Second chapter already! Part storyline/romance, part porn. The latter is past the sentiments ;P. Again, fictitious incest between brothers! And I think I had hazy times with the first chapter. So; it's three days until Seth's nineteenth birthday and Connor is twenty-six. They were separated nine years ago, as the title implies. I may have accidentally put seven at one point due to confusing their age difference with their years of separation.
So enough of that, finally. Enjoy!
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Seth sat back against Connor. They had their pants back on, but their shirts were off so they could be skin to skin. Connor's arms were wrapped around Seth and in turn, Seth's hands were resting on Connor's. They were still coming down from their high after the nice fuck earlier. Seth smiled a bit when he felt Connor kiss his head. He leaned his head back over the raven's shoulder and rested in the crook of his neck. "I don't want to go." Seth spoke, breaking the silence between them. "I want to stay here longer so I can talk to you... be with you."
"I don't want you to go either, Seth. But if they find out you drove down here to see me, they'll flip their shit. You're an adult now, but they can still do to you what they did to me. I don't want that for you."
"I could come here. I could stay with you." Seth replied, closing his eyes. He heard Connor give a little sigh.
"I care about you, Seth... And if anything did happen, I'd open my arms. But I don't want you to intentionally get them to fuck you over just so you can live with me. They might've failed with me, but you're looking good. You look like you're happy."
Seth shrugged. "I guess. If happy is hiding the fact you're gay as hell and leading a life you don't want to lead, I'm pretty fucking happy." He retorted. Connor hugged him tightly.
"Alright. But still. Do you want them to turn their backs on you, too? Living down here with me might sound like a great idea now, but do you even know what you want to do? At least go to college, Seth. Or go the vocational route- something. You were always a bright kid. Running to me and giving that up can hurt you."
"You're trying really hard to make me leave you alone." Seth muttered. Connor groaned.
"Seth, you're my baby brother. I just broke the laws of nature and had sex with you. And now, I'm here kissing on you and cuddling you. I love you. But I want you to stop and think about what you're considering. If you do it, I'll gladly take you in. But think about what you could have if you just waited another two or three years."
Seth looked up at him, and was met with a soft gaze. Connor ran a hand along his cheek. "Seth, you're so handsome, and such a kind person. You deserve a good life, with great people. An amazing boyfriend." Seth looked away. "What?"
"... I know you're thinking about what's best for me, Connor, and I appreciate that. But I've missed you so much. And I've wanted you so badly for the last three years. I always respected how you stood up for yourself, how you expressed the person you were, and how you never gave a fuck about the opinions of other's." Seth let out a deep sigh. "Connor, I don't just love you." He spoke quietly. "I'm pretty sure I'm IN love with you, too." He could hear Connor's breath hitch, that and his confession caused him to blush. "Connor?" He didn't get a response. Seth's face was burning by this point and he attempted to move away. "F-forget I said that." He said quietly, but was pulled back.
"No." Connor replied, his cheek against the back of Seth's head. "I'm not going to forget that." He replied softly. He laughed a bit. "Fuck me... After being a major disappointment to my parents, I decided to have sex with my little brother and encourage his romantic feelings towards me. Holy shit..." Seth's face was burning again.
"Connor, I can just leave." He told him, trying to pull away again. His brother's grip just tightened. He suddenly felt a surge of rage. "What the fuck do you want? Seriously, just tell me!" He growled, looking at the raven. His heart stuttered when he looked at him. Connor had a far-off look to his blue eyes and when they stared into Seth's, it caused the younger's breath to hitch.
"Kiss me, Seth." He spoke to him gently. "Just kiss me." Seth's sudden anger ebbed away and he relaxed his tensed muscles. It was a lot to take in, and he felt like an ass for just snapping at him. He was a fool to think this was going to be all rainbows and sunshine, too. They were brothers. There's nothing remotely easy about this situation. However... Seth couldn't deny his request, and soon enough, their lips were pressed together.
It wasn't sexual like earlier, or desperate. Just sweet. Caring. Seth shifted his position so he could wrap an arm around Connor's shoulders. His other hand was placed on his cheek. Connor's hand was rubbing his back while the other held him close. It was so affectionate and caring that it made Seth want to cry. He pulled away after that, and shook his head. "Connor... If you don't feel the same now, I don't want you to ever feel it. Because it fucking sucks. We're both men and you're my goddamn brother. I'd rather just live with this, I don't want you to feel it too." Tears rose to his eyes and he quickly wiped them away. "Fuck... I'm sorry." He whimpered, and tried to slide away.
"Don't apologize to me for this, Seth. For the first time in.. Fuck, twelve years? For the first time in all those years, you're the first relative to say "I love you". You're the first in nine years to visit me. You're the first man to admit being in love with me. I'd be a fucking idiot if I just let you go." Seth wouldn't dare to look at him. "I can't lose you again, Seth. I want to know you more. I want to learn who you hide from everyone else. Just stay with me for a few more hours, at least." Seth turned to him, and their lips met again.
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2:22 PM. Seth was in Connor's car and on the way to his house. Six hours till his parents would be home. Roughly three left to spend with Connor. His heart began to ache. After the two hours they just spent together, Seth couldn't bear the thought of jumping in his car and leaving of his own free will. Connor looked at him from the corner of his eye for a second and reached over to rest a hand on his leg. "I want to talk to you more. And I'm going to give you my house and cell. Whenever you can, you call or visit me. I don't care when. I'll drop everything for you Seth."
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They arrived about seven minutes later, and Seth looked around. It was cozy. There wasn't too much furniture, but there were paintings up on the white walls and the carpet was a beautiful cerulean blue. They got to the living room and sat on the black faux leather couch, seated next to a slider glass door looking out to a porch and vibrant green backyard. It was unlike him, but at the same time, it completely suited his personality. Calm and gentle.
"So, tell me about life at home. About what you like and dislike. Tell me who your first kiss was. All of that. I've got nine years to catch up on. I need to know you, Seth." His eyes looked the brunette up and down, and he suddenly shifted to where one leg was up on the couch, his back against the arm rest. He gestured Seth over with open arms. Seth couldn't reject him, and crawled up to him, resting his head against the raven's chest.
"Well... I don't spend much time at home. I try to stay away. I've always been uncomfortable after... after watching you leave." Connor set his hand on Seth's head. "I have a few friends. Not many. And we've got a, uh, friends with benefits thing going on. They all only want head and handjobs, though. No one has the balls to try anything else. I'm the only one willing to do oral, too. So... I'm the one they always call up. " He said softly. Connor snickered. "Girls would get fed up since I didn't want to date or have sex with them. If I decided to bust a picture of you out, they always wanted to know about you." Seth began to feel his cheeks heat up. "I always got pissed. I mean, I liked showing you off and all, but when they wanted your number or address, I got mad. So... Uh, clearly I'm the jealous and greedy type." Connor laughed again at Seth's awkward demeanor.
"I like that." He told him. "But let's talk about something else now. Going on about your sex life is going to make me horny." Connor smirked, causing Seth to shift shyly.
"Well, uhhh... Future. So, my future..." Seth sighed and looked to the ceiling, noticing the barely visible turquoise swirls. "I don't know. Mom and dad say I should be a dentist." Connor kissed his ear and Seth had to bite his lip.
"What do you want, baby?" Seth repressed a shudder as Connor whispered to him. He had to wonder why he kept calling him that. Whatever the reason, he always said it affectionately and that's what touched Seth so deeply. One of Connor's arms came and rest across Seth's waist. Seth tentatively took a gentle hold of it with his hand.