't realize, that in the moment of orgasm, I really did lose control. I guess the wall between our rooms wasn't as much a barrier as I thought. Oh well, I wouldn't bother to try and hide it in the future.
"At least I'm being true to Ty, Mom, and I do have desires and needs, but they are only for him. You, on the other hand, shouldn't let your repressed desires go unfulfilled. That'll make you old and dried up before your time. Ty always wondered why you got so wrapped up in religion when you could have looked for a man. He's always thought you were a very attractive woman, even though you gave up make-up and, the way you dress, making yourself look dowdy."
With that, I drained my mug of coffee and left the kitchen, to return to my room, leaving her to ponder what I had said.
Several days passed, every afternoon I went up into the bell tower, hoping to see a repeat of Mrs. Johansen and Pastor Love fucking, but no luck. In the evenings, I tried bringing up that lecture again but mom wouldn't continue a conversation about it. I continued 'servicing' myself but no longer tried to be quiet when I'd cum. I wanted her to see, or rather, to hear, what pleasure I was giving myself.