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The Final Conflict
I waited until later that night to talk to mom about the situation. After some soul-searching, I came to the conclusion that she, after thinking clearly, regretted our encounter and didn't want to pursue it. Or, maybe she didn't regret it, but didn't want me as her lover. This whole situation was so frustrating.
After dinner, I waited until she was alone in her room so we could talk about it. I went into her room and she was changing into her nightgown. When she saw me come in, she scolded me and told me, "JIM, I'm trying to change!" That didn't bode well for me. I waited till she was done and went back in. I was so afraid of what she would tell me.
"Mom, I need to talk to you about last night."
"Shhh," she said as she went to close the door behind me. "Damnit, what did I tell you? I don't want your father to hear you. Come here." She took me by the hand and sat me down on her bed.
"Mom, I need to know where I stand with you."
"Listen Jim, last night was so incredible. It was just what I needed. It has been so long since I've been with a man that I got carried away. You made me feel sexy again. Like I was a very desirable woman."
"Oh mom, of course you are. You're so..."
"Wait...let me finish. Having said that, what we did was very dangerous. If ANYONE were to find out about us, I would be humiliated. My life would be over. I just can't take that chance. I would love for you to keep fucking me, but it's just not realistic."
"Mom, are you telling me that we can never, ever have sex again? Cause I don't know if I can live without making love to you."
"Well, I can't say never, but...."
"Well, maybe we can arrange it so we can set a date and time to get together. We can even go to motel if it makes you feel safer." She thought about it for a minute and went to pull out her appointment book.
"Alright, next month, on the 17th, I'll be free from 4 to 6. IF you can get a room somewhere not around here, then ok, we can do it again." SHIT. Next month? That sucks! How can I keep my hands off her for a month when I see her everyday? But what could I do.
"OK. I'd hate to wait that long, but if that's what it takes to make love to you again, then it's worth it. I love so you much mom."
"I love you too Jim." I tried to sneak in a quickie by reaching in to kiss her but she wanted no part of that. She pushed me back and told me to wait. Just wait till the 17th. Wow, this is gonna be hard.
The next week was really tough. I would see her walk around the house in skimpy shorts and cutoffs. I think, since our encounter, she felt better about herself and wanted to show off her body. She would wear more cleavage revealing outfits to work. That also turned me on. She would also lean over, if I were in front of her, so I could get a look at her tits. I could tell that since we made love, she felt much sexier and that's what she was looking for.
As the days grew closer, I went to reserve a room at Motel 6. Hey, I don't have all the money in the world, ok. That day I waited for her to come home from work so I could tell her. But she didn't get home till almost 8pm. She had been working late during that time. When she got home, I went to her room to tell her, but she told me, "Not now, Jim. I'm so tired, I just want to rest." The next few days were the same crap. I thought she was shutting me out. I actually didn't tell her until the 17th. I went to her room and gave her a room key. I had a spare myself so we could just show up at the given time. She took it and casually said; "Ok then, I'll see you at 4pm."
I was actually counting the time down until 4pm. I was really juiced up for this. I waited a month to fuck her and the time had finally come. Then, I got a call from her at about 2pm. She sounded as if she was on her cell phone.
"Jim, I'm so sorry, but I just can't get away from work today. I'm gonna have to reschedule our appointment." She sounded as if someone was listening to her. That upset me.
"Fuck mom, well....when...I mean, I waited a month!"
"I know, sweetie. I'll make it up to you, I promise. Look I have to go now, I'll see you later ok." Then she hung up before I could tell her goodbye.
I was so disappointed. I had actually stopped jacking off a week before so I would have a good load of cum to give her. I even went in the room earlier that morning to leave some lubes and kinky toys to play with. What a waste of money. I went to the motel to get my stuff back. I'd have to wait till mom came home to get her key so I could check out. When I got to the motel, I noticed her car in the parking area. WOW, I thought, she must have changed her mind. I rushed to the room, and when I put the key in, I could hear her in there. But she wasn't alone. I opened the door quietly and snuck in. There was a man on top of my mom fucking her hard. I didn't know who this guy was, but mom was acting like a dirty whore.
"Oh yeah...fuck me...make me you're slut.... fuck me like the whore that I am."
