Hi all!
This story is the earliest one that I still have a copy of. As such it was going to go in as part of the "Early Works" collection, but for some reason I have re-written it into present-tense, used what I hope isn't excessive emphasis and removed most of the character description. :)
Italics
are used for thoughts, and
bold
is used for emphasis.
In case you haven't already realized, this story contains one mother, one adult son, and the various sexual things that they do together one morning.
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One Mother, One Son, One Morning.
(Or, why every son should sleep naked when sharing a room with his mother?)
Part 01 - Samantha
She blushes, trying not to look across at him. Trying dizzily to wipe the sight of his naked body from her mind. She has seen more than enough men naked to feel nothing but disinterest at the sight of yet another, but there is something about him that triggers a rush of long dormant desire and arousal within her.
Could it be the fact that he is hard? That his position upon his bed gives her the opportunity to take in every delicious inch of his cock? She ponders the question in silence, gazing at his manhood as she tries to analyse the source of her desire, desperate to rationalize and then control it. It is, she decides, an admittedly beautiful specimen of its kind. Long and broad and yet also, she thinks guiltily, slender enough to slide oh-so-comfortably into her wet pussy. At the end of the day, though, it is still just a cock; and even though her ex-husband's had been just as attractive when erect, her decision to divorce him had come at a time when she had long since lost track of how many years it had been since the sight of his particular specimen had elicited even a spark of interest in her.
Could it be the sight of the rest of his body, then? Might it be that her arousal is due to nothing more than the fact that he is attractive to her? His body is so far from what she considers her ideal that at first she discounts the thought as being too silly to consider, but she runs her eyes from his groin up to his peacefully sleeping face regardless. What if he were a stranger? What if she awoke to find him knelt over her, his cock jutting upward and toward her face, his hands upon her shoulders as he moved his manhood ever closer to her slowly opening mouth?
That
body above and on top of her.
Oh God yes
, that could
definitely
be a part of it.
She pushes the image from her mind as quickly as she can, trying not to dwell on the thought of how wonderful his knob might feel upon her out-stretched tongue. Desperately rationalises her feelings once more.
Okay, so his body is just a little bit hot, but at work she's seen plenty of men with bodies that are more attractive and yet she's never once felt her pussy react so strongly to any of them. Of course, she hadn't seen them totally stark naked either, but it wasn't as if their normally miniscule swimming trunks could hide much of anything anyway; and more than once she'd seen a suspiciously straight bulge as they tried to act cool in front of the female sun-bathers...
Then might her arousal be due to something non-physical? Something non-animalistic? Could it be how helpful and supportive he'd always been towards her? Could it be that he'd always helped with the housework whenever he had time? Certainly that was something that her husband had never tried to do, but then she'd never been attracted to that sort of man anyway. Of course real men had to be reliable, but they also had to be strong and dominating; and just how effectively could she expect to be dominated by a man who had had 17 years less than her to master ironing, but still did it far better than she did? No, his being helpful couldn't be the reason why he turned her on; and if it wasn't his body, or the way that he treated her that made her want him so desperately, then there was only one other thing left.
She was turned on because she loved him. Because she loved him as a man and not just as a son.
Oh God, no. I thought I'd gotten over this...
She swallows, staring across the small room at him. Across the floor with its littering of wrapping paper and birthday cards, of beer bottles and pizza cartons. If only she had a glass of wine with which she could forget her feelings towards him, drowning herself in fantasies filled with other men! If only she had the small vibrator with which she had so often exhausted herself, cumming time and time again until the need to sleep had defeated her desire! Either of those, or alternatively the courage to slip out of bed and serve him as she had so often served his father. The determination to take his beautiful cock between her lips and worship it until his seed filled her mouth, all the while praying that he would desire her as a woman rather than feel disgust for her as a pervert once she was done.
Why should it matter that he was her son, though? He was eighteen now! What was so wrong about her expressing her forbidden desire now that he was an adult? Why couldn't she give him some happiness and have some happiness herself even if he was the source of it? She closes her eyes then, tears of guilt, shame and helplessness brimming within them, and she wishes that he could somehow forget that she was his mother. That he could be like his father and all of the other men whom his father had at least during the first half of their marriage brought around to indulge themselves in her body. That he could look at her as a woman and use as her such as well.
Was it so wrong?
Was what she wanted really so dirty and horrible that it was only right that the man that she loved would always be forbidden to her? Didn't she deserve some happiness? Couldn't she enjoy some of the love and desire that her ex-husband had found so quickly after their divorce? It wasn't as if she was just after a man, or even that she was desperate for cock, but she wanted
him
, her son. She wanted him, and she wanted to be wanted, and if he didn't mind her unusual needs then she would gladly fuck him senseless for as long as they both lived.
Could her Tim be the man to give her what his father once had?
She feels her heart skip a beat at the thought. Opens her eyes to look at him furtively, her gaze travelling back down from his gentle face to the raw, brutal thrust of his cock. He's changed so much since the last time she saw him naked, and when she looks at him as a man rather than as a son, she realizes that somewhere back when she hadn't been watching, his body had transformed into one that many women would love to find lying beside them in the morning.
God, it was
so easy
to imagine him fucking her!
So easy
to imagine them sharing moments of ecstasy! She blushes at the images that swirl within her mind and make her loins ache for the touch of her fingers if nothing else. How skilled would he be with his hands? How satisfying would it be to have his hard, hot cock buried deep inside her arse or her loins? How much cum would he squirt across her heaving tits, and how eagerly would he piss across her face as she brought herself to orgasm before him? Perhaps he would never be able to dominate her or enjoy her perversions as his father had, but she knows that she would gladly exchange what she had with his father for a more adult, more sexual version of the love that he has shown her as a son.
"Tim..."
She breathes his name. Licks her dry lips then repeats it once more a bit loudly, a bit more certainly despite not even knowing why it is that she speaks. Does she want him to wake up? Does she want him to stay asleep so that she can look at him a bit closer? Does she want him to stay asleep until she is knelt beside his bed, his jutting cock pressed firmly against her tongue? She knows that her true motive is probably a bit of all three, but for a brief moment in time she doesn't care. She'd raised him as best she could With nothing but financial help from his father, caring and tending to him whilst wishing that his father could show her some of the warmth and love that he showed her; but those times were long gone. Her heart pounding in dizzy desire she realizes that with his transition into adulthood she has reached a crossroads. That she can no longer ignore the feelings that have been ever-so-slowly building in her for longer than she could remember. That she could no longer ignore the fact that he was a man as well as a son.
In the past she'd devoted herself to his happiness as a mother. From now on and if he would accept her, she decides that she will gladly devote herself to his happiness as a woman.