Much needed rain steadily fell all night, filling the rain barrels and turning the fields into slop. Tabitha woke first to the cool morning. Quickly gaining her senses in the cold, she donned her night shirt and peeked around her shade. Predawn light provided enough lumens to see across the room. Toby's curtain was still drawn. Knowing he will be up before sunrise, she needed to get moving.
Tabitha looked at Tim and tried to understand what was happening to them. This was the same Tim she has spent every day of her life with and knows everything about, yet he looks very different. All the tricks and teasing and foul attitudes of the past seemed gone, like a distant memory. He was new, he was a man, and he treated her with kindness and gentleness. He made her feel wanted and beautiful, and physically gave her treats she never knew were inside of her. She wanted to share them with him again, to show him how much he meant to her right now, but the demands of the day were here and reluctantly, she had to get started.
Tabitha slipped out of bed and rolled her sleepy eyes realizing she now needed to pull the night shirt back off and get into her day clothes. Better to get out of bed with the night shirt on than get a questioning look from Toby if she emerged bare.
She added two logs to the fire and went outside to relieve herself and wash her flowery parts. Rain was pattering, not pouring, so she went over to the coop and grabbed a dozen eggs, then back to kitchen.
Tim and Tabitha had never met another human being besides Toby. Tilda, they had met only in stories. All their education was from Toby and most of it had to do with farming and survival. He did teach them to read and do some basic math. Count the chickens today, count them tomorrow, what's the difference? Their literature consisted of an old book of fairy tales that was very worn. He taught them how to prepare food, light a fire, care for the animals, how plants grow and how animals produce more animals.
Something about this was really important.
Her thoughts remained on her and Tim. What was this? This closeness, these feelings, the intensity? Why did it feel like we should be hiding it, like we discovered something new and didn't want to tell Toby in case he would take it away. She thought of the goats and memories of seeing them mate floated across her mind, then the hens letting the roosters be on them, then thought of the kids from yesterday and nearly fainted.
Oh dear daffodil, did we just mate? The thought paralyzed her. Waves of anxiety rushed through her as she thought of the kids, birthing, chicks hatching, and which one was she going to produce. Maybe she could just lay some eggs and no one would know. Wait! No! This can't be right. She strained to think clearly.
Tabitha went through her morning routine with all these thoughts. Boiling eggs, making flat cakes, and cutting some dried meat to set on the table.
Toby had not stirred.
Tim woke up to the aroma of flat cakes and a bladder that demanded relief. He rubbed his eyes and the evening adventure came flooding back to him. A big smile emerged on his face and he felt something crackle. He reached up to find dried crispiness, like sleep, over his cheeks and chin. He rubbed some of it off, but the smile remained.
He hopped out of bed and faced Tabitha in the kitchen.
Tabitha turned toward the movement and watched Tim spring out of bed, fully bare with a silly smile on his face. She quickly glanced toward Toby and back at Tim who was already on one leg trying to pull his trousers on, then he rushed outside without a shirt.
While relieving himself, he realized he should wash up down there. Apparently, this activity required a bit of cleanup afterword.
In the rain, he attempted to pull his pants down far enough so he wouldn't pour water onto them while he attempted to wash his little man and acorns. He understood 'acorns' when he was younger, when Toby was telling him and Tab what their body parts were called, but they seem more like pecans, now.
The awkward washing position resulted in him slipping on his rear, thankfully in the grass. He double checked his work, pulled up his drawers, and headed to breakfast.
Tabitha turned and watched Tim walk back in. His hair was wet and hanging down to his shoulders, his body had droplets of water running over its curves, his pants were soaked and clung to his waist and thighs. She felt drawn to him like something invisible was pulling her there. She felt warm and flushed and thoughts began of a fantasy.
"Is breakfast ready?" Tim inquired, widening his grin.
Tabitha, lost in her gaze, finally replied. "Ya, uh, yes. Put a shirt on."
She broke her gaze away to put the last of the cakes on a plate then sat them on the table with the boiled eggs, jar of honey, blackberry preserves, and a crock of goat butter.
Tim, now fully dressed and in dry pants, came to the table. They both stared at the drawn curtain in front of Toby's bed. The sun was up, but Toby was not. This is not normal.
Tim walked over and patted the curtain. "Hoy Toby? he said softly. No response, but he could hear breathing which was encouraging. Tim grabbed the foot end of the curtain, thought for a second, then moved to the head end and opened it slightly.
Toby lay on his back, eyes closed, breathing normally as best he could tell. "Toby?" He said a bit louder. No response.
Tim looked back at Tabitha then back to Toby. He reached out to nudge his shoulder but caught himself and let him sleep.
"Let's let him sleep. You said he was not well yesterday, so maybe he should just sleep it off." Tim said in his best reassuring voice.
Tabitha hesitated, unconsciously bit her lip and sat down across from Tim. All the food lay in front of them, their hunger was calling, but all they could do is look at each other. So many emotions, new sensations, wild thoughts, and valid concerns held them in uncertainty.
Their stomachs broke the stalemate and they both reached for a cake. Tim slathered butter and preserves on his, Tabitha drizzled hers with honey, rolled them up and dipped them into butter. They feasted but made sure there was plenty for Toby when he woke up.