I was sooo pissed off. She blew me off to go and fuck this stranger. AND in the room that I paid for! He even pulled out some of my lube to use on her. That's right, he got to fuck my mom in her ass. And she loved it. She was screaming, "Awww...fuck my ass baby...fuck me hard...make my ass you're fuckhole." To top it all off, when he came, she begged him to cum in her mouth. My mom had become a slut. And I wasn't the one to reap the benefits. I would later find out that the guy in the room was a co-worker of hers who she had been fucking for a couple of weeks. And I never knew about him.
I didn't say anything to her for a couple of days. I wanted to see if she would come to me and confess about what she had done. But she never did. I was hurt by this, cause I thought we could have been a hot couple. I figured if she had been sexually neglected that she would welcome me between her legs. But then I realized that once she had a nice, good fucking from me, she got her confidence back and decided to take a new lover. One who wasn't her son. Just when I thought I had the perfect situation.
I decided to let it go. I wasn't going to damage mom's newfound sense of self. If she were happy with a new lover, then I would have to accept it and move on. I thought about getting a new lover myself, but I guess I kept holding out hope that mom would come back to me. I started talking to a girl about what had happened, but didn't tell her it was my mom. I'm not that stupid. She was sympathetic and I could tell she was into me, but I kept thinking of mom.
Then about a month later, out of nowhere, mom comes to me and tells me she can fit me in her schedule, if I was still interested. By now, I had almost written her off completely. But when she said this, I jumped at the chance. She said next Friday at noon. Same motel and she'd call me to give me the room number. I cut off talks with my new girl and concentrated fully on mom. I wanted to give her so much pleasure that she would fall in love with me.
When Friday came, she called me and gave me the room number; 221. On the way over there, my heart was racing. I couldn't wait to get inside her again. I went to the door and knocked. She asked who it was, and I said, "Jimmy, mom." When she opened the door, she was buck-naked. Not a stitch of clothing on her. She said in a very lustful voice, "I hope you're ready for me?" I went right at her and gave her the most intense, passionate kiss I've ever given anyone.
She was really, really horny. She grabbed my cock through my jeans and started rubbing feverously. Hell, I was already hard as a rock. She, in what felt like one motion, pulled down my jeans and started jacking me. I had moved to her tits and was sucking like a madman. During this encounter, she was different, more adventurous and slutty. She was panting and said, "Give me that cock of yours boy. Your mommas hungry." Wow, I loved her new spirit. I pushed her to her knees and said, "Suck me mom, 'com on suck me you slut."
She reveled in her new title as she started sucking me like I had the last cock on earth. She sucked me so hard that she was gagging on it. I could hear the slobbering of her saliva as she pumped her mouth over my slick cock. I looked down at her and she looked up at me. We locked eyes for what seemed like hours, and this had an incredible affect on me. I asked her to talk dirty while she sucked me and while we had locked eyes.
"Jimmy, I love sucking your hot cock baby. I've wanted to suck you for years now. I knew you had the best tasting cock. Now be a good boy, and give momma what she needs. Momma needs your cum, Jimmy. All good boys give mommy their cum."
This talk had put me into a semi-trance. All I could focus on was mom's face with my cock buried in her mouth. I didn't want to cum too soon, but she had put me over the edge. I said, "Ok, mommy, here it is..." With that, I exploded in her mouth. I started to pull out so she wouldn't gag on it, cause there was a lot of cum, but she put a vise on my cock with her mouth and would not let go until she had milked me dry. She was groaning like a cheap whore, almost animalistic. When I did finish, she pulled back and sat on her heels and was breathless. She looked up at me and wiped her mouth with her arm and said; "Now it's Jimmy's turn to please mommy." With that, she got up and went to the bed to lie down and spread wide.
She had now had me in a sexual frenzy. I slithered over to her pussy and I could see how wet she was. I took a couple of big laps at her juices. As soon as my tongue hit her clit, she responded with a loud moan and I noticed she started squeezing her tits. After some light tongue play, I looked up again and saw her pulling her tit to her mouth to suck on her nipple. That sent me into a craze. I started licking her pussy like it was on fire and my tongue was a fire extinguisher. Seeing my mom tasting her own breast was such a turn on. I tried to talk nasty to her, but I couldn't even get words out. I was just grunting like a dog in heat.