Author's Note: This is the final chapters of Gina and Marcus' story. It will make much more sense if you read this story from the beginning, and I hope that you do. This is the first story in a Trilogy about the James family. The second story is London Calling, and can be found in Gay Male. It's not necessary to read that story to read this one, but it would be nice if you did. I look forward to your comments, and don't forget to vote! Keep in mind that I'm an artist, and I'm sensitive about my shit! Love, cg74
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Chapter 11 - Gina Makes the Tough Decision
"I told that boy I was going to vacation in the wormhole at Deep Space Nine and he didn't hear a damn word I said. He's got it bad." Daddy and I are eating BBQ and having a laugh at my brother's expense. We left the house so Cecil and Nicholas could get reacquainted. It was a good choice, because I am chowing down!
"Yeah babygirl, I think your brother is in love. Nicholas is good for him."
"I'm just happy to see him out of that room Daddy. I hope they work it out."
"They will babygirl, they will."
Daddy and I go back to our food, eating and talking and enjoying being in each other's company. My phone buzzes with a text from Cecil.
Nicholas and I are going back to his hotel room. See you in a couple days. I'll text when I'm on my way back home. Thank you for sending that email. Love you.
I smile and show it to Daddy, who laughs. "I guess they worked it out!" We clink glasses in a toast to Cecil and Nicholas and finish off our meal.
I can't stop thinking about my brother and his boyfriend. How they can go anywhere and be in love and the only people who would bat an eye are bigots and idiots. They can get married, have kids, and do everything two people in love do everyday.
I can't do that with Daddy. I mean, I can, but...I really can't. We could move somewhere, present ourselves as a married couple, but there would always be the worry of someone finding out and getting in trouble.
Maybe Daddy was right. Maybe I do need to think about someone else. But I love belonging to him, being with him, and loving him. Finding someone who understands my relationship with him will be difficult. How can I trust someone to keep our secret? What if they make me choose? How could I begin to make that choice? What do I -
"REGINA!" Daddy's voice brings me out of my head. "Where were you just now, because you were not here with me. What's on your mind baby girl?"
I gave Daddy a sad look and a deep sigh. "I've been thinking about what you said Daddy. About me finding someone else. About children. I know you're right. Seeing Cecil and Nicholas get back together just has me thinking about the future and where we fit in it. I don't want to lose you Daddy. I love this. I love belonging to you. I love us. I've wanted this for so long. I'm sorry Daddy." I didn't even know I was crying until I felt Daddy reach across the table and wipe the tears from my eyes.
"Cecil's with Nicholas for a couple of days, right?" I nod at Daddy. "Then let's go home baby girl. We have to talk, and we can't do it here."
I barely remember Daddy paying the bill, much less the ride back to the house. Next thing I knew we were spooning on his huge bed. Daddy was behind me, holding me, kissing that spot on the back of my neck that always makes me shiver. I wiggled my hips in response, feeling him get hard as my ass moved back and forth against his dick. I heard a soft moan come from his mouth. I turned my body to face him and the look I saw in his eyes almost stopped my heart. It was a look of sadness, love, and want.
I knew it right then. This was the last time. The last time I would ever make love to Daddy. And he knew it as well. No talking needed to be done. We knew.
"I will always love you Gina. Always." Daddy had tears in his eyes. I kissed them away.
"I will always love you Daddy. Always." I closed my eyes as Daddy caressed my face like he was committing me to memory.
I heard the music and couldn't help but smile. When in doubt, always call on Beyonce. Rocket is such a sexy song. Daddy knows I love it.
Let me sit this ass on you, show you how I feel...Let me take this off, will you watch me...
We shed our clothes languidly, not wanting to rush the moment. Once we were naked we kissed, nibbled, licked, and sucked each other - I licked my tongue down the middle of Daddy's bald head, making him shiver. Daddy sucked on my nipples as if he was looking for milk, making them sore and ache for his touch just like he knows I love them to feel. I massaged Daddy's body from head to toe - flipping him on his stomach and running my tongue down his spine, letting my breasts drip over his back. I kissed the inside of his ankles, up his calves and the inside of his thighs, feeling him shiver and shake at my touch. I turned him on his back and took him into my mouth, swallowing him as deep as I could, making him cry out and grab my braids in his big hands. I held him there for a minute, savoring the feeling of his big dick in my mouth. I sucked his cock sloppy and wet, just how he likes it, making lots of sucking noises as I moaned and hummed. He fucked my mouth nice and slow, as my hands cradled his heavy balls. I turned off my brain and lost myself in the moment, the sensation of pleasure. If this was the last time, I wanted it to be incredible.
