All characters featured in this fictional story are 18 years of age or older.
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My wife was working the night shift at the hospital and it was just me and my Step-Daughter Ashley in the house.
"Hey Daddy, can you come in here for a minute?" I entered her very pink room and sat on the bed. "what's up sweetheart?"
"So um Daddy, my laptop died last night and I saw yours in the living room and decided to borrow it. Imagine my surprise to find that you are a panty sissy who dreams of BIG...BLACK...COCKS?"
You could cut the tension with a knife. Do I deny, beg, laugh it off, or embrace it?
"Ashley, I have no idea what you are talking about. Maybe your mom was using my computer and got horny."
"Um, no Daddy, not unless Mom's into porn about men who wear panties and suck cocks! Just admit it. I won't tell Mom. It's kind of sexy actually. I'm a modern woman Daddy, and totally open to the idea that lots of things turn people on. So tell the truth and we can have an adult conversation, lie and I will make sure Mom finds out."
I took a deep breath, realized I was totally busted and decide to get it all out at once.
"Ashley, I am a married man that is secretly turned on by being a panty sissy and who fantasizes about sucking black cocks. I can't believe I just said this to my daughter."
She smiled, like a proud parent, patted me on the leg giggled. "Wow, I didn't think you'd do it. Do you feel better now Daddy?"
"Ashley, this can't..."
"Don't worry Daddy, your secrets are safe with me. Can I ask you a question?"
I was humiliated of course, but relieved to have finally told someone, and someone that I trust. Ashley and I have always been close. Ashley never knew her real father and although I came into the picture much later in her life, when she was about 13, calling me Daddy pretty soon after her mom and I were married.
"I suppose so, but be gentle with me. This was not an easy thing to admit and I'm scared out of my mind about losing you, your mom, and everything we all have together over my sicko perversions"
"First of all Daddy, sex is not something simple. In my human sexuality classes we covered fetishes and we learned that almost everyone has or will have a fetish in their lifetime. "So, how did this start, and how long have you been doing this? I want to know everything. I'm fascinated!"
Did I have a hard on? Oh God not now.
"When I was in college, I had a rather Dominant girlfriend. She did lots of things that most men wouldn't let their girlfriends do, but I liked letting her be in charge, and so did she. We did lots of kinky things. One morning, we woke up together in her dorm room, which was common. I told her I was dreading my public speaking class that day because I hated speaking in front of people."
"Wait, Daddy that's all you do now. I can't believe you were ever afraid to speak in public."
"Well this was my first time baby girl and although I knew the subject quite well, I felt like everyone would see right through me, they'd realize I was a fraud, and I'd be humiliated. My girlfriend said, 'well I know a way to be certain they don't know EVERYTHING' she told me to stand up then she pointed to the floor and said 'Pick up my panties. Go ahead pick them up.' I picked them up 'Now put them on.' I protested, but she promised me that I would not get any sex for a month unless I did this...reluctantly I put them on and went to class. Ashley, I don't know what magic was in those panties but it worked. I spoke with confidence and nailed the entire speech. The next day she broke up with me saying that I caved too easily and she wanted a real man. I was crushed."
A month later, it was time for midterms and I needed to give another speech. All the old feelings came back. In desperation, I decided to try the panties again and they worked again. I've been wearing panties under my regular clothes since that day. My first wife never knew, your mom didn't know, and until now nobody knew. At first it was just a tool for psyching myself up, but over time I began to find sexual pleasure in wearing them too."
Ashley was slack jawed in what could only be described as incredulity. "So, I want to know something...are you wearing panties right now?" By the look on her face, it was clear she already had surmised the answer. She bounced up and down on the bed with enthusiasm clapping her hands. "Can I see them? Please Daddy please? Let me see you in your panties."
