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The Final Conflict
I waited until later that night to talk to mom about the situation. After some soul-searching, I came to the conclusion that she, after thinking clearly, regretted our encounter and didn't want to pursue it. Or, maybe she didn't regret it, but didn't want me as her lover. This whole situation was so frustrating.
After dinner, I waited until she was alone in her room so we could talk about it. I went into her room and she was changing into her nightgown. When she saw me come in, she scolded me and told me, "JIM, I'm trying to change!" That didn't bode well for me. I waited till she was done and went back in. I was so afraid of what she would tell me.
"Mom, I need to talk to you about last night."
"Shhh," she said as she went to close the door behind me. "Damnit, what did I tell you? I don't want your father to hear you. Come here." She took me by the hand and sat me down on her bed.
"Mom, I need to know where I stand with you."
"Listen Jim, last night was so incredible. It was just what I needed. It has been so long since I've been with a man that I got carried away. You made me feel sexy again. Like I was a very desirable woman."
"Oh mom, of course you are. You're so..."
"Wait...let me finish. Having said that, what we did was very dangerous. If ANYONE were to find out about us, I would be humiliated. My life would be over. I just can't take that chance. I would love for you to keep fucking me, but it's just not realistic."
"Mom, are you telling me that we can never, ever have sex again? Cause I don't know if I can live without making love to you."
"Well, I can't say never, but...."
"Well, maybe we can arrange it so we can set a date and time to get together. We can even go to motel if it makes you feel safer." She thought about it for a minute and went to pull out her appointment book.
"Alright, next month, on the 17th, I'll be free from 4 to 6. IF you can get a room somewhere not around here, then ok, we can do it again." SHIT. Next month? That sucks! How can I keep my hands off her for a month when I see her everyday? But what could I do.
"OK. I'd hate to wait that long, but if that's what it takes to make love to you again, then it's worth it. I love so you much mom."
"I love you too Jim." I tried to sneak in a quickie by reaching in to kiss her but she wanted no part of that. She pushed me back and told me to wait. Just wait till the 17th. Wow, this is gonna be hard.
The next week was really tough. I would see her walk around the house in skimpy shorts and cutoffs. I think, since our encounter, she felt better about herself and wanted to show off her body. She would wear more cleavage revealing outfits to work. That also turned me on. She would also lean over, if I were in front of her, so I could get a look at her tits. I could tell that since we made love, she felt much sexier and that's what she was looking for.
As the days grew closer, I went to reserve a room at Motel 6. Hey, I don't have all the money in the world, ok. That day I waited for her to come home from work so I could tell her. But she didn't get home till almost 8pm. She had been working late during that time. When she got home, I went to her room to tell her, but she told me, "Not now, Jim. I'm so tired, I just want to rest." The next few days were the same crap. I thought she was shutting me out. I actually didn't tell her until the 17th. I went to her room and gave her a room key. I had a spare myself so we could just show up at the given time. She took it and casually said; "Ok then, I'll see you at 4pm."
I was actually counting the time down until 4pm. I was really juiced up for this. I waited a month to fuck her and the time had finally come. Then, I got a call from her at about 2pm. She sounded as if she was on her cell phone.
"Jim, I'm so sorry, but I just can't get away from work today. I'm gonna have to reschedule our appointment." She sounded as if someone was listening to her. That upset me.
"Fuck mom, well....when...I mean, I waited a month!"
"I know, sweetie. I'll make it up to you, I promise. Look I have to go now, I'll see you later ok." Then she hung up before I could tell her goodbye.
I was so disappointed. I had actually stopped jacking off a week before so I would have a good load of cum to give her. I even went in the room earlier that morning to leave some lubes and kinky toys to play with. What a waste of money. I went to the motel to get my stuff back. I'd have to wait till mom came home to get her key so I could check out. When I got to the motel, I noticed her car in the parking area. WOW, I thought, she must have changed her mind. I rushed to the room, and when I put the key in, I could hear her in there. But she wasn't alone. I opened the door quietly and snuck in. There was a man on top of my mom fucking her hard. I didn't know who this guy was, but mom was acting like a dirty whore.