"Get up baby girl. Come here." Daddy stood at the end of the bed stroking his dick and watching me as I lay back on the pillows. "So beautiful Gina. Always mine."
If you like, you can touch me baby...Do you, do you wanna touch me baby...Grab a hold, don't let go
I smiled at him as one hand went to my pussy, playing with my clit as he watched. My other hand tweaked my nipple, sore from Daddy's mouth but hurting oh so good. My eyes never left his as my finger teased my clit, making my pussy so wet you can smell the arousal in the air. I moaned softly as I put on a show. "If it's yours Daddy, come get it. Come get this pussy Daddy."
Daddy, daddy...Ooh child, ooh now, yes Lord, damn baby...Driving me cray, cray
"If it's mine? Slut you forget your place." Daddy grabbed my legs and pulled me to the end of the bed. He picked up the pillows we knocked on the floor and placed a few under my ass and the rest for his knees. He knelt on the pillows lifting my legs over his shoulders and my ass in perfect position. "ALWAYS MINE", Daddy growled, slapping the sensitive insides of my thighs hard enough to make me jump. Then I felt his mouth on my pussy.
"Dadddyyyyyy!" I wanted to twist away because the sensation was so intense, but his hands held me in place as his tongue sucked on my clit, licking me like an ice cream cone. The pleasure he was giving my pussy and the lingering pain from the slaps on my thighs was slowly driving me insane, robbing me of speech. All I could do was moan and grunt and let Daddy use my body as he wished. I was his, and he knew it.
And rock right up to, the side of my mountain...Climb until you reach my peak baby peak baby peak
Pleasure came in wave after wave as Daddy ate my pussy like it was his last meal. His tongue dipped deep inside me over and over. He let go of my thighs and I was finally free to move, grinding my pussy in his face, making his goatee drip with my juices. My hands tweaked my nipples as he tasted me, making me even hotter, if that was possible. I had to have him inside me.
"Daddy please, fuck me. Please Daddy. Please fuck me, please Daddy." I begged for his cock like the whore he made me. I took my hands off my breasts and reached back to grab the headboard. I used it for leverage as I lifted my ass up off the bed, wrapping my legs around his neck and fucking his face as he kept tasting me, pulling him up off the floor and on the bed.
Hard rock steady rock hard rock steady...Rock hard rock steady rock hard rock steady
Daddy took his mouth off my pussy and planted kisses on my stomach, my nipples, my neck, and finally on my lips, kissing me deeply as I tasted my juices on his tongue. My body squirmed under his, my greedy pussy trying to get him inside me. He continued to tease me, planting kisses all over my body and deliberately keeping his big dick away from me. I moaned in frustration and need as he kissed every part of my body, his hands roaming all over. Every few minutes he would brush the tip of his dick against my pussy lips, making me think he was finally going to get deep inside me, only to back away, leaving me on the verge of tears. All the time he kept whispering in my ear bittersweet words of love. "You'll always be mine, Gina. No matter who you fuck, no matter what you do, you'll always be mine. Mine forever baby girl, always my love. I love you my beautiful fucktoy."
And reach right into the bottom of my fountain...I wanna play in your deep baby, your deep baby, deep
Daddy's words and his kisses and his teases and the song all in my head...it was too much. I would do anything to get him inside me. "Daddy, please! Daddy, I can't I can't take it please please please ahhhhhhh!"
Daddy mercifully ended my torment and with one swift thrust he went deep inside me. I wrapped my legs around him as he held himself there for just a moment. We locked eyes, not wanting to miss a moment. He then began to move inside me as my hips thrust up to meet his every stroke.
Rock it 'til waterfalls...Rock it 'til waterfalls...Rock it 'til waterfalls...Bathe in these waterfalls
I wanted to close my eyes, but I couldn't. I couldn't look away from Daddy as he thrust deeper and deeper inside me. He couldn't look away from me either. We were both breathing hard, sweat starting to coat our skin. All I could hear was the sound of our bodies coming together and the music in the background as I milked his cock, keeping my pussy tight around him, squeezing his cock as he moved in and out of me. My legs wrapped around him, never wanting him to leave.
And wash me over until my well runs dry...Send all your sins all over me babe, over me...
I could tell he was close. His eyes started to lose focus as he lost himself to the pleasure, hips moving out of control as he slammed into me over and over. I was close as well, swept up in the moment.
