I knew what they were going to do. I was sitting on the divan skimming through a pornographic magazine as they approached, wearing only their pyjama shorts. I could see their stiff pricks ready for action pushing against the thin cotton.
They sat on either side of me, and Dennis, who was always the spokesman said, "You know what we're going to do to you, don't you?"
"Yes, I replied, "and about time too, you've kept me waiting long enough."
"We're going to fuck you to death," he boasted.
I didn't respond to that, but smiling inwardly I thought, "You can try, but I doubt if you'll succeeded. Plenty or others have promised me that, but it's they who've been nearly fucked to death."
It's true, I love sex, I need sex, and if I had my wish I'd do nothing but engage in sex.
Dennis started to remove my blouse while Ted got to work on my skirt. Off came the skirt and off came my blouse, to reveal my breasts β the breasts that had started it all years before.
I knew my breasts were beautiful, large, with pink nipples like strawberry ice cream. It was the church choir master who initiated me.
Of course I needed "special rehearsal" for my solo next Sunday, so, "Would you mind staying for a bit after the rest of the choir has gone?"
Like now I knew what was coming, and welcomed it. He took me on the vestry floor.
"It'll hurt the first time," he said, "but after that you'll really enjoy it."
He was certainly a prophet in both respects. It hurt the first time, but after that I did really enjoy it. After that first time I couldn't get enough, and have never had enough.
It was he who taught me how to strengthen my vaginal muscle so as to suck him into me and then grip him until he howled with ecstasy. He also taught me about oral sex and I sometimes wonder if he came to regret that lesson. I used to sit across him and make him lick and suck me until I came and covered his face with my love juice.
Of course I was always fair, and sucked him off frequently, letting him unburden those great testicles of his into my mouth. I knew there was no chance of ever getting married to him because he was already married and his wife held the purse strings. Next to sex it was money he loved, or perhaps it was the other way round.
In my case there was ambivalence. I too wanted money but I also wanted sex, lots of it.
That's where old Hector came in, poor guy.
He was a member of the choir, and it was quite clear that he was enamoured, in a dog-like devotion sort of way. He was about fifteen years older than me and far from being a great sex symbol.